Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Of Life

Bismillah,

Assalamualaikum,

it's been a while.
kinda not into this blogging thing anymore.
(and why suddenly i'm updating this blog?)

So, currently,
tengah bercuti-cuti dan bermalas-malasan di rumah.

The first sem had finished,
and, waiting for the next sem to start on 1st december.
with an average for the last sem,
i think, i will, i have to struggle more and more!
Since this course i'm taking is way tougher than i expected.

huhu, but, kalau takde susah dalam hidup ni,
bukan hidup la namanye tu kan?

hm, well,
gotta muhasabah balik everything yang kite dah buat selama nih!
bye!

Thursday, April 5, 2012

chosen

Bismillah.
this.

speechless

"Salah satu tips untuk ketenangan adalah rasa syukur. Bersyukurkah kita?"

walaupun macam-macam perkara yang dirancang oleh saya akan tergendala kerana ini,
tapi ingat lah. Perancangan Dia lagi hebat.

Alhamdulillah.

Wassalam.

Monday, April 2, 2012

inspiration

bismillah

Aku duduk.
Aku bukak laptop.
Sign in itu dan ini.

Aku tenung skrin laptop.

-sigh-

huargh, kenapa skrin ni tak bagi inspiration langsung -.-

wassalam.
hesh esok ad ujian undang2. aku ngilu betul nak buat lesen ni.

-sigh-

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Of result

Bismillah

Alhamdulillah,
yesterday , da dapat amek result SPM

hmm taktau nak mula mcm mane.

Even hati tak berape nak puas hati, *bukan tak redha*
tapi i know Allah tau ape yang terbaik buat kite kan?

So when you start to believe tht you are going to accept those result
then time tu la datang musibah,

i know i break your heart so much.
Penat tau untuk meyakinkan hati manusia ni.
and i also know that awak-awak tak puas hati kot.

daripada cara awak-awak tu, nampak sangat da.

I'm so sooorrrryyyy

But tu da rezeki yang Dia nak bagi.

Tipu kalau aku kate aku tak terkejut aku dapat result camtu.
terkilan jugak snanye.
tapi hati mampu redha.

pujuk jugak lah diri sndiri utk tk terlalu bersedih.
hmm, rase da tenggelam dgn emosi ni T^T

Mungkin lah orang kate 'aloh, result SPM je kot. bukan ape pon. tak mati pon kalau tak dapat straight As'

tapi mesti sedih jugak sbb tk dpt puaskan hati mereka yang da byk berkorban untuk kite.
tu yang sgt sedey uh. guilty guilty guilty guilty ~

Entah loh.
daripada gembira kepada sedih dan skrg mungkin broken heart.

hmm, thanks byk2 pada You yang da pujok I . yeye .


and also some supportive words.
and sorry lah kalau tak reply mane2 msgs.
smlm mmg heart breaking gile.
smpi tk mampu untuk balas pape kot.

janaaa~

Monday, March 5, 2012

Missing star

Bismillah.

It's like a missing star
That's always been up in the sky
It's like the rainbow never comes after the rain
It's like the sun never rises in every of your mornings
How am i supposed to live without those things
There are all you...

yeah, i really hate this 'feeling'

-istighfar byk2, doa byk2.

moga tabah, yeah?