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chosen.

2011-07-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

this is what bothering me now. heh.

Tahniah! Anda terpilih menyertai Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 9/2012.

	NAMA	:	MURSHIDA BINTI MOKRI
	NO. KP	:	94102101****

Penempatan pelatih akan dimaklumkan kemudian. Terima kasih.

i mean, hell yeah. cis. terpilih rupanya.

i know dah lambat gila nak update pasal benda ni.

(haha, sebab aku takde kat rumah en.)

-imagining aku pakai baju biru, HAHA yang macam baju 4 KRS tu.-

kecewa sikit la bila dapat. tipu ar siapa kate tak kecewa. 3 bulan dher.

ingat bila spm, well, boleh spend masa kat rumah.

do whatever yang patut.

lebih mengecewakan bila ade orang kate, budak sekolah agama selalunya akan tercampak untuk SIRI KETIGA! haaa~ siri ke3 tu orang dah masuk U okay?!

okay, kenapa ade diskriminasi kat situ?

hummm, ingatkan dah fully tinggalkan kawad dan semua2 tu. -.-"

haish, ayah aku terdiam dengar aku cakap aku dapat plkn.

TAHNIAH lah. mmg gov suka family aku en. dah 3 orang dapat. cis.

sekian. (terupdate) hee.

SPM

2011-07-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

KEEP FIGHTING!!

LILLAHITA'ALA~

16 WEEKS LEFT.

Don't ever let them bring you down, dear!

serious dah tak tahu how to start or end.

so, this might be the last post kot. before SPM.

official ending. oK, g'bye~

yeah, for the rest of B13 , hope you can strive the BEST.

esp in HISTORY! :)

it was an epic

2011-05-31T22:26:00.003+08:00

first of all.

this post might be boring lah. kot

because maybe dah ramai la orang yang post bnde ni.

it's about Mukhayyam

yeah, the last mukhayyam kat skola.

and the best thing is takde kawad or pape yang kaitan dengan KRS.

tu paling penting. lol.

okay, tu bukan pointnya.

after midterm exam, history last paper, habis paper tu,

haish, terus je mukhyyam.

tahulah sume stress tahap giga jawab soalan tu pastu

stress lagi dengan ade mukhayyam sebab everyone rase cam nak enjoy lepas exam.

tapi malangnya haish, tak boleh.

1st day,

i got sth, but not all.

at night, ade talk yang got me sleep.

haish mmg la tido sbb stayed up that night for sej.

mane boleh tahan. tido je la tepi dewan.

yeah, ubat ngantuk is tidur. :)

2nd day;

for god sake, we never knew yang peraturan sekolah kata kalau ade prog takley tido dalam dorm. [or mungkin antara 4 org tu aku je yang tak tahu?]

haha, srryyyy, bukannya sengaja nak bgn lambat. BUKAN SENGAJA. but thanks for sesiapa yang tegur. yeah our fault.

lepas ni, kalau ade mukh lagi, aku tkkan tido dalam dorm oke? :)

tak semua orang perfect kan?

and, we started our prog with da'wah people randomly kat Larkin.

we got task which asked us to da'wah people yang non-muslim.

i swear, it was hard! i'm speechless. partner aku yang banyak cakap sebab dia terror speaking.

haha, lol.

and then

we arrived at Tg Resang. Mersing at 3.30 pm.

err, my team tak dapat rasa kejar sheep or anything like that.

and tak dapat jugak tgk pengiring (ustazah) lari lari nak pegi camp site.

we got there by kereta la. sebab petir xD

and, we are the first team yang arrived .

macam2 orang jumpa.

Atheis.

we learnt that everyone has their own opinions and perspectives towards Islam.

we, as the next generation, have to change theirs perspectives. yeah!

if we stop the da'wah, siapa yang nak sambung?

3rd day ;

the day that i think,

might be change my life after that. i hope so.

macam2 rasa,

yes

-i learnt a lot.

thanks because kalau takde mukhayyam mmg smpi sekarang aku takkan hargai sisa masa2 aku kat sekolah.

i might be some loser je kat skolah tu.

aku mungkin akan terus menerus tak suka budak2 tu.

yeah, we complete each other kan.

kita unique bukan?

they have high hopes toward us.

kenapa kite still behave macam budak tak matang kan?

day 4,

balik! after almost 6 weeks tak balik.

yeah, balik juge akhirnya! balik rumah.

huhu. :D

and i hope kawan kawan B13 will achieve the best for SPM '11,

dapat tebus balik sejarah silam PMR.

for Allah, Islam and also ourselves.

not just SPM, but also success in our life.

Batch 13, BEST!!

-coming up, will go to Penang~

travel lagi! ;)

p.s banyak kali ulang lagu batch13. tak tahu bape banyak kali. ;)

changes :)

2011-04-30T18:41:00.003+08:00

salam.

when you start to make a changes.

S.A.C.R.I.F.I.C.E is a vital.

no more lepak2 petang2..

homeworks/revisions always waiting for me.

and also, basuh baju, iron baju sume.. haish, buat bnde2 cmni la bosannn.

and.. emotion..

taruk tepi or keep it in the locker first..

habis SPM amek la balik emotions tu.

'siapa yang tak sabar nak kuar sekolah?' -.-"

me!! tak sebenarnya.. 50-50.. sebab tak nak stay asrama lagi..

and in the class..

'KAMI ANTI TIDUR'

-amalkan senaman tangan.

it's not going to work for me..

EAT! / SLEEP

to get over the sleepiness in the class.. tapi..

haishh.. you really don't want your teacher to call out your name and ask you a Q's that you don't know the answer right? so better tak tidur.. dalam kelas..

and.. sacrifice...

it's hard for me..

but.. well.. i'll try..

to change... for a better future..

bak kate dia..

now, you don't have to focus on what you can't control..

YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON WHAT YOU CAN CONTROL...

it's easy..

don't focus on SPM result.. because it's Allah punye kerja... dan kita tak boleh control tu.

so, focus on our USAHA! yeahh! sebab tu kita boleh control ;)

dan... that's all Allah akan tengok!

chill out.. homeworks menanti... banyak sangat! takpe.. go! go!

aahh, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vr_xvgUSLdI Firdaus - Saat Terindah..

oh yeay, ada ANAS KOQ! hahaha. :)

o.O

2011-04-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

JELESSSS!

TT^TT

so beautiful !

and this tooooo~

sangat terujaaa~

thanks siapa yang recommend video dia ni. (haha dah terlupa siapa. ngaa~)

promises.

2011-03-20T03:54:00.003+08:00

hello,

baru balik dari terengganu, which was tiring..

-.-"

okay..

tak tahu nak mula macam mana..

bismillah..

bila awak awak semua rasa dianaktirikan.. which is.. diabaikan..

even though you have your rights.. but.. yeah..

sakitkan hati dengan orang yang buat macam tu kat kita? argh!

tapi.. apa yang korang boleh buat melainkan tutup telinga dan pejamkan mata korang? and all pancaindera yang korang ade... korang kene jauhkan dari mereka2 tu.. allergy..

but you just..

go on with your life walau hati terlampau sakit..

you can't never change the circle..

that's how life works.

that's how they work.. for me.. it unprofessional..

they are like robot y'know.. heartless habes takde perasaan..

" life is cruel. "

look.. i'm smiling.. yeah.. obviously fake..

i know you can feel that too..

and..

well, when you broke promise yang quite lama la you pegang.... with someone yang you care gila2..

haish. guilty..

nak minta maaf pon rasa macam.. hey..

x cukup dengan maaf.. it's more to.. benci diri sendiri..

but that's how i feel now..

even dia tak tunjuk yang dia terluka..

but i know.. she is..

i don't know whether it was my fault or not..

it's just don't feel right...

so, SORRY!

wassalam.. esok balik asrama sudaa.

tak suka sudah..

holiday

2011-03-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

hey!

aaaaaa balik rumah sudah!

tapi hati memang tetap kat asrama. HA-HA-HA.

okay, cukup menipu. hehe

sooooo, many things happened.

like Smat-V

which is .. i don't why i entered gubahan contest. noob betul.

but hey! we WON THE 1ST PRIZE!

yeay for the fantasy-palace-with-the-princess-purplish-wrapping.

great teammates. lepaskan segala tension seyh masuk benda alah tu.

and.. kem sejarah, which is.. a bit booriinngg.

history? adoiii. i don't understand why this subject perlu wujud.

dan lagi2 kalau kene belajar pasal bangsa negara.. oh my..

and kalau dapat guru yang macam suka2 tanya2 bila korang ngantuk dalam kelas.

HAHAHA. (banyak kali kene) then.. mamai punya pasal..

boleh tak tahu negeri2 tak bersekutu.. haha.. pastu tak pasal2 kene baca RUKUN NEGARA!!.

ceh, bajet cam aku tak tahu je RN ape. heh.

and.. uhhh... macam2 pressure..

macam tu.. macam ni..

bila semua benda yang korang dah rancang hancur macam tu je..

you sacrifice for someone... then..

you tak dapat nak capai sesuatu tu.. haish..

i feel.. regret... disappointed.. sad.. of course..

but, bak kate beliau..

"mungkin ade hikmah kalau antum semua tak pergi.."

yeah right.. i'm over it. for her.. please jangan mention lagi pasal benda alah tu..

tension betul.. stress aku jadinya...

oh... dan bila kawan korang suddenly changed...

tahulah awak nak jadi baik... takkan la sampai lupa kawan-kawan awak?

ke awak dah tak anggap kterang kawan lagi? TSK. sedih.

or.. kterang ni tak cukup baik untuk kawan dengan awak ?

huh~ how i miss the old times..

boleh tak awak lepaskan semua benda tu dan kembali macam dulu?

boleh..? tak boleh..?

maybe next time.. sometimes..

aku rasa tak sabar tengok kau jatuh.. uhhhh.

but kite takde hak untuk halang seseorang untuk berubah the way they want to.

let her be murshida... fine..

aaaaaa.

macam2 la yang jadi.. oh yeah!!

the day before balik rumah.. we had soooooo much FUN!!

110311 - BIRTHDAY WADDAH!!

that day memang aku stres tahap langit ke-10 seyh.

nasib baik ade korang yang plan bende2 macam ni..

sorry for the eggs and flour yang esok paginya kalau perasan kat tapak projek uh bau hanyir telur..

sorry.. :) hahaha.

sorry sebab aku main suck habes.. dengan bendah alah tu yang tuning tak best.. hak3.. dan.. yelah.. kat asrama mana boleh nak berlatih main benda uh en...

jibah, aina, pizah, waddah, kimah - lain kali buat lagi~!

sayang korang !! aku jujur ni.. haha, okay2.. dah2..

cheesy gile okay.

bye!

the first song yang aku cari bila ngadap lappy kat rumah.

thanks SHE!

off.

2011-02-05T16:57:00.003+08:00

Hye,

today is saturday. tomorrow is sunday,

that means, esok balik asrama.

yucks.

bermula balik kehidupan yang agak memenatkan.

euw. dan belajar.

serious tak sabar nak amek SPM. uhuk

and, sukan sekolah.

and Chemistry,

and Biology,

and Addmath.

and juniors. (ahaha, masuk asrama baru aku kenal budak junior. kalau tak.. haram la nak tahu)

haha.

and etc.

Goodbye. tak nak update sampai masanya. Bye!

p.s cukup bengang eh, you pergi kenduri kahwin makan pakai tangan. lepas habes makan, tengok semua orang makan pakai sudu garfu. perghh, buat orang rasa malu je nak pergi basuh tangan. -.-"

offline.

Bye.

2011-01-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

Bye,

2010. sobs, banyak sangat kenangan.

rasa nak ulang balik segala Drama, Choral Speaking, Form4's life, Leaders, macam-macam.

T^T

but..

hello, 2011. Happy New Year everyone! hope for some miracles from you :)

okay.

sungguh, diri ini tidak mampu untuk menerima kenyataan. bahawa esok,

saya akan meninggalkan rumah ini. mampukah?

okay, first time nak tinggalkan rumah lama-lama.

apa rasa? sedih.

takde maknanya aku boleh kata aku bahagia sangat kena stay asrama. tak. mungkin.

dan tak terkata.

p.s pergh, ni baru rasa nak pergi asrama. agak-agak kalau mati macam mana? semua perlu ditinggalkan.

XPeRT10

2010-12-27T08:49:00.006+08:00

Hye!

(lama tak update.)

lama juga tak online.

mana pergi? pergi XPeRT.

here goes nothing.

went to Melaka,

stayed at SMTMT (Sek Men Teknik, Melaka Tengah.) pergh, asrama dia, tak boleh seyh nak describe, cukup selesa. HAHA

4 hari 3 malam.

23-26 Disember 2010

team JOHOR

(dari kanan) Firdaus, Muhaimin, Wan, Hakimi, Isyraf, Zulfadhli, Harish, Anas

Asma', Murshida, Najihah, Zaynab, Hajar (pengiring.)

1) JJCR, Jalan-jalan Cari Rezeki (23/12)

jual roti, malu2, terpaksa cakap, buat survey tentang Cinta, Abang Ismail (tu eh nama dia?) tu baik sangat dia bagi RM 10 (ehem, amaq ^^) jual air,

untung dari menjual? aaaa. adalah la tu enn.

malam ; sharing, pengajaran JJCR.

2) Berat Sama Dipikul (24/12)

went to rumah keluarga angkat, teamJohor split 2, tebang pokok terhempap atap rumah tu (ada dalam video), layan budak2, masak cekodok kobis. pelik en dengar cekodok KOBIS?!

AHAH, tapi cehs nak bajet sikit kat sini,

Murshida & Najihah berjaya masak cekodok uh ;)

(haha, masaaaakkk.)

malam ; sharing pengalaman.

3) Explorace (25/12)

Seluruh Bandaraya Melaka. buat kami masuk Muzium yang banyak, kene nyanyi, ade pelancong amek gamba dengan kami, pergh, dyerang ingat kami tengah buat persembahan apa. haish.

lari. jalan. penat. beli air. beli aiskrim. enjoy. tak tergesa-gesa. semuanya relax. enjoy habes.

kecuali last check point. berlari. uhuk, penat nak kejar.

pastu kena nyanyi lagi. lagu yang kena reka rentaknya sendiri.

jalan mudah, kami buat dikir barat je hehehe.okay hancur okay.

kterang kumpulan yang ke 5 atau 6 yang sampai KOT. tak ingat sangat.

haha, laju seyh team lain. oh lupa, ade 8 team semuanya.

lepas semua dah sampai, semua JALAN KAKI MACAM DAH NAK PATAH, pergi River Cruise.

okay, jauh la seyh. Xplorace memang paling seghonookkk! tapi paling penat. -.-"

malam ;

4) Melaka Night River Cruise

last time naik MRC ni waktu form 3.. tapi tu siang.

ni malam. pergh, jambatan dah cantik seyh. dulu pergi masik under construction.

ugh naik ni ngantuk. tertido atas boat. Zzz.. penat sangat kot satu hari berjalan berlari.

5) Majlis Penutup. (26/12)

Alhamdulillah, team Johor menang tempat PERTAMA. yay*

Tak sia-sia Pak Im hantar kterang ;)

walaupun dengan usaha sendiri.

Ini semua tak dijangka kot. ceh, dah la menyanyi cam hape.

lambat pulak uh.

aa, video editting pulak no.2

tapi beza dengan no.1 ,

satu markah je. diorang 90,

Johor 89. ape ntah ek kurang. ?

video uh ada je dalam lappy ni, tapi aalllaaaa, lambat sangat la nak upload. -.-"

sorry eh amaq. :) mintak kat tukang buat tu lah ehh.

6.30 pulang Johor :)

dan, dah sampai malam tadi.

p.s cis, aku balik rumah je adik aku dapat handphone baru, yang jauh lagi power dari aku punye. haish. ada yang dapat baju, sweater, KASUT. perggghhh. memang aaaa. 4 hari aku menghilang diorang pergi shopping heh. harammmm!

regret.

2010-12-16T14:23:00.002+08:00

Hye!

i'm totally feel like a jerk.

regret? yeah, way too much.

sad? a bit, yes, honestly.

happy? duhh -sigh-

problematic? YES VERY MUCH PLEASE! !

coz i'm not totally over it. that's why. i lied.

and i regret what i've done. why did i didn't tell you? now, i'm on the edge.

p.s to be honest, i feel like a lOSER to think negatively. haish, positive soul dah keluar dari badan pastu negative soul masuk. macam cerita One Piece tadi.

atl.

2010-12-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hye!
i suddenly searched for this band.

All Time Low.

haish, Alex, xD

Break your little heart. (fav song from ATL)

and of course Remembering Sunday.

this remind me to someone who i purposely tricked on that person. hehe. SORRY.

it was for FUN. and i feel HAPPY seeing you suffer.

ah, that sound quite cruel. err err

"i'm gonna break your little heart,

watch you take a fall,

laughing all the way to the hospital,

cuz there's nothing surgery can do,

when i break your little heart in two."

sorry, i purposely did that to you. idk why, but it feels great.

p.s school tomorrow, wait this post bila entah aku taip. layan jeh. kenapa tak post2 eh? dalam draft je? hish.

Tweet.

2010-12-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hye!

Now i'm on Twitter.
*yeah* muna ajar. tapi cikgu dia annoying Orange.

http://twitter.com/eshida21

okay, FYI, i only have 5 accounts ONLY.

Facebook, which is, i don't really want to expose it here.
if korang perasan, i don't really update my 'status' there. because, i really don't want to. and, facebook is the best way for stalking people. hua3.

Twitter, I'm new there. ;)

Formspring, which i created for you to ask me anything, or tell me anything. huh~ i'm so kind la bg u all tanya guna anonymous. :') on the side bar, so, feel free. nak jugak orang tanya soalan pelik2. ngeee.

and Blogger, i have two. -.-"
one is for this blog. and the other one is for private blogs, and my batch's etc.

p.s games jom! :DDD

Godhand Teru

2010-12-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hye!

Godhand Teru.

serius best!

okay, dah habis tengok.
uhh, Thanks Atiqah, kite masih lagi consider nak tengok Mr Brain dan Code Blue tu.
err. dan, yeah, korang semua patut tengok cerita ni jugak.

6 episodes je.

okay, Byeeee !

p.s bila nak start buat kerja sekolah yang Ustazah kasik? hua3.

FD

2010-12-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hye,

jangan jadi FD. (Fashion Disaster)
sebab tak lawa.

i mean kalau nak pakai tudung tuh,
hesh tutup lah semua. (aurat)
tangan semua tuh, ish, takkan nak pakai tshirt lengan pendek tapi pakai tudung, cacat tau nampak. hesh, CACAT lah.. tak percaya? tanya saya!

tapi paling tak boleh blah pakai dress sleeveless pastu pakai tudung. ughh, so FD la honey.

and, and...
tudung jarang nampak tembus sampai leher.
cantik leher kau ;)
aku suka, aku suka! HAHAHA,

and, and..
-blank sementara-
tapi bak kata Nabil "lu pikir la sendiri!" (well tak nak bebel panjang2)

Allah perintahkan sesuatu mesti ada sebab kan?

okay ending,
sebab apa saya post ni? sebab, saya tak suka tengok fashion yang sangat disaster. tapi baguslah, kadang2 korang buat saya berfikir dan muhasabah balik diri saya.

p.s BTW i got my colour pencils!! HAHAHA! okay, lepas tu nak buat apa? bagi idea sikit. haish, rasa nak Crayon pulak. weeeeee.

NsN

2010-12-06T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hye!

i am
currently into this
NsN is Never Shout Never. and Sudoku (i spent almost 3 hours on this), and junk foods ;DD
and so, what called 'house chores'. geez.

jana, so, let's spread the love. hate will brings you down m'dear ;)

iloveyoumorethanyouwilleverknow .. that is the most longest song's title ever. and sweeeet.

p.s bila nak habis holiday baru rasa tak rindu sekolah.

nak!!

2010-12-02T20:45:00.006+08:00

paper + pencil = sketchs.

just being random y'know. hah, kat rumah ape jeh seyh boleh buat.

*new profile picture on facebook*

(aku jarang sekali tukar gamba kat fb kot!)

hye!

so, my holidays is full of GAMES.

Pirates Ahoy!, Battle Painters, Neopets, Restaurant City, Country Story, Nightclub City, Plock!,

okey BANYAKKKKK.

errk .

buku? satu je baru baca. sebab memang bukan genetic suka membaca.

Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella

Movie :

Despicable Me, Tokyo Dogs (running)

Baby and Me (kot lah tajuk dia.)

pastu ape ntah lagi.

Manga :

God, thanks She,

cerita Yankee-kun to Megane-chan shitt best!

LAWAK. (still running)

oh yeah.

this girl asked me on formspring,

http://www.formspring.me/eshida/q/1730125911

feel free to answer it ;)
because, yeah, kenapa eh?
orang main games = budak-budak?

okay,

1) kat Landmark, which is kedai yang banyak2 barang elektronik tu.

i-
me : maaa, belikan tablet tuh?
ma : apa tu?
me : alaa, benda tu yang boleh.... (explain macam2)

ii-
me : ma, belikan ida ni? (tunjuk kat mp4/mp3 baru dalam almari kaca)
ma : berapa harga dia?
me : tu, tu.. hehehe (sengih) yang lama dah rosak..

2) Rumah.

i-
me : ma, jom pergi beli buku yang colour2 yang macam kecik2 dulu tu.. dengan colour pencil?
ma : haish! nak buat apa?
me : bosan lah... alaaaa, colour pencel tu besar!! RM10 JE!! (serious tak tipu!! yang gedabak ada 46 batang tu RM 9.90!!)

conclusion ; SEMUA TAK DAPAT! . T^T bukan nak kata mama kedekut TAKK. cuma BEJIMAT-CERMAT!! ;)

p.s aku dah kenapa? , uh-oh..idk.. -.-"

bebelan

2010-11-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

hye!
(sebenarnya dah bape banyak kali nak update pastu ade je benda yang kacau. contohnya macam Games.) hee ;)

so, today,
nak bebel je.

kalau tak nak baca, haish,
suka hati lah. sebab ye lah, you don't have to.

okay so, cuti aku?
crap, Bosan.
yeahh, cuma beberapa kali je keluar xD

Pergi Batu Layar,
this place suck habes.
dah masuk dalam black-list.
sebab? Resort yang aku pergi tu, EUWW gedik.
maksudnya servis tak bagus langsung. bagi bintang per 5?
setengah bintang je aku kasik. errr.

yeah, aku pergi sana sebab ade Hari Keluarga TDS.
Taman Daya School .a.k.a. SMKTD
enjoy sikit je.
cabutan bertuah, mama dapat mangkuk, mangkuk dan Oven.
OVEN?!! wth, tapi ada yang dapat peti ais??!! lagi laaa gila.

and then,
Hari Rabu, 24 November
keluar, dengan members
haish, aku dah cerita.
yeah, sedap makan kat Vivo,
sedap jugak suara korang menyanyi dekat tempat karaoke tu.
ops. fullstop.

then, i don't remember.
aku ade keluar lagi ke?
oh ade, pergi Batu Pahat.
hantar dia pergi Kolej je.
makan kat KFC then.. okay, berita tu sampai kat aku. T^T

then...

NOTHING. aku hanya stay kat rumah.

oh kejap.
ade lagi la keluar.
dengan Abah and Hajar.
Baiki Laptop Hajar,
dan ambil result kat sekolah.
ape jadi ea? Alhamdulillah. target? tak lepas. ish, aku target tinggi sangat. peratus tercapai cuma 65% je. -.-"

jadi?
haaa. aku punya azam cuti ni pon tak tercapai lagi.
jap2. aku takde azam la untuk cuti ni. ish ish. haha.
okay, banyak nya awak membebel.
aku patut berhenti. tapi entah. tak boleh2.

cuttttiiii, it's kinda boring.
bangun tido, laptop, facebook, games, tv, makan, tido, movies, addmath? HAHAHA, tak buat langsung. walaupun dah kena bebel tak buat2 jugak. ish.

bila nak berubah?

okay, waktu aku dah semakin suntuk untuk duduk dalam rumah ni.
kelas tambahan start 22nd December, kot, then, 23rd December, Melaka here i come, MAYBE LAH. InsyaAllah. BYE!

p.s december 2010. tak tahu nak rasa apa. berita itu terlalu mengejut dan buat aku freecare about everything yang terjadi around me. aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku macam tu. shit,, aku patut diam.

keluar

2010-11-25T02:03:00.003+08:00

hye everyone!
yeaah, i'm back. :)
so, i dah boleh terima kenyataan yang i ada 1G
tapi tak kesah lah tu.

at least Physics aku tak fail.
whoa, yang paling tak boleh blah Bahasa Arab pon tak fail. xD

so, kene tunggu hari Sabtu.
lepas tu, kalau mama tengok result teruk,
hish, mesti kene brainwash ler.

agak2 boleh keluar tak, nak tengok Narnia 3?
jom budak2 YPJ, omg, rindunya kat kelas tu ;'(

Btw, thanks girls, keluar ramai2 tadi. penat nak mati okaaayy.

sampai Jusco Tebrau
'apa motif pergi sini ea?'

selepas berjalan beberapa minit.. nampak 'tempat' tu..
'nak masuk ke tempat ni?'

'aku atas pagar... boleh nak masuk, boleh tak nak..'

'makanan dia halal tak ni?'

'lain kali jangan minum air yang berais.. kan dah...'

after 3 hours kat tempat tu..
'penat aa, jom makan..'

'wey, cepat la order..'

'makanan mahal.. tak sanggup nak kuarkan duit..' (buat muka sedih+stress)

'lasagna, spaghetti, meatballs, chicken chop.. etc..'

'air dik?'

'7 mineral water..1 f&n Orange..' (kedekut habis..) -.-"

'pergh kenyang habis.. berbaloi aa bayar mahal.. makanan sedap!'

so, then kite jalan cari kedai Game, cari game untuk Xbox Adik Qarie..
pastu jalan masuk kedai Yamaha yang jumpa lelaki penebar roti tapi pakai BMW o.O
masuk situ nak cari capo dengan pick. poyo habis. malu konon. haha, sape lah tu.
masuk Reject Shop.. ini paling tak faham motif masuk kedai ni..

ambil gamba kat cermin pastu keluar balik??!!

4.30 petang..

solat, dan balik..

penat sangat.

aku sampai rumah pukul 9 lebih. sebab mama ambil lambat sikit.
snanye mama suruh tido umah Qarie tadi..
tapi sebab aku macam da penat gilaaaaa, so, balik gak aaa.

pastu sampai rumah tido balik.
bangun2 dah pukul 1
okay okay. ni nak tido dah ni..

gile apa nak tido kol 4 pagi macam semalam ? penat.

p.s okay, aku tak beli capo. she? nak belikan? takpe laa. susah2 je. kite pon tak mampu! mampu sbnrnya. tapi kedekut xD

untitled.

2010-11-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

penat nak pikir nak letak tajuk apa..

apa eh? haha, kite tulis dulu, nnti baru fikir.

hye!

dah lama tak update.

sesak kepala..

fikiran pon buntu.. tak jumpa-jumpa dengan idea best atau menarik.

semuanya, bosan, eh tak, semuanya nampak normal.. mungkin..

seminggu.. cuti..

oh mann. cuti memang tak buat hape..

jangan tanyalah apa yang aku buat..

gemuk dah.. xD

Progress Addmath? kirim salam...

alasannya, takde kalkulator..

Munzir pinjam sebab dia nak SPM.

[ttbe terbukak e-waris kejapp!]

ade FAILEDDDD!

okay crap.. dah disangka.. markah tu.. ish..

ade failed.. cane ni..

serious, aku bengang tahap $^%#%^$^&%*

ish, tak nak tgk.. apa ni..

tetiba takde mood nak update..

senyap ahhhh...

garghhh..

p.s penat nak care tentang dia.. patut aku lupakan je dia.. dan act normal macam takde apa-apa.. sekian.. berkabung... sebab ada fail...T^T

Random

2010-11-16T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hye,

first of all,
Happy Eidul Adha :)

cooking, nyummm, nasi himpit,
rendang daging, kuah kacang, daging masak kicap ^^
ayam goreng! haha, banyak sangat ! pergh,
esok chef kedua, Amin, haha, dia kata nak masak laksa johor
yang dia kempunan sangat waktu duduk kat pulau redang uh x)
kite tungguu...

hurmmmm, so, raya ni baru lengkap satu family. irony.
:DDD

tadi, pergi beli cincin.
cincin apa? haaaa, tu kita tak tahu x)
yang penting, dah masuk dalam buku 555 dia :) HAHA,
esoklah 'projek'nya, so, tahniah !
haha, we actually call it 'Projek Raya Haji' ;')

aku bila? x) HAHA. okay, shut up lah!

sebenarnya nak tunjuk gamba yang agak.. Hummmm,
'irony'
tapi takepelah nanti nanti.

okay, i'm speechless.
because, this holiday is BORING.

okay layan,
tak boleh tekan butang stoppp, PLAYY!
kene! kene!

lagu Linkin Park yang paling takde gentre Punk/Screamo
macam Numb, Leave Out All The Rest, Bleed it out, etc.
so, smooth, touching, lyric paling aa meaning dia T^T

Awek comel :D
haha, geli ennnnn 'awek'
perempuan laah

hey awak yang sama umur dengan aku,
awak ni comel lahhh!

dan awak pon comel juga!!

hye Charlie :) ehmmm, rambut merah dia memang sangat COOL!

hahaha, crappsss,
semua ni sebab bosan sangat tak tahu nak buat apa.. jalan2 kat youtube..

aku jumpa jugak video melayu yang agak lawak!
ni haaaaa

okay, tu je! chow!

p.s aku patut buat youtube's account ennn. [???] semua kene tengok video atas2 ni x) lawak, cool. :) jangan tengok kepada budak budak yang skema macam pembaris besi aku. you might not like it. serious, get a life lahh! heshh.

T.T

2010-11-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

hye,

pagi tadi,
ada orang masuk rumah. x.x

apa yang hilang?
-laptop abah,
-handphone abah and mama. UGHHHHH!
-handbag mama including wallet, kad kredit, I/c, lesen.. ATM card..
-wallet abah jugak, including, Atm card, credit card x( cash around RM 400-500 ! (banyak beyb! aku tak pernah ada duit cash sebanyak tu dalam wallet aku!)

penat abah siapkan bahan untuk program malam ni.
sekali kene curiiii!!
nasib baik dia tak kebas jugak hard disc abah. kalau tak,
bahan program PASTI HILANG.

so, pagipagi pukul 5 semua orang dah bangun kecohkecoh barang hilang!
call banks haha, banyak sangat bank. ade 4 x)
batal tu, batal ni..
pastu tido balik kol 8 - 12 lebey PENATTT! lebih specific ngantuk.
paling lawak, semua orang dalam rumah tidur waktu tuhh!
report polis blah blah blah semua.

tapi abah dengan mama je lah yang kecoh.
Pencuri tu bijak sangat masuk ikut pintu verandah depan dan curi segala barang yang ada dalam bilik abah...

TAPI, dia tak curi benda lain
yang ada kat dalam rumah ni.

so, PATUT BERSYUKUR SEKARANG!

walaupun aku dah tak dapat guna handphone aku lagi . . .
T^T

sebab mama yang guna buat sementara waktu.
[okay, mungkin ada hikmah tak guna handphone kaaannn??!] haha, muna ^^,
cehs, abah aku macam nak beli beri hitam jehh? HAHAH.
kite tunggu jelaaaaa~

p.s kalau dia rompak satu rumah, ada macam2 lagi kat bilik aku, abang2 aku
ada 3/4 lagi lappy. BB lagi. handphone LAGI. dan duit lagi. x.x yang penting sekarang... that robbers patut bukak lappy abah dan tengok lahh video2 bahan program tu... mana tahu insaffff dan bertaubat!! :)

last day.

2010-11-12T17:01:00.002+08:00

Hye,

today, is out last day of school :)
happy? sort of..
sad? nahh.
a bit weird lah because, i don't have to wake up early to gosok baju and everything!

:D so, hoorahhh! eh, bukan hooray ke?

so, pagi2 ada ceramah. aku tidur. entah kenapa.. ngantuk..

seperti biasa..

rehat, makan..

dan pergi...

hehee, KFC.

ceh, mentang kat Setia Tropika ade enn x)

thanks mak __________.

kirenya macam fly dr skolah lahahahha.

lepak 3 orang kat situ x)

ceh, skali je tak bawak banyak duit T^T

wuwuwuwuwu.

sorang bawak RM 8. sorang lagi... tak tahu... aku? lagi laa!

duit baru kene curik! adek aku tak kasik duit belanja! haishhh.

tp total smua ada Rm 15 JE!!

haha, layan2, nak jugak tuu makannn.

nasib baik ada set Jom Jimat. x)

haha, and then.. terserempak.. guru BM and homeroom teacher 4 Ind x)

CUAKK. tapi mereka sporting. lepak sama jugak dengan kterang. HAHA.

11-1 pm lepak situ.

[hari last skola takpelah buat cmni...]

then baliiikkkk! habis skola. tapi hari ni asek makan jeee. GEMOK!

pastu, disebabkan jalan highway ni jammed, [1 jamm stuck dalam bas okay. sampai umah dalam kol 4.30...] T^T

main lah bende alah ni dengan budak bas. HAHAHA!

syiiokk pula ttbe.

Uno game x)

main dengan Oman ^^, haha, dapat anugerah pengawas terbaik seyh dia ni!

Hurun Ain and Hazim.

err, err. budak2 form1 and darjah 6.

aku? errrrr. -.-"

censord lah umur aku bapeee.

p.s so, aku tengah cari cara untuk keluar dari sini... sorry kalau post bawah ni aku banyak mencarut T.T aku tengah sedih babe. x(

F

2010-11-11T20:49:00.002+08:00

It was F day for me.
F = +uck

F, people are suck.

i know, i know, this post should not be here.

but who cares anyway?

Life isn't FUCKING EASY en Santhiey?

when ever i feel happy..

there's always 'something' that will makes me MAD or get ANGRY.

i was in the middle of something just now.

and.. and.. suddenly..

something happened

it was actually not my FAULT AT ALL!!

but.. i was the one WHO GET THAT *FUCKING WORDS.

i hate him..

I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM HERE!

he SHOULD DIE..

they should have not LOVE him anymore..

he DON'T BELONG HERE ! and US.

GO AWAY! or.. i can kill him instead..

mun, i think, i need Jade... i'm Trisy now.. but.. where can i find him?

Rooftop?

p.s there's always a chance to make i accept him again.. duhh. i LIED. NOT ANYMORE.. i give him a chance.. but this is what i've got. sorry. NOT ANYMORE. THANK YOU. YOU JUST RUIN MY FUCKING EASY LIFE.

pergi.

2010-11-11T12:51:00.003+08:00

ia berlalu dengan pantas.

hai,

yesterday, we had netball tournament.

i'm a LOSER.

but.. ENJOYED.

because 2010 punye persekolahan dah nak tamat,

ni nak buat LIST

what i've Learnt from this year ;

1) Don't give a damn what they think. Just do your best ! people always can judge, but you can't stop them.

2) Be professional [ni senior yang tegur aku] Fine, terima-terima. Kau pun.

3) Don't hate your seniors and juniors, nanti you plak yang kena balik. ni senior jugak yang cakap. belajar memaafkan x)

4) jangan sombong. puhh-lizz, aku tak sombong, cuma aku tak ramah dengan orang. tak salah kan? aku bukannya tak nak bergaul, cuma aku tak suka orang mengenali aku dengan lebih dalam. CUKUP dengan apa yang aku TUNJUK je.

5) Semasa Belajar di dalam kelas ; JANGAN tidur, JANGAN berbual. Focus. kalau tak, memang akan jadi macam subjek Chemistry and Physics.

6) Don't hate you teachers. [errrmm. NO COMMENT.]

7)Segala perkara yang terjadi, mesti ada hikmah. T^T dear god, please, tunjukkan aku apa hikmahnya sekarang -.-"

8) Jangan jadi CENTER OF ATTRACTION. ROGER!

9) . be yourself . .

10) Walau kau benci mana pun dia BERUBAH, kau perlu terima dia. people do change.. me too. i hope so. even though not 100% and, i hope people can ACCEPT me. YEYE, aku tahu, aku TERUK dulu.. sorry :(

so, The rest, buat dalam diary. rasa lawak, pelik, sekolah tahun ni dah nak habis. tahun depan bakal ada bangunan baru x)

p.s aku kerap kali taip dan padam balik. sebab aku rasa blog aku BOSAN nak mati. haha, KAN? o.O rasa nak delete. . . BYE 2010/sekolah!

aku officially dah DELETE acc TAGGED. i get annoy when a guy[s] add me there. hesh, tak faham2. penat aku delete. pastu add balik. !

last.

2010-11-08T19:12:00.002+08:00

hye.

esok last paper.

BAT .

ye. BAT.

stands for Bahasa Arab Tinggi.

takut?

mestilah.

tak nak fail.

pleaseee. so, study ye anak2 :)

tadi buat kaji selidik kat facebook.

ehem.

ye.. dan saya jumpa apa yang ingin saya tahu..

facebook memang amat berguna untuk stalk orang.

haha. i think almost everyone yang ada facebook adalah stalker.

including me ;)

..PRECAUTIONS akan diambil serta merta.

p.s i hate the pasts. but i'm crazy enough to know what will happened in the future!

Biology... boleh pass? boleh kot.

exhausted

2010-11-07T18:56:00.002+08:00

exhausted. All i need is REST for several months... i want to hibernate.. :D

okay, just wanna say..

Congratulation! yay!

Thanks for everything.

I'm So Sorry because i didn't give my best.

uggh. i wish i can memorize all the scripts !

my act was like a rubbish.. what a shame.

humiliation!

-i felt so sad when i think back how bad i was x(

even though we got 3rd place for our drama..

for me, it was a blast! we enjoyed. right?

true. laughing so hard at the back stage..

make a weird dances.. jumping up and down..

make our own props, arts.

and all those craps things we've done..

i will forever remember this :)

so.. it's over.. i mean it's really OVER.

no more Jameel. and Ahmed.

tutup buku.

buka cerita baru.

= HOLIDAY! yay again!

p.s saya tak marah. jangan rasa bersalah sangat. stop crying. i know you are strong. Maybe it's my fault too. mungkin aku ter TER overdose gedik. haha. dah2. lupakan je.. kite pon akan tuka nombor nanti. x) i mean nanti.. sim card dah ade, no blom ade. :) Celcome mmg terhegeh-hegeh. miss FM, SMILE. and the world will SMILE back to you !

BIOLOGY AND ALLUGHATUL AL 'ARABIAH

mode ; STUDY.

KAU TAHU TAK BETAPA BAHAGIANYA AKU BILA DAPAT KAWAN MACAM KORANG!

i love you! eh, EUW la pule.

ahh, tapi, great moments seyh beberapa bulan sekelas dengan korang

aku tetiba sedih kelas ni dah TAMAT. :(

Practice makes perfect.

2010-11-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

Hye everyone!

Friday and Saturday - ada training Drama. serious PENAT.

but quite satisfied with everything.. i guess so.. [?]

dan.. Esok adalah penentuan..

takut lupa script. ye aa.

siapa tak cuak? aku cuak!

haha. tapi tak sangat! gelabah je. x)

Drama - Treasure chests. :)

i hope.. it will end with success.

haha! i wish i was a guyyyy. haaha.. hilarious! part lelaki.. memang paling arrhh.

daripada part aku. cis. cis. nahh. part tu je slack..

i'm hyper!

i can't do that part... seriously!! kill me ! kill me!!

can't stop laughing... x( aaa. macam mana ni....

penat dah nak imitate 'Jameell'

watak dia langsung 100% bukan aku.

eh ye la. nama pon Drama.

so, pray for us :)

p.s crap. aku tak baca Biology lagi utk exam hari isnin! blame the drama.. x( OK, bye bye! nak jahit baju Jameel yang terkoyak tadi! haha. ganas betul.. nak basuh baju tadi gakk.

Damn 2.55 - 3.39 O.O

SYNYSTER GATES xD haha, lagu A7X best dengar par guitar solo je ;)

Math.

2010-11-02T23:04:00.005+08:00

hye,

phew,
Additional Mathematics and Mathematics [which are my 'favorite' subjects evahhhh]
dah habis :)

tenang heh? boleh duduk dengan tenang! :)

I did a LOT and LOT of mistakes. x(

aa, menggigil tangan.

Otak dah macam nak naik cramp!

Hentam --- Hentam ---

tak faham kenapa orang boleh tidur waktu jawab soalan math./+math. [?!]

Tekan --- Tekan ----

Kalkulator.. kenapa tak kasik jawapan?

ughhhh..

Tinggal --- Tinggal dulu soalan ni...

Apa benda ni soalan ni nak?

relax -- Relax.. --- hakikatnya?

Nombor memang bukan dunia saya. Maaf.

:'(

so, Hmmm. let's continue with other Subjects = Phy123, Chem123, Bio123, Bat12.

Baca punya baca lah Physics.

LAtihan? aaaaa.

terkial-kial.

Penat. serius penat.

p.s going to bed... kunci jam pukul 2 Pagi.. almost setiap pagi macam tu..

Boats and Birds

2010-10-31T12:37:00.002+08:00

hey,

urghh, i can't stop blogging. damn. tomorrow will be Addmath's paper. and Tafsir..

that need to be read and memorize.. but i don't know..

i stare at the books.. and.. walk away from it.

i just did it..

geez. there's something that make me..

feels like.. giving up.. and tired.. lazy..

plus that..

it's just makes me think about something else..

it just stuck on my head.. i can't erase it.. completely..

but i have to.. i try once.. but can't..

tett.

so my dear,

>.>

i said before, i want to study addmath with my mom..

and suddenly something came up.. and i don't why i'm still here..

in front of the computer.. duhh..

he's just did it again.. and my mom, have to go there immediately.. [so, i decided not to study [?]]

maybe he DID it PURPOSELY..

i think he is just being like that,

to attracts others.. boo.. err, i'm free care anyway..

everyone know i hate him..

even my mom and dad.. [maybe?]

who cares anyway?

Boats and Birds by

when 'metal head' change her mood into this..... layan.. layan...

LIKE.LIKE.LIKE.

p.s i LOVE my new WHITE SSSNNEEEAAKKKKERRRRR ! and.. aaa.. i can't imagine next year..

i will not stay at home.. Hostel. o.O [??!!] nanti nak tengok movie sume macam mana? kene basuh baju sendiri.. dan.. Cik T.. i hope Cik T dan anak-anak dah pindah ke tempat lain.. PLEASEEEEEE.

p.s.s lepas habis exam, memang akan buat marathon MOVIES AND belajar mainnnnn Guitar sampai powerrrr. haha, jana~

Electrolysis.

2010-10-30T17:53:00.004+08:00

hey, today, attended chemistry class at rumah Cikgu Mahani a.k.a mak Qarie.

serious, BEST. BEST.
aku rasa kalau orang yang tak suka Chemistry tu, mesti suka dah lepas ni.
ahaha, selama ni mana suka subjek SUSAH-NAK-MASUK-DALAM-KEPALA-DAN-HATI.

TAPI, lepas ini, dah berazam TAK NAK FAIL. lagi.
err, err. :((

ehm, so, kami, dalam 14 orang gitu, Ittihad and Imtithal
belajar bersama. errrghhh.

meletup.
memeningkan.
dan macam-macam kerenah.

dari pukul 9.30 AM - 4.15 PM gitu.
belajar non-stop. eh ade lah jugak Stop.
solat, makan. tu jer.

Acid = substance that ionises in water to produce... hydrogen ion..

Base = ... sama macam acid. tapi... produce hydroxide ion kan? x)

betulah Beliau cakap.. Chemistry tak sesusah yang aku fikir.

Electrolysis yang tak pernah faham.. dan.. dah faham dah sekarang..

Daniell Cell.. Hidayah Cell. [?]

Alhamdulillah. tinggal nak revise benda2 yang perlu revise JE.

p.s well, K_h_ _n. [?]

i'm sick of that word. [noktah] i don't know what is that thing actually.

[OKay lah. tipu. kalau tak, buat apa baca Fiqh kannn?]

thinking

2010-10-26T21:19:00.004+08:00

hye,

-tengah berehat dari study.

ye, kejap je online. tahu tahu,

kejap lagi off.

ehem, so, tajuk hari ni, 'berfikir'.

thinking

kenapa semua soalan perlukan jawapan?

bukan menolak. tetapi mahu membantu.

tetapi awak tidak mahu.

kenapa? kerana saya bukan seorang yang layak?

tidak. kerana awak orang yang terpilih.

awak dah dapat peluang, kenapa harus tolak?

saya rasa saya tidak layak berada di situ.

boleh beri pada orang lain?

tidak. awak perlu yakin.

saya tidak mampu.

tidak mampu menghadapi sesuatu di luar jangkaan.

saya hanya mampu menanti hari itu.

dan berharap yang terbaik.

kadang-kadang, saya rasa,

awak lebih layak.

suka sangat lirik ni. :(

Hayley, awak patut nyanyi lagu ini untuk saya. heee.

p.s setiap kali saya online facebook, saya akan pergi ke page awak. awak tahu kenapa? sebab saya rindu awak. HAHA. saya = stalker awak. cis. cis.

ingin tahu kenapa saya tulis bahasa baku? kerana, saya mahu cuba translate page ni kepada bahasa Inggeris.

*dah buat. lawak nak mati terjemahan blog ni. HAHAHA.

tersampuk.

2010-10-24T04:06:00.004+08:00

hye,

"bukanlah aku sengaja, melindungi rasa di jiwa..."

"wey, dah cukup2 la tu nyanyi lagu tu."

lama2 aku pon tersampuk jugak dengar lagu tu.

-.-"

MY LOVE by WESTLIFE

this is soooo lame!

but but, WESTLIFE IS GREATTTT! :D

"An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far."

p.s okay, jangan ditanya mana pergi lagu Tokio Hotel/Cartel/Hey Monday/A7X. err, post ni. err. ERRR. j____g. :')

happy birthday to me

2010-10-23T18:15:00.002+08:00

number doesn't matter.

cake does matter. o.O

thanks guys! for the wishes. and gifts. and skittles , lotion?! HAHA.

[skittles - eaten by munzir!! god, aku dapat makan bape ketul jee T^T]

hum, yeah, happy HAPPY HAPPY crap belated BIRTHDAY!

thank you Allah

thanks mom.

thanks dad.

thanks friends.

thanks anonymous.

thanks strangers.

thanks lovers.

thanks haters? [hey, i hate you too.]

so, no party, no cakes, YEAH NO CAKES! shesh, i longed for it! haha,

nyummy. hey, fatSSS oh crap. but but SUGAR IS THE BEST DAMN THING.

oh !

am i that happy? no, that day was miserable !

haha, tidurlah lagi pukul 3 pagi. padan muka.

p.s i wish i can know you better ;)

boo.

2010-10-19T19:42:00.003+08:00

hye everyone.

okay, today, no more killing post.

hm, so, upcoming event, EXAM and YPJ-OUM DRAMA AND DEBATE. (final)

yes, no more YPJ class. *muka lega*

okay, saya menyeru dan memaksa diri saya.

dan kawan-kawan untuk sama-sama belajar.

day-dreaming huh? STUDY LAH WEYH!

so, macam mana?

awak dah start?

saya tidak tahu bagaimana nak start.

di mana saya perlu mula.

jadi, dah tengok jadual, saya sudah tahu :)

dan.. oh, ada komputer? *die* pernah sekali je dapat A. -.-"

addmath? -sigh- Math? -sigh-

CHem? ARGH.

PHYsics? cukup best untuk tertidur.

BAT? -usehe lagi. boleh tu. belajar dengan orang sebelah ok? HAHAH.

p.s I REALLY WANT 'TABLET!! SHESSSHHHH. NOW I KNOW HOW PEOPLE COLOUR THEIR CARTOONS ON COMPUTER. OKAY, JEALOUS!! oh, crap.

kill.

2010-10-17T10:04:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO KILL YOU!

AND,

I REALLY MEANT IT.

killer-to-be.

I'M WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME.

i will be happier than anyone,

if i see you die in front of me..

i need to kill.

p.s -sighs-

berubah.

2010-10-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

hye,

today, i had a little conversation with a friend.

kinda, nostalgia sikit la.
sebab dah lama tak hang out dengan dia.
bebual agak macammacam. macam berkurun tak berjumpa.
berkajang2 karangan boleh buat.

yeah, walaupon satu skola, kelas satu blok, entah,
rasa macam tak sempat nak berbicara.

okay, back to my point;

people do changed, like ME.
for good.
for myself.

why? because i need to.

for good. because it's GOOD.

i hate the old me.
i hate my school years, i mean sekolah rendah. i don't really know,
what friends for, and i don't really trust people. why?

because it was HARD.

and, i hate 2006, and 2008.
i should burn my diary o.O

i did something bad, and it really really hurts me a LOT.
and others too. maybe , that was the reason why,
i can't hardly trust anyone .

you know,
it was hard for me to blend in, because, i felt like,
they will judge me,
i will hurt them, and etc [the negative things, most]

but then,
i realized my mistakes.
and [for me] i've changed.
i'm not THAT perfect,
but i know who i am.

thank god :)

i think, macammacam kitorang bualkan.
aku harap, awak, [the one yang cakap aku emo tu]
TAKKAN cakap lagi pasal aku yang dulu.

pergh, aku memang tahap allergi gatal2 tak nak imbau perkara2 yang dah berlalu uh.
itu aku yang dulu. sekarang dah tak kot.
aku dah jadi orang yang lain daah.

okay, ni cerite lain.

aku kene act drama lagi. T^T
dulu jadi Rose, si buta, yang wataknya sgt lemah lembut dan ermm, very feminine.

dan sekarang.
si Jameel, isteri Ahmed, yang sangat garang dan menggedik macam drama queen.

how many times la aku kene 'jadi orang lain'? HAHA, ni last kot :)
so kene bagi 200% laa.

sebab kesian Sir kene bear dengan perangai kitorang yang gedik2 belaka ni. ;D

dan, amaq, aku tak terasa au apa yang kau tulis kat blog tu,
cume nak betulkan sikit je fakta,

bukan tak nak campur,
cuma you know, awak faham2 la kan,
kene la jaga hati masing2 .
ade pros and cons aa kalau nak campur pon.

awak takyah la emo sangat kat sesiapa yang awak maksudkan tu.
mungkin dia ada pendapat dia,
awak ada pendapat awak,
tak semua perkara yang kita buat akan satisfy kan orang lain.

jadi, conclusion kat sini, takyah laa nak pertikaikan apa yang orang lain buat.
sebab semua perkara yang terjadi ada sebab :)

semua ni process learning ye anak2.
redha dan terime je arahan dari Sir and the Director.
they know the best :)

and, jomlah buat sebaik mungkin ,
PROPS, COSTUMES, ACTORS and NARRATORS.

also, who debate, all the best.
betulkan niat, lillahita'ala.

p.s takziah buat eis, baru je terselamat dari accident, dengarnya masuk gaung?

rinduKAMU.

2010-10-14T03:11:00.004+08:00

hye,
nak update tgh2 pagi nee.
sebab b o s a n HAHA.

sebenarnya nak study,

eh tak, kemas baju tuk drama esok eh tak HARI NI,

dan, umm, iftar hari ni jugak?

dah sahur, alhamdulillah.

tapi rasa malas nak pergi pule.

..jadi ke?.. kredit pule tinggal RM00.01

ades. malas nak tanya.

kamu perasan? dalam gamba ni takde Syifa'?

oh yes,

saya tak suka post ni

http://faa7.blogspot.com/2010/10/credit-to-anisa_5357.html

BENCI. BENCI.

tak, sebenarnya rindu seyh nak lepak sama2.

Raihan, PINK

awak memang selalu optimist. :)

Falah, kawan setidurrr ZzzZzz.

awak memang kawan yang paling suka KETAWA. :))

dan, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hari ni birthday awak kan?

May Allah bless you. ye, saya punya seminggu lagi.

BulanKU, [moon]

. . . . kawan yang paling best untuk dikacau? dan pelik.

Farahin,

kawan yang dah pindah. awaklah yang paling tenang dan cepat gelabah? hehe.

Hafidzah,

teman seGADUH? very true. suka buat lawak ;)

paling tak boleh lupa,

awak sangat OBSES dengan Dafi, DULU LA KAN?

Kak Long, cq pitti,

ketua KRS perempuanS nii, jangan main2. TEGAS tapi baaaiiikk. ;D

ni namanya mengampu. [haha, takdelahhh.]

Aqil, cik Anode,

selalu bajet tinggi dia guaaa. dan mulot pot pet.

Aina,

yang tak jadi2 nak pindah HAHA, tak awak murah dengan senyuman. :)

Anisa, HYE!

nak chocolate?

awak kawan yang paaaaling semangat kalau nak buat kerja dan CREATIVE

Qarie,

tak nak cakap pape pasal awak.

Sarjan GARANG! yelah, form 4 mmg suke men2. yes,

saya tgh bumping nee.

Atiq,

hey, kite tak lupa awak. LAGI,

suara nyaring macam perempuan. hihi ;)

She [yang takde dalam gamba]

tu je yang saya mampu tulis.

tak lupe, waktu form 2 dulu, ade Intan Farhana dan Nabila Huda :)

CONCLUSION dari post ni,

JOMLAH BUAT JAMUAN KELAS ISLAH lagi? [dan Intisor jugak, jangan waste duit kelas tu macam tu jee kan JENNY?]

aku rasa macam nak makan pulak sekarang.

OKAY, patutt off, dan kemas2 barang.

p.s Ittihad pon best ape? walaupon poyo dan skema sentiasa. hehe. :) alaa, kelas bising susah belajar, kan? kan? :P

mukhayyam2010

2010-10-11T10:06:00.004+08:00

hai,

saya baru je habis berkampung di Teluk Gorek, Mersing.

komen ; mukhayyam ni tak seBEST form3.

ye, group dulu lagi best. maaf, saya jujur. ada segelintir groupmates yang buat aku annoy.

so, 1st day ;

ice breakin'

sumpah menyampah dengan prog malam.

tapi bagus jugak la, at least . ade sebahagian yang terasa.

bila orang bercakap kat depan, korang tak dengar,

sakit hati kan? jadi HORMATlah ck8.

orang tegur suruh masuk kelas awal,

korang buat bodo. bg nasihat sng, terima nasihat SUSAH.

please, hidup ni, bukan pasal korang je.

nightwalk,

saya bersyukur kerana group dirombak.

putri - ketua kumpulan saya.

saya - penjaga api lilin.

ade hujan palsu.

tapi api kami masih kekal. sorry fasi, anda GAGAL.

games yang mengantuk,

tidak enjoy langsung,

kecuali part membuli orang. :D

2nd day ;

Qiamullail yang asyik mengantuk,

okay sebenarnya, waktu baca matsurat, mmg mata AUTOMATIC

nak tutup U_U

Pendakian Gunung Arong.

makanan, minuman kami disekat.

hanya 3 litre air , 2 choc bar [big] and 5-4 biji apples.

ye, saya penat.

dah sampai di kaki gunung, [habis mendaki]

perempuanS penat,

lepak kat pantai,

sebenarnya semua nak balik base camp.

tapi sebab loser sgt, kene tunggu kat situ.

nak buat aktiviti Survival tu.

penat lagi, kaki macam nak tercabut.

lapar, sebab tak makan.

sampai base camp pukul 6,

ye, kumpulan saya yang terakhir sampai.

haus, haus, minum air hujan pon jadi. [desperate sangat dah ni.]

malam, fortilla Gaza,

saya sangat mengantuk.

i ended up, dengan tak mendengar langsung persembahan orang lain.

saya memang suka tidur.

10.30 pm, dah bole tidur.

saya, masuk khemah, dan tanpa menghiraukan orang lain,

saya tidur.

3.00 am,

kene kejut,

jalan malam2,

betul saya menyampah dengan perempuanS yang jalan terkedek-kedek, mengada-ngada.

jerit sana sini. tak reti senyap. semua orang ngantuk, semua orang penat.

semua orang tak nampak lah,

sampai pantai,

Puan kasik tidur

jadi, tanpa membuang masa, [ngantuk beyb!]

saya pon tidur dengan nyenyaknye,

dah tak kisah pasir ke ape.

mmg nyenyak dan nyaman.

Qiam, baca matsurat, solat subuh, jalan lagi lepas tu,

sampai base camp.

3rd day ;

keLOSER-an perempuanS ,

tak tahu nak buat pertunjukan pentas BaSeD

thumb up untuk lelakiS

majlis penutup, bersurai.

tamat.

ma datang amek ida kat skola,

pastu beli cool blog,

dan makan pizza untuk dinner.

dan saya di depan lappy,

buat2 ada cuti hari Isnin. :)

maaf, saya terbangun lambat.

sakit belakang.

alhamdulillah, saya sihat,

tak melecet / ape2,

cuma ade kesan melecur kat jari T^T

p.s moga, semua peserta dapat manfaat. :) okay, nak pergi basuh kasut skolah yang kotor sangat tu.

short.

2010-10-07T18:00:00.004+08:00

hye!

*ttbe dah tak tahu nak post macam mana*

lencana2 baju 4 blom jahit,

tudong hitam tak jahit lagi. dan,, dan. AKU MANA LAH RETI GUNA MESIN JAHIT!!

esok Camping.

-.-"

lapar lah,

dah dah.

nak off.

takde mood dah nak post bila tengok komen diorang yang EUW, YUCKS,

DISGUSTING,

IRRITATING,

ANNOYING,

okay, jangan kutok diorang lagi.

p.s ikhtilatlah lagi, dapat tambah dosa? boo. [pesanan untuk diri sendiri juga]

layan japp :)

even though aku tak sePERFECT korang,

aku masih tahu siapa aku. (:

dan, lagu ni, BEST!

hum,
this got me thinking.

october

2010-10-05T21:12:00.003+08:00

hey,

dah masuk october rupenye.

hmmmm.

pantasnya masa berlalu.

eheem, atas demand budak ni,

ye, saya tahu saya lambat nak wish,

selamat hari lahir. yang ke 16. Nur Dalila :)

dah dah, cukop la jadi kaki lelaki yeee :P

mine, menyusul nanti.

waktu exam. huhhhh~

kene buat wishlist ke?

takyah la. dah lama tak sambut pon. [haha, sedey kan bunyinye? sobs]

'Syawal dah nak habis lah awak. dah habis puasa enam?'

'dah',

'jelousnyaa'

-.-"

'mukhayyam?? malasnyaa nak pergi'

'jangan malas, think positive'

'macam mana kalau tak boleh?'

'awak nak lepaskan peluang sekali setahun ni ke?'

'study, study, class lagi, drama lagi, macam2 nak buat'

'tapi kenapa tak start?'

p.s Murshida is tired :(

fatigué

2010-10-01T20:52:00.004+08:00

hye, dalila, miss me huh?

hehe, takde lah, joking,

this is how i feel right now.

T^T

tired.

drama,

exam,

camping,

studying,

this is all CRAP!!

i don't want to get any Gs, or Es, or Ds x)

and neither Cs. B is OKAY,

A :D :D

i'm running out of time. T^T

okay, heee, click this link.

http://www.formspring.me/eishajar/q/1213571220

okay, funny.

meh saya buat penjelasan.

i'm not EMO,

haish, i don't do label laa.

people should not to :)

and... i don't know which one gamba yang aku nampak EMO,

and, heyy, ade ke gamba EMO aku? takde kaaan?

oh, budak yang tanya tu baca blog aku ke?

okay la, if you read this.,

i just want to say, i'm not an emo kid.

cuma... i love black and white colours which , ahhh, people relate it wih emo style.. and so on..

and.. my blog.. most of the post, takde la emo mana..

cuma baru2 ni je. macam, penat, sengsara, semua ada.

so, jadi macam, orang tersalah faham plak, aku budak emo,

so, don't judge me, DONT, DON'T, DON'T :)

aku happy je kot.

cuma yelaaa, manusia, ada macam2 perasaan.

ada banyak persepsi, pendapat dan pendirian masing :)

so, i don't mind sangat la if ade orang nak cakap

'f u' kat formspring aku dulu HAHA.

orang macam tu patut get a life laa,

sibuk dengan hidop orang je tau. :)

p.s the gazette is an ART!! i started to fond them !! cassis, the invisible wall, chizuru, ape lagi huh? tapi memang best lah! credit dekat homeroom teacher :)

i love their outfits, make-ups and hair!! and of course the guitarist and the bassist!! :D

Rain

2010-09-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

hye,

do you know that my favorite weather is RAIN?

oh, i just love it!

H2O ,

thunder ,

dark skies ,

and i love how it sound like ,

must hear

what a song.
i asked ermm, jamie who wrote this song.
yeah, it's about 'family problems'

i want to run away from this house.

somewhere to hide.. and wishing for the conflictS to solve itself.

i almost believe that all these things will solve. by itself.

but.. it almost impossible..

they're getting worse..

my wishing stars can't grant my wish.

thanks stars, i will leave you.. BYE.

things are easier said than done eh?

i feel like giving up.

can we be just a normal family?

can we?

do we need to blame everyone else?

do we?

i'm not transparent at all.

you can't see me. i mean ME, MYSELF, inside of me.

precious HEART. because i lost my soul.

just a past few years ago..

it just me who wants to hide it from everyone..

i know i'm hypocrites.. so what?

there's no one care right..

so;

sorry for the fake smiles.

sorry for all mistakes that i've done to anyone, you and haters, and lovers.

p.s i feel pathetic. it just making the situation getting worse and worse. where did i go wrong?

bf.

2010-09-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

dear blog,

hye everyone!

i miss someone.

friendS , ich vermisse dich!

someone. called friend.

someone who makes me annoy

we actually, argue many things

for the past few years,

when we were 14, i still remember you,

made some noise in class,

and i did actually scold you to shut the hell up

and then we started arguing . how silly we ARE!

but you've changed a LOT, i like you, the old ones .

i hate that how you have changed THIS much!

and.

someone. who's very very energetic person,

she got a LOT of energy,

always gave me advice ['gave' because now, she rarely talk to me now -.-"]

she IS VERY OPTIMIST person,

just so not like me,

who always think about 'dark side'

PESSIMIST ? i am.

i miss her laughters, geeez

and..

i miss you !

you yang duduk kelas sebelah i dulu.

tapi dah pindah kelas hujung sana..

yang dulu2 kacau budak pendrive sama2. x)

haha, APA LAGI?

balas2 komen kat tagged?

send2 email sebab entah kenapa tak terfikir nak guna YM je?

how silly we are.

how HAPPY we are.

but now. i don't think we can do the same things again.

you've changed.

i don't.

it seems so awkward to hang out with you.

but well, i miss you THREE.

-____, [ego lah katekan!]

-qilah

-____ alaa, korang tau punya lahhhhh.

p.s hahha, stop ketawa dengan tak ikhlas ye diri. kesian orang buat lawak tapi awak gelak 2 dekah je. -.-" MISKIIN!! = kesian.

sick

2010-09-20T17:54:00.003+08:00

hye,

salam,

i'm counting days now.

school is not the best place now.

except for the gossips and friends.

argh, i'm getting so stress out about homeworks,

teachers, people, weather etc etc. .

weather? yeaah, so hot until i can't bear it anymore.

i want to move out, somewhere, ice, snow? maybe.

homeworks? they are a LOTS.

i'm not enjoyed doing that things anymoreeee.

i lose my focus, and concentration in class,

because i'm too tired,

and people around me who made me feel like this.

teachers? more teachers, more homeworks.

well, i need to do my best?

but how?

i always fall asleep in class.

i love to sketch things on paper while teachers do explanation about how this elements bond with other elements?

sorry, i don't understand a THING. a SINGLE THINGS. sheessh!

i'm getting worse worse.

worse year ever.

-emotional breakdown,

-i'm sick of everything that happened in this house, or actually, it's my family.

-seniors are suck. [certain of you] i dislike you and you. sorry.

-people love love and love to judge me? back off you haters!

-i'm getting more lazy and lazy and lazyy. x( damn you.

-i think i lost something but i don't know what is it.

thank you for everything.

i think i want to delete this thing [my blog]

maybe SOMEDAY.

p.s welcome to my life *singing* ade chords tak? jom search....

no you don't know what it's like... to be like ME.

my friend once said..

' i don't want any best friendS '

' yeah, me too '

i tried, but i failed. so, i'm better off on my own. don't try to find me anywhere.

i wish

2010-09-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

hye everyone.

hum.. where should i start?

okay, let's see... [thinking]

today, i went to school,

for YPJ-boring-class-sometimes?

i did fall asleep in the class.

since i haaaaatteeee to hear people read books, while i can read it myself.

hee, sorry.

i end up,with, so-not good looking [SLEEPY]

and... the last person that went back home, geez

i wish they were punctual -.-"

and..

currently, learning how to play a guitar.

they don't like it anyway. i think so laah.

and i don't know why..

'did i grow up according to plan?'

i wish, they understand me more.

next..

i wish, i can turn back time when i was in form 3.

because i begin to hate that i'm form 4 now.

and it's hard. . actually, school is really HARD, because we have to do our homeworks

like FOREVER? until next year actually . yeaa. and then no schools ;D

the most annoying thing is i have to meet them, those hypocrites everyday.

so,

the next thing is,

i wish, i am not Myself.

it's hard to be ME,

while i have to pretend in front of them.

p.s mandi malam2 pukul 12 best seyyh, sejuk je air ;)

Sam Tsui - Don't Want An Ending

2010-09-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

hye,
today was totally a BORING DAY ever.
neopets, facebook, formspring, blogger.... the same things go around. everyday..
i need something.. to explore..

so, YOUTUBE WALKING time!! ;D

type 'hey monday' HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW is cool ;)
enough dancing with paramore songs and hey monday..
and yeah, 'nothin' on you' :D ;D
*dance dance* ;D

tired... need to chill..
slow songs.. J'lostein. :)

and then..

pop summer medley :) BEST! SUPERB! i'm abusing the replay button!! hee :)
and then.. click click.
i found this cute?, beautiful? song! SWEET !

you've got to hear this! :D

Lyrics :

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Ooohhh…

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don’t ask me how
I don’t know
We’ll be home tomorrow
But a thousand miles too far away
Say you won’t forget and i’ll be okay

At least tonight
It’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything i need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Till the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

Don’t want an ending…

The days turn to hours
And it’s just a moment before they go
I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

As the years look past us
If we lose track,
Or lose the fight,

I will search forever
To find a way back..

To tonight
Where it’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything I need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

We said “see ya later”
But I know there’s no where we’re
Around here again (yeah)
And every until next time
Feels like one bad punch line
And I don’t want that again

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around

(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
(Noo) I
Don’t want an ending
(All out of time)
Don’t want an ending
Don’t want an ending

yes, i don't want an ending.
for something beautiful, happy moments i've ever had.
let's stop now. :)

p.s god, my homeworks need to be settle. ASAP! and yeaah, i need to find my wallet too. WHERE ARE YOU?!

cerite saya!

2010-09-14T18:48:00.003+08:00

hye, dah 6 hari tak update awak!

so, my hari raya takde la se-BEST korang punya.

everything, NORMAL sahaja.

except - AMIN yang takde jer la.

takpe, semua ni akan mengajar awak erti pengorbanan kaaann? :)

this is me. tembam dah. ;))

here my journey from JOHOR

-Perak - Kedah - Perlis - Perak - Kuala Lumpur - Johor (HOME!)

secara rasminya,

saya dah jelajah seluruh semenanjung Malaysia. :))

it takes 16 years laa nak jelajah.

perlis memang negeri yang paling akhir saya jejak ;)

the best damn thingS waktu raya

-FOODS!

damn, waktu Ramadhan, perghh, punye la liat nak makan..

waktu Raya, everything depan mate semua nakkk!!

one fact; aku sakit perot sebab makan banyak sangat. pastu mengamuk kat perot sendiri. x)

-PHOTOSHOOT!

-RELATIVES. [meet them setahun sekali dherrr]

and... ape lagi?

-DUIT RAYA is not the best thing though. sebab..

dah bape tahun sey duit raya tak cecah RM 50?

believe me... :(( sad. pathetic! geez.

okay. i think tu jer la.

yang the worst ever yang terjadi waktu kat negeri orang tu..

JALAN SESAK GILAAA!.

hari ahad rasenye.

waktu tu dari perlis ke Perak.

gerak dalam kol 3 PM. arrived 12 AM.

bape jam seyh stuck.. around.. 9 hours? on the road....

no RnR.

sampai ade orang tu dia tak tahan sangat nak pegi tandas,

dia pergi tepi jalan, buang air kat situ.. x)

aku takkan lupe seyh . .

1 jam on the car, 1o km je gerak.

masuk tv beyb sesak jalaaan ni. JAMMED.

semuanya sebab ade bas park on the road tuuu. wth.

eishh, lepas ni aku takkan pergi RnR Sg. Perak. HAAAA.

da la tak makan sejak tengah hari tu. sheesh. sabar je laaa.

okay. saya rasa tu je ;)

BYE!

p.s jenn, snanye enn, kterang mmg nak pegi pon rumah awak,

tapi sebab jammed ni la kterang lambat sampai and tak jadi nak pergi! :((

i want II

2010-09-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

i want this album!!

PARAMORE - Brand New Eyes.

haha, i'm ABUSING the replay button on youtube !

Lyrics:
I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

Well, I can see behind the curtain
(I can see it now)
The wheels are cranking, turning
It's all wrong, the way we're working
Towards a goal that's non-existent
It's not existent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off
Just turn it off
Again, again, again

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom (x2)

p.s haishh, bila nak reti main gitar ni? HAHA. oh yeah, lagu paramore semua make sense. macam when it rains T^T

*malam ni balik kamung wooohhh~ Perak, here i come..!

kotak hati

2010-09-08T01:31:00.004+08:00

hye everyone!

i don't know why i like this song very much. xD

sebab comel sangat lagu ni,
jadi, biar la aku post kat sini ye. HAHA.

oh yeah, btw, i put 2 pictures there. on the side bar.

ehh, well yeah, they ARE important to me. ;)

okay,

YOU GUYS MUST LIKE HIM!!

OMG!!

GAMALIEL TAPIHERU! :D :D

i like this page, on FACEBOOK!

who the heck is him?
he is my boyfriend. AHA. no, i'm kidding.

he is a youtube singer, MAYBE.

yeahh, you must watch this too.

i never heard this song.

and i check the original song,

whoa, he IS GREAT! :D

HAYLEY TOO.

OH, PARAMORE, is one of my favourite band.

but, why i love this cover MORE than i love paramore themselves? HAHA.

and THIS!

they ARE awesome!

that guy. and that girl. shesssh. murshida jeles! HAHA.

teringat SUMMER POP MEDLEY!

okay okay. enough.

credit to Syifa' sebab kasik vid ni. ;D

my BFF is YOUTUBE! :D ;D

kan kan?

did i mention that they ARE INDONESIAN?

oh, now you know! ;) talented people!~

okayy, da pukul bape ni. nak tido.

esok pergi Perak la heee.

tahun ni takde mood seyh nak raya.

Amin takde. xD

dia kat Terengganu.

and and.. i need to sleep now.

CRAP. i slept at 3 AM yesterday.

and the day before. i feel DAMN TIRED!

*yawning*

have a nice day people!

p.s suddenly, Sir Azhar cross my mind? HAHA. he always said that i shouldn't sleep late. bad for health. x) heeeem. also, he said, i like to make the confuse-face? one fact about me ; i love to make face to people. shut up, i know i'm not that cute! HAHA. janaaaaa~

i want.

2010-09-06T07:53:00.003+08:00

HEY MONDAY - Beneath It All (Album)

Tracks :

Wish You Were Here
Wondergirl*
I Don't Want To Dance*
Hangover*
Mr. Pushover
Where Is My Head
Fall Into Me*

* - they stuck in my head :D :D

p.s i'm still searching for the download link. -___-"

*UPDATE-da ade semua lagu daa!! :D :D thanks aimini.net :)

*dancing-dancing*

HOLIDAY!

2010-09-05T18:11:00.002+08:00

hye, best!

holiday. ;)

since when i hate holiday?!

NEVER.

forget about school and homeworks everyone.

they are mean to us REMEMBER?!

freak!

oh yeah,

Facebook,

she, i feel, excited when you have it!

pheww, WELCOME :D :D

and, yeaa,

cntact with, 'imur' and epul.

YM-ing with Inagaki :)

THEY ARE INSANE.

how about the 'insanity guy'? ehmmmmmm.

whooo.

it's been a long time haven't talk to them.

maybe a YEAR?

yeah. i miss you guys really.

and.. sunshine,

you are GREAT!

good luck for your PMR :)

god, i feel lucky i born first than ya~

what i've been doing for this 2 days?

oh yes, yesterday,

my house blackout.

it's already 12 midnight.

i, sisters, and munzir

hanging around kat balcony.

he played the guitar :D :D

okay, seriously dude,

you play world behind my wall just right :)

i like it even though it was not that perfect.

this makes me want to learn to play it too. :((

and then i sleep on 2 AM i guess?

watched 'The Proposal' !!

so, dah habes tengok laaa HAHA.

and then, woke up this morning. on 2 PM ?

yeaah, real LATE.

turn on the lappy, played some games,

talked with someone [i stalked him, for about 2 years]

yeah, i'm serious.

after that, go downstairs,

cook, fry, wash the dishes,

and here i am. AGAIN.

selamat berbuka everyone.

this post is boring. SORRY.

but, my mind can't process a good words and metaphor sentences. -___-"

have a good day everyone,

i did. and now, i AM. :)

cambest ;)

2010-09-03T20:13:00.003+08:00

hi!,

semalam ade iftar, dengan kawan-kawan ;)

[iftar tu buka puasa lah awak!]

BEST!

venue : Mansion Mawaddah Fazi. [OMG, mmg besar tau! anak lord la katekaaann.]

bertolak dari sekolah, pukul 3 lebey cmtu aa.

buat cam-whore dalam kete.

jadi HYPER dan kegedikan semua terserlah laaa.

perempuan lah katekaaann.

petang we split into 2 group.

1 pegi BAZAAR,

1 pegi ANGSANA.

murshida pergi bazaar, dengan puteri, waddah, jenn, and qarie.

ohyeaah. kat situ ade plak orang kurang diajar tatasusila.

c'mon laah, ade ke kate cmni kat murshida dengan puteri,

"alaa, takyah takut, saya ni bukannya makan orang pon.. lagi ini kan, BULAN PUASA."

hello guy, you block our way,

nak jual agak2 ar beyb, aku nk elak dari langgar kau,

so, tu yang kterang teragak2 nak lalu kat sebelah kau.

haish, lelaki tu. -__-''

and then go back home,

siap2 makan..

dinner

solat and everything.

waktu nak balik dari masjid uh.

haishh. mmg aku dengan puteri asek malang je.

oh cmni ceritenye..

aku dengan puteri mmg tak bawak selipar, jadi pinjam la selipar waddah yang besar tu.

satu seliparjepun, satu sandle..

pastu biasalah.. perempuan en..

gedik, nak pakai kasut sebelah len, sebelah laen,

so, aku pon pakai lah satu selipar jepun, satu sandle, hitam dan putih., [mmg takde keje lah buat cmni]

jalan, jalan..

sekali je, adelagi la guys yang tak diajar tatasusila,

berkata begini 'hey, tengok kasut dia.. mesti hilang kene curi..'

'eh, lawa kasut, cm aku punye je..'

aku dah macam? hello? ape ni tengok2 selipar orang? takde keje la tu.

the best part issss.. diorang budak EC. cane aku kenal? rahsie laahh.

tapi mmg kurang ajar la.

lepas kterang g kedai ke patah balik nk balik umh, jumpa lagi diorang.

waktu tu da tuka pakai selipar yang betul. sebab tak nak kene ejek lagi.

'eh, dah jumpa dah kasut..' bla bla bla.

putery pandang badi je kat budak2 tu. ;)

aaa. byk sgt bnde jadi. cam-whore tengah2 jalan.

lari2 kejar budak kecik.. :))

kene tegur sebab biseng sangat jerit2..

tak senonoh la. biasalah.. perempuan..... HAHA.

sampai rumah, CIS, AMENDE TAKDE SORANG PON BAWAK KUNCI RUMAH..!!!

so, takley masuk, jalan2 kat luar rumah, maen basikal malam2..

dok dalam kete cam-whore lagi, nyanyi lagu raya...

SERONOK! tapi berpeluh jugak aa~

after satu jam lebey tunggu kat luar rumah,

dapat la jugak masuk.

pastu cam-whore lagi.

photoshoot. minum COOLBLOG!

so, ni laaa.

up from left ; jyhah, putery, jenn, waddah,

down from left ; dalila and qarie [budak dua orang ni suke gile bergossip!]

best friends ;)

muka aku yang HAPPY kat gamba ni. HAHA. :D

this is me and my angel ;)

sorang DRAMA QUEEN, sorang lagi the HYPER!

= INSANE!!

i'm not this small/tiny. effect gamba je.

baju ni membantu dalam memanaskan badan.

yeaaa. rumah waddah mmg sejok dengan angin air-cond.

aku rasa 24/7 pasang aircond!!

dan banyak lagi la gamba. ade 200++

tido lambat tengok cerite 'The Proposal'

kol 2 pagi tido.

bangun kol 5 suku camtu, SAHUR,

dan masing2 nak tido balik..

so, plan kterang, datang lambat ke sekolah.

dengan alasan ; TER-bangun lambat.

so, arrived at school at 9.15 AM.

that was very LATE.

and, everyone happy.

majlis Khatam Quran mmg superb dengan persembahan Najahan. ;)

rugi rugi rugi sape yang tak datang !

habes dalam 11 lebey camtu,

turun musollah, tiddoooo~

sampai zuhur.

-___-" lama gile. sampai lenguh badan.

and then balik, and here i am.

kawan2,

hari ni, nak post nasyid pulak ye.

haaissh. comel je lagu ni. ;)

"selamat jalan teman, tetaplah berjuang, moga kita kan bertemu kembali!"

jumpa lepas raya! dengan kantin yang dah bukak!!

koop yang dah takde.. library pon takde... dan kembali normal, balik pukul 4 PETANG!!

YAHOO! -___-"

i'll miss you darlings :'(

p.s alaa. ape ni. terima kasih kerana membaca post yang panjang ni. alaa, bukannya hari2 aku update panjang2 kan? ;)

Sept 1st

2010-09-01T20:17:00.003+08:00

'hey Apple!'

'Hey! How are you?'

'i'm fine thank you!'

okay, stop it murshida, you should stop watching 'annoying orange' NOW, before you be the 'ANNOYING MURSHIDA'! haha.

i think i AM now.

since muna keep calling me annoying murshida. yek. that name terrible. -_-

my favourite.

i'm eating it right now.. yummy, BIG APPLE.

not that big apple the donuts la.

one fact ; murshida never eat that donuts. xD orang kate sedap..

sedap ke? *kunyah2 apple*

'lagi sedap apple aku je.. heh..'

okay, today; as we [my classmate -girls] expected, bajet bagos ennn.

we won "KELAS TERCERIA SEMPENA MERDEKA!"

hooray! ade hikmah la menceriakan kelas.

meningkatkan kreativiti, HAHA. crayons!! watercolours!!

OKAY, SHUT UP LA murshida!

and today, tengok tarikh..

1 SEPTEMBER. haaa!!

awak yang bernama ASMA' NADZIRAH RUSLAN,

selamat menyambut hari kelahiran yang ke-16 ;)

okay, jangan lupa tanya mak awak, mmg perlu ke lahirkan awak waktu tarikh ni?

dan jugak TWIN KAULITZ YANG CANTIK TU!.

shut up murshida, you've got nothing to do with them. 'aahh. peduli hape aku..'

okay. so, esok, iftar AGAIN.

maybe tahun ni rezeki murah kot.

orang asek ajak iftar je. heh. geeez. PARTAAAAYYY!!

with alquran and tarawih ye kawan2... haha..

ouw, nak pergi cari tutorial guna dreamweaver ni..

sebab nak buat web site kann..? haha.

stop here.

oh wait.

i should post this too.

damn, this CUTIE should be MINE!

wait.. i'm not lesbian, right..? haha. let's leave that question alone.. -___-"

p.s i want to watch movies.. maybe 'vampire suck'?

silence

2010-08-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

hi,

miss me? HAH. no right?

well, kenapa dah lama tak update?

sebab tak rasa nak update.

hanya mampu update di blog private sahaja..

susah sangat nak cari words yang suitable.

sekarang ni pon random je la.

here goes nothing.

so, even though i don't see it by my own eyes,

i can feel the awkward moments.

he's strange now..

and i hate him.. SORRY. i wish i'm not.

and..

since tomorrow will be Happy National Day, Malaysia, [the hot country!]

yeah, Happy Merdeka! YAH! 53 years.

danke schon atuk nenek moyang sume laa yang merdekakan tanah air terchenta ni!

tak lupa juga.. Allah.. yang maha berkuasa. ;)

Ramadhan, phase 3..

okay, banyakkan amalan murshida..

jangan main game je..

talk about game..

sape ingat neopets.com?

tetiba rasa nak main..

dan mainlah..

dapat lepas tension tengok binatang yang kiut miut tu..

hasee bounce, mercaa chase, pretrattack! etc.

tau. nampak childish..

tapi.. 'so what?'

next is.. humm..

be a fashion designer?

possible..

and seriously! i love crayons, water colours,

drawing.. colouring.. geee..

nanti kene beli buku yang colour2 tu. ;)

alaaaa. yang dulu2 kecik2 korang beli tu! HAHA.

okay.. ape lagi?

oh, dia tegur aku, after one year, dia tak tegur.

that kinda sweet because dia ingat aku lagi! :D

dan ape lagi?

-boneca by cela..

dengar lagi...

'engkau mahu sempurna, engkau jadi sempurna,

biar aku bahagia dengan celaku....'

so, i think silence is better than speak if there's no one wants to hear you.

and, jana-

bye.

wassalam.

p.s penat nak pretend lah awak.. cakap senang lah.. cuba awak ade kat tempat saya?

on the brightside

2010-08-25T22:17:00.003+08:00

but i'm not that tall la chris. so, HOW?
ehem. look on the BRIGHTSIDE!

hey.

so, ape nak cakap ek?

many things -.-

firstly RESULT

Addmath TAK FAIL. ;)
BA susa. kalau susa rasa-rasanya, confirm lah kan.. ehemm.
Chemistry, OHMY!
the rest, still pending.

secondly, Ihya' Ramadhan

thanks to all.
i hate tepung.
i hate you. [someone's name] it's not her. really, i hate someone else.
takde gune buat prog ni, IF aku/korang tak BERUBAH! meningless OKAY? so, berubah.
baru prasan dah form 4. SENIOR.
tak kisah pasal masalah tu. semua ada hikmah.
well, i want to tell 'em sth. but i can't. i'm not the right person kot.

enough about that.

-isu kecil tak patut dibesarkan.

-kenapa perlu mengambil serius dengan sedikit kesalahan yang kami buat sedangkan kesalahan yang lebih besar dan jelas di hadapan mata anda tidak diambil kisah?

-the deepest pain that you can get is from the most people that you love.

-don't be so sensitive la murshida. WAKE UP.

-no one can help you but yourself.

-i want to change for good. so, where should i start?

-i'm craving for a vanilla ice-cream!

-mineral water i need you. :((

enough merepek.

nak pegi jalan2 kat youtube.

tak tahan nak ketawa...

orang masuk jail sebab tak dapat nugget kat fast food. -.-"

manusia zaman sekarang makin pelik. serious.

bila mereka nak berubah? aku juga.....

p.s esok takde lagi kat rumah. out for iftar with bonda and other princesses!

insanity!

2010-08-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

this is a pendant. :)

currently. i'm going crazy.

what a surprise fairytale you told me before.

honestly, i don't know whether i believe you or not.

pendants again~

i'm going fuckin' nuts!

yup. really.

ughh. how can i believe that you will do that.

i need to believe you. seriously.

what is this? haish.

i love you!

look. i fall for you!!

beautiful! T^T

it's you again! T^T

she does makes me CRAZY!

haish, now, i love to hear this too.

grrrr. i adore thissss ;)

this makes me remember about the drama thingy..

script.. 20-30 minutes..

guys, do you any idea to do the scripts?

and the choral speaking..

"and Alice In Wonderland?"

"Oh No! Not this again!"

err. Ihya' Batch 13 tu. -.-" we will present this again.

AGAIN!

that will be embarrassing.

oh yes, today, is full on insanity.

when i was going to pray for zuhur,

guess what?

we saw a dead body.

in the musolla.

haha, good job for making us felt SURPRISE and SHOCK!

it looks real ;)

yeah, we took a pict with it.

pizah, post kat blog okay! :)

and.. just now... najihah.. and...[name]

i can't believe you....

screaming, shouting, laughing..

aahh.

-enough said.-

p.s charlie and chocolate factory.nyummy.. the chocolate waterfall!

the end

2010-08-20T12:30:00.004+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH.

dah habis exam. saya msih di sekolah sekarang.

cuma automatic post je.

12.30 PM sekarang ni.

tengah lepak kat sekolah. / MY [prog] / kemas kelas.

balik 2.30 PM macam biasa.

tunggu driver.

oh yess,

tadi baru je habes exam sejarah :)

tafsir dan chemistry. :D

so, boleh la nak tumpukan pada ibadah lepas ni. ;)

conclusion [exam week] :

jangan study last minit. [yea right!]
kalau malas sangat nak study, at least belek la point2 penting. T^T [tgh menyesal tahap hyper ni!]
addmath perlukan 2-3 hari tuk hadamkan segala topik yang msuk exam.
bahasa arab at least dapat 20+ ke atas. [susah GIGA!] 30 minutes da berlalu.... kertas aku masih kosong. yea, saya tak tipu...
mathematics, orang kata senang, tapi susah bagi saya. :((
tak patut buat jadual pekse macam tu. after 30 minutes break, sambung lagi paper next!
kalau tak reti jawab, zikir banyak2, and then.. HENTAM.
jangan buat karangan pendek sgt sebab kau malas. sebab confirm markah tak lawa. [essay english paling pendek aaaa.]
jangan sesekali tengok tv atau ngadap komp pada malam sebelum exam. [macam sekarang aku tengah buat! :D] err. err.
result akan cemerlang. straight C/B insyaAllah. errr. ERRRR.

wassalam.

1st day exam

2010-08-16T20:41:00.004+08:00

tadi exam.
ha, ha, ha.

memang tak lawak sungguh soalan aqidah.
disebabkan kemalasan melanda, jadi
saya hanya meninggalkan soalan yang 4 markah.

kan aku dah kate.
aku tak target pape dalam pekse kali ni.
heh :)

qth,
lagi la lawak tak lucu
boleh lupa pulak eh ayat tu.

bm,
serious lawak.
kalau sesiapa yang tak baca Hikayat Khoja Maimun,
memang akan jawab Bayan watak dia : Tampan... HAHA.
dan, sebenarnya Bayan tu burung.
yep. SEEKOR BURUNG.
ciss. burn 4 markah di situ.
sebab soalan tu hanya dibiar BLANK.

KOMPuter.
-senyum-
-senyum-
serious penat tulis storyboard.
5 halaman. lepas ni dah boleh ar buat web site sendiri ekk.

dan esok,
English, Physics dan... Mathematics.
i hate digits. and numbers too. :((
let me cry baby!

p.s this is not funny.

pieces

2010-08-15T11:57:00.003+08:00

sum 41.

-Sum 41 - Pieces-

i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it.

i don't believe it makes me real

i thought it'd be easy but no one believes me

i meant all the things i said

if you believe it's in my soul

i'd say all the words that i know

just to see if it wouldn't show

that i'm trying to let you know

that i'm better off on my own

this place is so empty

my thought are so tempting

i don't know how it got so bad

sometimes it's so crazy

but nothing can save me

but it's the only thing that i have

i tried to be perfect

it just wasn't worth it

nothing could ever be so wrong

it's hard to believe me it never gets easy

i guess i knew that all along. .

-the end-

pieces.
entah. ttbe je rasa nak post lagu ni.
macam sayu je dengar version piano ni.

hey, i miss sum 41..
mana pergi awak dalam mp3 saya..?
gone.

hmm
yea, people don't believe in me.
it's never gets easy. T^T

"i'm better off on my own"

p.s serious aku tak study langsung. so i will never put on high hope for this exam.

p.s.s see on the side bar "let it flow" the 1st song is automatic. 2nd one is world behind my wall. 3rd is Strange. you can choose. if you don't want to hear it, click pause button! so, this is where i stop. have a nice day!

random

2010-08-14T06:45:00.003+08:00

hye! hey. salam. :)
how are you?
"i guess, i'm doing fine."
this is what cross my mind now.
here goes nothing.

officially, there will be Ujian Berkala 2.

starting on Monday 16th August 2010. until Friday.

honestly, i don't feel like i want to study for this exam. :(

this is what i look like when i was in class 2 weeks ago. SLEEPY.

eh, look! it's Jlostein. :)

she is really 'something'.

there's nothing special in this picture.
click it for larger :)

games.
every single day,
i will open this game.

sorry, i can't leave my childhood :)
this is Country Story on Facebook.
tree spirit, seeding, watering, trophy.

the old one.

i'd changed. my layout. well, schwarz suit me :)
there will be no longer white and blue falling heart
euw, girly-like. HAH!
proggramme.

i will attending this. :)

annoying orange.

creative, annoying, stupid.
the most important, make me laughs :D

p.s i keep standing straight while my castle breaks.

versus by hlovate..

2010-08-12T17:03:00.002+08:00

versus by Hlovate.

one word = Boring.

story line okay.
tapi entah. dia banyak membebel je dalam buku ni.
hlovate keeps telling the same point.

changing is HARD.
bape banyak kali dia repeat.
nak berubah tu susah.
of course la.

dan... cerita tu terlalu simple.
sebab en, i don't think yang manusia tu boleh berubah begitu cepat.
c'mon, sth you'd like and then you have to change your life style,
takkan la sng cm mkn kcg ek?

cerita dia terlalu simple.
dan. expected.
tu la sebabnya aku baca buku ni terhegeh2.
sebab bosan.

ah, cukup la mengkritik.

but i'd like Tunas and Rooftop Rant. :)

5 thun 5 bulan and versus are boring. -.-

Aa+Bb jiwang sangat. 50/50 :)

and, Ramadhan! ^^

jom borong pahala. :)

p.s susah nak lupakan semua yang dah berlaku.

this creature.

2010-08-09T19:36:00.003+08:00

birthday girl :)

mon chéri, joyeux anniversaire!

sanah helwah ya jamilah!

selamat hari lahir!

happy birthday!

a simple gift from me :)

ahh, and, i kidnap your picture on facebook.

i hope you don't mind.

ehheee.

.thanks for everything.

9th August 1994.

ingat your mommy :) ALWAYS.

thanks pada dia

sebab sampai sekarang awak hidup.

AND!

thanks Allah because you give me

such a nice creature in the world :)

BFF.

i hope ;)

forever. yes.

selamanya. ya!

sincerely,

your darling :)

p.s HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE! kita kan neighbour selamanya? :P

video :)

2010-08-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

this is the video, 31st July 2010. this is what i'm doing on that day.

hey, i'm so excited to post this. :)
stalker, you should watch this! hehe.
we got the 2nd place. but well, we realized that we made 2 mistakes there.
eheh~

and.. it was my luck that i can see me on the video.
because Najihah and Muna were block by the conductor,
the most handsome girl i've ever seen :)
haish, i fall in love with her! geez. that's soooo gayyy xD

so, there were 6 guys, and 19 girls.
and this tournament held at OUM, Johor. not KL. xD
there were 5 schools participated too.

EC, SMKA, SDARY, MP, and SMIH :)

so there you go.
i'm out.
i want to watch Alice in Wonderland.

i know i'm a slowpoke!! HAHA, who cares?

since i fond Strange by Kerli ft Tokio Hotel song, so i decided to watch the movie.

p.s aku teringat ayat ni. "boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them. Pots and pans too." it makes me smile :)

bulletproof

2010-08-06T22:41:00.003+08:00

whoa, nice lyric :D
"be careful what you do, cause i'm not bulletproof"
well, voulume laptop kene slow ck8. :)

orang kata aku sombong.
aku rasa tak.
biarlah aku.
nak sombong ke tak.
okay, i admit la, aku memang sombong sikit dengan orang. HAHA.

boleh ke cakap kalau aku private kan profile aku sombong?
huh. tak logik.

kalau aku tak senyum kata aku sombong?
haa. tengok. mengata aku lah tu.
habis tu takkan nak buat senyum plastik kot?
lagi tak ikhlas baik tak payah.

kalau aku jalan dan aku TER-langgar anda...
dan aku tak minta maaf.. sombongkah aku?
tak. mungkin aku tengah rushing.

kenapa manusia perlu judge orang lain sombong?
aku tak. aku tak. aku tak.
even muka aku tunjuk aku ya.
tapi sebenarnya tak.
apa pendapat anda?

okay. kalau aku tak.
kau mesti ya. aku tau kau sombong.

eh dah lah kau. mengarut.
aku nak update hikayat kita yang dah private tu sekarang. :)
hlovate inspired me to do that now.

p.s aku tak sombong laaa. kau tu yang sombong. eee. nasib baik kau cantik! HAHA. so dimaafkan lah sebab kau cantik everyone nak talk dengan kau!.

p.s.s word cantik memang akan sesuai untuk lelaki lah sekarang. PINK LADY!! muahaha.

big event.

2010-08-01T22:35:00.005+08:00

new profile picture at tagged.

the big event is choral speaking and readers theater :D
glad it was OVER.
but now i miss to practice the CS.
so, the tournament held at Open University, Johor.
in front of the sea :)

we got 2nd place for choral speaking,
and 3rd place for our readers theater.

okay, honestly, it was nerve-wrecking!
especially the readers theater.
ah, i don't think i do my best :(

and for the choral speaking,
whoa! i'm so surprised that everyone in the hall were so QUIET!
ehem. it was very, VERY fast choral speaking ever!

i guess, all of us, did our BEST!.
thanks for the compliments. :)
EC, SDARY, MP, and SMKA you guys rock too :)

and Hajar, y'know what, i did actually told your juniors [form 4 students from ur school now]

that you're my sister, and they said they know you! hah, they actually form 1 and you're form 5 at that time. :) you're old now. blehh!~ :P

ah, i think i do love choral speaking from the champion!
even they DO made an excessive movements, so what right?
they are the best. i think la.
the best part is... nanana(happy tree friends) [oh god, so cutee!]
i will remember that. :))

well, YPJ-OUM choral speaking and readers theater are done.
the next big event is Drama and Debate. :) hopefully we can do better!

to cameramen, teachers [Sir Azhar, U Fazliaton, U Mawa, U Ahmad], suppoters :)
thanks a LOT. oh. important peoples, my classmate!
danke schon!

okay, lagu yang paling best tuk decribe how we feel when we was doing our performance!

p.s i will never forget my script! "hey you know what?! Lady Gagah is actually a GUY!"
bleh, my voice gone for 3 secs : i did forget the last part -.- huhh.
whatever. we still won it :P

lies

2010-07-30T22:19:00.004+08:00

the truth is. . .

i do lie. to. .
myself
you.
them.

because truths is so painful.
they bite. they kick me out from myself.
i wish.
i am a fairytale.

reality is so strange. . .

scream!

2010-07-28T21:57:00.003+08:00

HOMEWORKS.
esp add math :(

i wish you don't exist in my life.

TIRED,
exhausted.

i hope i can get over you.

YOU.
him. my monster,

i should forget about you too.

INTERNET,
laptop.

i do HATE you. because you keep calling my name!

LAZY,
sleepy head.

i wish you're gone.

MONEY,
materialistic.

please don't make me obsess to you lah!

p.s SCREAM, till you feel it. SCREAM, till you believe it. and when it hurt you SCREAM it out loud.

babe, i do miss this song very much!
i don't have earphone to use my mp3. x(

the old voice of Bill Kaulitz. :) still, great!

strange.

2010-07-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

BILL kaulitz. oh. murshida should get over him. but.

-sigh- i can't. xD

hye. today.

i found something very. very intresting song.

i love the lyric actually. and the singer.

guess who..?

Kerli feat Tokio Hotel. :D :D i love both !

it's strange. yeah. i feel strange.
with my situation now.
i feel so sick of everyone. and myself.

yeah. myself.
the one who wants her dreams comes true. but yet.
she doesn't do anything to achieve it.

she keep blaming herself for everything that goes wrong.
even though. it's not her fault.

she feels very afraid to face the reality.
she locks her heart in empty cold room. just for keep herself safe from the obstacles.
but yet.
she feels very lonely.

and it's strange.
yeah. strange.

she doesn't want to face her fears.
the fears keep haunting her. but she doesn't do anything.

okay. let the truths hid behind all these words.

p.s i feel so strange in your perfect world. sorry. but i don't want to change.

prefect and narrator.

2010-07-25T02:02:00.003+08:00

hye.

yesterday.

ada kelas English-YPJ tu.

dan yeah. best. because. kami hanya berlatih choral speaking dan readers theater!

whoa. so excited :D

but well. . .

we need to practice a LOT.

bacause, nanti ada yang kene hiccup!

we had so much FUN!

and.. Tired too. :( and sleepy. [me ONLY!]

tu laa. tidur lagi lambat semalam.

actually, bukan tidur lambat. [ttbe teringat budak bahasa baku tu!!. imy! MUAHAHA.]

can't sleep. because of the black shadow is haunting me.. geez. crap!

well, now, kinda... err. sleepy.. but tu la.. tak tidur lagi.. :D

lepas update ni tido eh...

Readers Theater :)

The King and Merchant are reading their their script

and me. the black red one, be the Narrator 2.

Sir Azhar aways picks me!

Choral Speaking :D

"hey YOU! i want complete silence NOW! stop talking NOW!!"

haha. my script. -.-"

penat berdiri!

ni apa yang akan terjadi bila Sir kasik rehat sebentar.

semua bukak facebook. :)

termasuk saya.

tapi dalam gamba ni.. budak ni tgh chattng ngan aku. HAHA. sedangkan aku duduk depan dia je.

look, how excited she IS!

well, that's all for now. ops.

ja. The Great Escape! wohooooo~

p.s i feel like... i want to kill him. i wonder. . why i do hate him very much..

i miss you badly.

2010-07-23T21:50:00.003+08:00

"Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,

if i knew you were missing me too."

hye.

now i feel very stupid. [mencarut ke saya?]

tak. cuma menyatakan sesuatu yang saya rasa sekarang.

i just want to say that.

i miss that person. very much.

no solid reason for missing that person. but....

well..

you know.. the feeling of missing someone that always be by your side..

that always care about how you feel..

even though that person make fun of you...

ahh. maybe i'm too tired to think about anything right now..

but you. :)

ja, now, i will go offline. rest. and thinking how i can use my mp3.. if there's no earphone.. geez..

old song. 2008. :) i love the lyric.

p.s ahh. the blue-falling-hearts :) eh, no.. liver?

friend of mine.

2010-07-21T20:27:00.003+08:00

hye!.

this is what makes me feel to update today.

"name your best friend?" from Anonymous [formspring.me]

and i said in my formspring.me ; none -.- [i'm lying]

actually, i have err. best friends .

it's hard to explain.

to me. friends are....

hey, you know what.

friends doesn't need any specific label or something like that.

because, friends are just friends.

macam rossa dengan pasha ungu cakap...

"kerna sekali cintaaaaa... aku tetap cintaaaaaa....." LOL

aha! lagipon kalau nak name my best friends, macam banyak sangat. -.-

kawan kawan aku macam macam.

dan RAMAI. heee ^^

BATCH 13! :D dan awak awak kat taggies. :) dan kamu kamu di facebook... :P

so, full stop ! :)

oh dan. ini.. my other family! the Queen and the 8 princess :)

my face looks like.. a shite.. and retarded... and wth?

but yah, heyy, that's meee!

ehm. bila pertama kali kena tuka 'family' baru.

i feel so frustrated and... hate it very much..

honestly, i miss my old 'family'

-.- can't describe it into words. -.-

and sekarang. friday's night, we'll meet at somewhere in Skudai....

.. haish.. -sigh-

teramat jaoh dari rumah aku.. T^T

pastu pastu.. kena tidur rumah member...

dan saya tak suka itu.. x(

ja, ich vermisse sie alle. :((

so... ? ape aku boleh buat enn ? terima.. terima.. terima...

it's HARD. [i know you girls will read this.. but..]

whatever. i'm tired already.

FRAME.

tadi ade KRS. the first KRS yang form 4 handle.. weeeee~

gila syokk.

baju basah.. T^T

sebab hujan.. lecak.. euw.. euw..

dan form 4 buat FRAME. dari kertas..

penat gaduh dengan she.. nak pakai gam ke.. nak pakai tape..

-.- haishh.

dan hasilnyaaa. WHOAA.

tapi takde gamba hehh. :P

so, ja.. KRS kene best ek lepas ni..

walaupon actually i do hate KRS !

haha, ketua seksyen yang buat bunga kertas je tao... :D

korang kena dengar lagu friend of mine - lily ellen cantik! :)

sangat sarkastik. :P

p.s SANTHIEYYY. asal tak boleh gune youtube ni?? asek tak jadi je... T^T tolong la girlfriend you ni... HAHA...

ice flowers.

2010-07-17T17:52:00.004+08:00

4 days ago; last update.

i've been very busy. with err. the same things i mentioned before. -sigh-

homeworks. school. everything. conclusion; i'm exhausted! never feel like this before.

even when i was 15, PMR, i felt very relax and... not so busy like NOW.

anyway, ice flowers by eisblume.

whoa, i like. beautiful. song. singer. lyric.

what's more? i just love this song.

i put it on my tagged account.

see? HAHA, feeling je dengar! romantic. :P

beautiful? YES she IS! :D

Eisblume :)

with her band i guess?

she does look 'NORMAL' right? YES, she's NOT.

she cover this song too. ah, both; SUPERB! :D

ah, someone ask me how i know her.

geez, youtube :)

my hobby is youtube walking. :P

lyric Ice Flowers by Eisblume

The day flies hasty from the sky

I watch the people walking by

The loneliness grows a moment

I wonder what you're hiding from

The evening's changing color now

Like a chameleon knows how

Another shape is safe to tell us

That we can't feel safe here

We know that in is time when

The moon appears all covered by the clouds

We are like ice flowers

We blossom in the night

We are like ice flowers

Beauty faded in the light

We are like ice flowers

Darkness is on our side

Ice flowers blossom in the night

The day comes back

We say goodbye

The hard like in my eyes

It's cold and silence is gone

I know we have to carry on

I'm longing for the nights disguise

It comes to take away our live

Another shape is safe to tell us

That we can't feel safe here

We know that in is time when

The moon appears uncover by the clouds

We are like ice flowers

We blossom in the night

We are like ice flowers

Beauty faded in the light

We are like ice flowers

Darkness is on our side

Ice flowers blossom in the night

Ice flower

We are like ice flowers

In the night

We are like ice flowers

We blossom in the night

We are like ice flowers

Beauty faded in the light

We are like ice flowers

Darkness is on our side

Ice flowers blossom in the night

p.s weewwiitt. mama and my sisters bought some kain for our baju raya! :) yeah, i have two. both is BLUE. and black and white. geez. EMO ! HAHA.

i forgot when was the last time i wear blue-baju kurung. xD

mind.

2010-07-13T00:39:00.003+08:00

hey, it's good to be back. :)

and today topic. MIND.

everyone can think what's right for themselves.

but, sometimes, they make mistakes right?

why can't you forgive them?

is it necessary for insulting them just because they made a mistakes?

i mean REALLY? o.o can you imagine your FRIENDS, say anything bad behind your back?

geez, i just can't accept it.

for god sake,

it's a sin to say all the stuff you said to them.

it's unacceptable.

if you can't accept what they did to you, what about you just confront with them?

it's simple as that. :)

i think i agree with this post.

"some people don't know what they're talking about, right? I feel like shooting some thought bullets inside their mind! Talking and advising doesn't seems good and nice for them. Maybe bullets would do. Yeah, I think bullets are the best. Bullets are fast, small and sharp. Yeah, maybe it's the best."

I know it's hard to forgive and forget just like that.

but at least, try to accept their opinions.

THINK OUT OF THE BOX lahh!

don't think that this LIFE IS ALL ABOUT YOU okay?

be realistic and cool.

i think i should stop before i make that person mad.

but please, somethimes, you have to be a humble person so that everyone will love you.

ja, the old song.

my advice ; MIND YOUR WORDS okay darling? yeah, me too i guess. i make mistakes too. so, I'm sorry ! :)

p.s 2 days left! okay okay. i will stop now. eh NO, EISBLUME is AWESOME!

key.

2010-07-10T20:34:00.006+08:00

tick... tock... tick... tock.. time is passing by...

' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' '

wait, why i type ' that? geez.

i'm thinking and wondering something.

type deviantart.com on search engine.

and i type.. 'key'.. on deviant.

then i found this. it's wicked!

i want that too.

actually, i did copy many pictures of key.

and talk about key..

key 1.

i love the wings!

as you know, i always draw wings in my sketches.

eh NO, you don't know.

key 2.

love the colour.

red red :) and the sword :O

wicked!

key 3.

love the design.

looks like a cardcaptor sakura's sword thingy. xD

key 4.

for some reason i do love stars :)

maybe because of that tragedy to her. x)

te heee. my bro he's using my YM.

then,

my bro IM with her.

"tgh makan kuaci sambil kira bintang!"

she just like... "what the heck i'm talking about"

-the rest is HISTORY.-

and whenever we talk about stars,

we'll remember this funny tragedy.

hihi^^

i think she's the only one that trust me whatever i've said to her.

lucky me to have friend like her!

even if i say i have MTV World Stage's tickets!

key . conclusion.

i am wondering .

maybe i should find the master key to unlock your master heart!

today punya lagu! auuww. sweet sgt!

*for a couple hours, i search a song that suit with this post.

and i think this is it! yeah, enjoy~

"loneliness is just a crime..." that is very TRUE!

p.s wait, lock and key ... OMG! it's biology. enzyme topic.. geez. hey, i do love biology oke? siapa kate biology ta best? HAHA.

tired.

2010-07-09T23:18:00.003+08:00

lately, i kinda feel tired.

yeah, with homeworks and classes.

not only the normal class ~ plus the night class too.

and what the hell i think i might dying because getting too tired.

sometimes i feel i want to quit everything.

and just sit and stare at those people who is busy with their life.

to be honest, i feel so empty and Zero.

i'd feel that my life is so meaningless. [sometimes]

i'm on the edge of broken.

need to fall down and get back.

but i don't think i want to get over it.

just leave me in my own world.

because i want to live in it.

being so care less about other people can makes me happy.

doesn't need to make a BAD THOUGHT ABOUT ANYONE.

just think about yourself. [the selfish in me said it.]

oh, this is what i really look like when i feel tired.

so miserable.

so tired.

so not nice :(

i just need this.

rest. sleep.

for a long time. maybe for a month to regain myself. i wish i can do that.

sleep for a month. :)

i need some time to finish and settle all these things.

to clean up the mess that i've done before.

to be a normal AGAIN.

okay, i should go to bed now. seriously, i'm very tired.

before that;

this song suit my mood now.

p.s dia memang suka perli aku. yelah, aku je lah yang selalu kena.

i lost my soul.

2010-07-06T23:42:00.006+08:00

honey,

'emotional breakdown' need to get over.

if not, i will be sad and frust all the time.

so, smile :)

oh, and this is new picture.

i edit it.

when i have some money,

i want to make my eyes like THAT!

okay taK? HAHA.

this is the other me :)

p.s today, i lost my soul. tomorrow, i will lose my heart because hihi^^ SECRET LAA! :P

matter of time

2010-07-06T18:20:00.002+08:00

hello, ,

feeling so stress out with homeworks and

getting tired with life.

i'm exhausted

just listen to this song.

Here it goes again,

Put on that deserving tone

and don't forget that this was all your fault.

It's breathing down your neck,

you know you've got to let this go.

You're such a wreck and now it starts to show.

Cause all you can't deny

is held inside

And when we go, we say goodbye,

and then we run,

We run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.

And when we try to just get by

We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be

always wanting everything.

It's all the same that you can't ignore

Cause all you want is just to be more.

It's creeping up again.

(It's all been considered, it's a game and you're not the winner)

It's a haunting memory.

Cause all you can't deny

is held inside

And when we go, We say goodbye

and then we run,

We run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.

And when we try to just get by

We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be:

always wanting everything.

It's all the same, that you can't ignore

Cause all you want is just to be more.

Cause who you are is who you'll be,

and that is really everything.

It's all the same that you can relate.

Cause what you want's not what you're getting.

It's just a matter of time, It's just a matter of time.

It's just a matter of time,

'til you know you'll be somebody tonight.

It's just a matter of time (where you are is where you'll be)

It's just a matter of time (and that is really everything)

It's just a matter of time (it's all the same that you can relate)

'Til you know you'll be somebody tonight. (cause what you want's not what you're getting)

It's just a matter of time

italic font makes sense.

it's just a matter of time.

p.s let the music tell everything :(

'let it go murshida. . Allah is always by your side. sila tabahkan diri anda! .'

chemistry :)

2010-07-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

cuak en tengok tajuk?

aku suka chemistry au sekarang.

i'd love it :) ich liebe dich! :)

hihi^^ aku suka :)
Kimia - Melda Ahmad.

cute voice lah sayang oii. muah muah sikit! =))

[ayat muah muah tu aku nak perli seseorang snanye.]

but beyb, bukan nak perlekehkan kau tau,

cuma lawak gila write cmtu kat blog kau! :)

oh, this song is so cute.

"aku mula jatuh hati padamu.. setelah kau kata cinta padaku..."

BHAHAHA, no, i'm not in love with anyone right now.

because i don't think 'couple' can makes me happy.

i have my families.

i have my friends.

it's enough to have them by my side. :)

p.s mohd kat mentor :) haha, he's actually sekolej ngan my bro dherr. x) nani hancuss! aku lagi suka si ila :D

o.O

2010-07-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

hey, what's up girls? [memang kena type girls je.]

haish, i feel like i'm going to DIE soon. YES i Am.

but well yeah,

i Quit.

i Give up.

i Hate.

i Frust.

i'm speechless for no reason.

today is weird actually.

i don't know why my junior ask me about my weight today?

girls, you really want to KNOW THAT?

i feel so NOT going to tell you the answer. xD

and, that person delete their tagged. xD oh so gonna miss them. x(

and.

i feel weird today. can't describe it into words. or letters.

p.s hate me please.

another madness.

2010-06-30T01:15:00.003+08:00

enjoy. so, this song makes me move.a LOT.

this song is very fast. xD

chorus best!

xD me with him. BHAHAHAA...

comment from she.. it's in deustch.. oh, she said something about Bill Kaulitz.

okay, maybe i can tell that i'm in love with Jordan now. teheeee. :)

now, i'm in pressure. so, this song make me even more better.

i do tell you, if you don't like me like this, back off.

i'm insane. so bear me.

i do love pressure.

i do love insults.

i do love lies.

i do love nightmares.

["i do love" and "i love" is the SAME.]

so, people, be more kind-hearted to me.

ANONYMOUS in my formspring really make me laughtoday . xD 'tickle me to death'

[girls from 4 itt, the principle LAUGH about my answer on the functions of eyes. because i was the one who wrote "function of eyes beside seeing is crying~"]

you wanna be famous?

.... see it on my formspring. .... [i take a lot of time to answer this!]

p.s i'm a BIG LIAR now. so, what do you want from me?

ich vermisse dich :(

2010-06-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

.i miss you.

i don't know if i can bear this.

i always think that i'll be okay there.

but, yet, i don't feel i belong there.

i just miss the old time with them.

i spent 2 years [almost] with them..

their laughters..

their stories.. i do love them. a LOT. even i don't tell.

so, tell me.. what is the benefit behind all these things?

my eyes are blind.. my heart can't feel anything.. it's empty..

i do lie in front of them.. because i don't want to break their heart.

let me lie in this beautiful fake world.. i put my body there..

but not my heart. yet.

p.s i can't accept all this new changes.

randomly

2010-06-27T20:01:00.002+08:00

hello all facebook-ers,

tagged-ers, bloggers, and whatever anonymous.. silent readers...

duhh..

-sigh-

i think i might die soon. xD

this pain really kills me.

p.s when i die, this blog will stop update.

ohh craps! i makes mistakes today. duhh~

OMG it was so so ARGHH.

FIFA world cup :)

2010-06-26T00:07:00.003+08:00

hey, olaa~

i'm backk! ^^

today, i skipped school.

becausee.. err. to many reason...

let me keep it as a secret..

oh oh. i've been waiting for this match. PORTUGAL vs BRAZIL.

hihi^^ CR!

haaa. both is strong. nice match. sangat sengiit beyb!

slame ni aku takde plak nak tengok bola.

tapi sebab match ni ade orang hensem, so kene tengok...

CR sgt cool. :)

and i saw Kaka too. ^^ he look very frustrated ~ because he was suspended from this match.

poor youu. xD

hey hey... Argentina will win this FIFA ~

idk why. but yeahhh. this is my opinion~

oh, this is my love too.

OMG!! he sing it very FANTASTIC ! ngaaa.

aku tengok video ni, sampai tak perasan mak aku panggil byk kali.

so, KORANG PON KENA TENGOK! hihi^^

people, isn't that amazing? HAHA.

video takley kecik lagi ennn.

p.s girls watch football because of handsome player. YEAH RIGHT!

some updates.

2010-06-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

okay.

as you know,

my results are real bad.

but hey, i don't want to talk about that now.

oh look on the side bar. formspring.me.

hello :)

i've got my own account.

maybe if you want to ask me anything,

just ask.

or maybe you hate me, just insult.

or maybe you love me, just pour it. HAHA. :D

i don't care.

i am nice. :)

oh man. [did i really just said that i AM NICE?]

i think it's a lie. muahaha.

BTW, have a nice day everyone. grr.

p.s ADDMATH FAILED AGAIN. my mom said "huh?! how can that be? the questions is too hard eh?" HAHA. i just laugh. because yeahh. i'm the one who really know the real reason why my results are BAD.

p.s.s freethinker is bad huh?

results

2010-06-21T19:45:00.003+08:00

oh man. it's suck.

yeahh. i think this is the worst ever result that i've achieve!

YEAY FOR ME~!

p.s i need a s a v i o u r ~ BYE!

waving flag!

2010-06-19T07:05:00.004+08:00

hello! UPDATE lagi.

tengok. ni la kegunaan blog.

taip je apa yang kita nak..

wehuu.

okay, aku addicted sikit ngan lagu ni.

WAVING FLAG!.

dengar ni. version arab!

haish. nancy is beautiful! i like. hehehehe...

ngaaa.

sambil2 tu improve bahasa arab ye?!

ehe. aku tahu 'habibi' je!! dalam video nih~

oh and.....

aku addicted jugak ngan lagu ni. saviour by j'lostein! :D

and also. i made this for her.

the singer :) hahahaaaaa. obsession baru aku. j'lostein! LOL

murshida tak boleh tido pagi nih. dah tido kol 2 am tadi. but terjage kol 3.30 am.

pastu duduk kat meja blaja ni... nampak marker.. dan pencil box yang terbengkalai.

so apa lagi. conteng2 sketch2.. :)

dan hasilnya... ni laaa! eh. haha. tipu jer la.

ni bukan aku lukis. kartun je aku lukis. tulisan semua picnik.com

oh, ayat tuh lirik lagu saviour. :)

p.s murshida malas nak pegi KL. aku nak dok rumah. nak basuh kasut SEKOLAH. kemas bag SEKOLAH. gosok baju SEKOLAH.

semuanya pasal SEKOLAH. okay lah. gtg! BYE. enjoy the vid.

leaders 2010.

2010-06-18T19:18:00.002+08:00

in the picture:

oh yes. leaders BEST.

gmba tuh TEAM JOHOR.

sorang pengiring takde. dan sorang lagi fasi sibuk.

haha.

okay.

aku rasa aku la budak yang paling suka tido waktu program ni.

waktu perasmian.. tidur.

waktu perasmian karnival palestin... tidur jugak..

waktu kuliah subuh... walhualam. memang tidur lagi.

oh, i tell you what.

aku bukan tidur dalam tmpt ceramah@ talk tu.

aku masuk dorm kunci dan tidur.

bukan tidur biasa. tapi tidur lama. mati. sampai tak dengar orang ketuk pintu. call aku. blah blah2. etc. just for kejut aku soh bgn.

my god. apa nak jadi ngn murshida? huaaa...

jungle trekking - OKAY. 7.5 km. :) walking walking and walking.......

motivation untuk sampai resort tuh balik

'BILL KAULITZ TENGAH TUNGGU MURSHIDA KAT RESORT' wakakaka!

and berjaya sampai kat resort tu balik :) dan aku antara orang terawal sampai! YEAY for me~

cp je tak best sgt. but okay laa. still dapat point yang nak disampaikan. xD

and aku tak rasa rugi langsung tak pegang turtle tuuu.

aku macam geli nak pegang. even orang cakap haiwan tu comel.

tapi bagi aku euww. xD

okay. BYE. jumpa kat EXPERT! akhir tahun ni.

p.s aku memang suka tiduur kan? even dalam kelas pon aku tidur. xD

i'm back!

2010-06-17T08:49:00.002+08:00

i went to

PERAK -PULAU PANGKOR.

family vacation :)

and

TERENGGANU-RANTAU ABANG.

.L.E.A.D.E.R.S.

ich liebe sie! Es ist furchteinflößend. voller Glück. Ich liebe meine Familie und Freunde.

i need photos. :) jen, sila upload gambar~

gambar Pangkor dah ada orang upload kat fb.

p.s HAHA. aku TAK suka air laut. main pasir je BESSTTT! kempunan lah korang tak dapat tanam aku! :D :D

no time left.

2010-06-12T10:20:00.002+08:00

hallo an alle!

today, i will not make this in german language.

because, yeah, there's someone that doesn't like it. XD

so, okay then.

ohhh. now i'm in perak.

family vacation. but nadiah and insyirah are not here.

because they are BUSY.

today, we will go to Pangkor.

and Sunday we will go to Terengganu~

yeah. LEADERS. damn. ich bin faul jeztz!!

and my family will go home on monday,

and me, will arrive in JB on wednesday.

yeah, wth. thursday -stay at home.

friday until sunday.

maybe we are going to kuala-la-la-la Lumpur~

AND. MONDAY.

honestly, I HATE MONDAY.

yeah. back to school!!

aisshh. RESULT~ sengal.

okay then! bye. . . .

german

2010-06-10T19:34:00.004+08:00

before i start typing in german, let me translate the sentences under my picture on the side bar.

it means

"Hello everyone, my name is Murshida. i'm 16 years old. this is my blog. i'm full of insanity so bear with me!" that's that.

1..

2..

3..

ja. = yes.

Hallo, heute mir und meinem Freund Deutsch lernen Sprache zusammen.

Ich bin kein Experte, dass in Deutsch. aber ich möchte es so schlimm zu lernen.

Ich beginne diese Sprache zu lernen, wenn ich Tokio Hotel Fan geworden.

Ich denke, dieser Sprache sind viel zu niedlich und schön

Ich bin wirklich in diese Sprache jetzt besessen. Es ist so süchtig.

Google hilft mir sehr. Vielen Dank. Ich schulde Ihnen groß!

mein Freund, sollten Sie es auch lernen. Schau, wie besessen mir und meinem Freund und Zaynab Izza eine andere Sprache sprechen auf Facebook! Es ist nur böse!

By the way, jetzt fühle ich mich sehr faul, um zu Terengganu [leaders] go!

Vielen Dank für Lesen! Abschied jedermann.

p.s aku takkan ikot budak johor g terengganu nanti. so, budak johor, kita jumpa di sana!~ eh, lupa pulak. thanks jihah. for this post. click here.

Auf Wiedersehen!

TRS vs TH.

2010-06-08T14:44:00.003+08:00

before i begin my babblings about TH and TRS,

i just want to tell you.

i need a new earphone. or headphone.

haish. i need some cash. XD to buy it.

of course, my mom will say, 'as long as you can use the old one,

don't ever ask me for some money to buy the new one.'

aiii, i need a new one.

sebab dah nak putus. LOL. dah nak sampai masa dah.

heyy, i use the cheap one now okay? it cost me about RM 7 ONLY.

believe me. i'm not lying.

oh, my fav headphone is RM 80++ aisshh.

see? money is IMPORTANT. everything need money. XD

okey. this is THE READY SET.

the lead vocal is Jordan Witzigreuter.

haha, waddah said he's not cute. hell no. he's adorable.

they are cute. all of them. Andy, Travis and KEEGAN!

HITsSONG : Love Like Woe.

other : Spinnin'.

i know them since this year, on april i guess.

HAHA. i know them because of 'All Time Low'

and pete wntz [FOB] produces their song XD

that's why i hear their music. :)

but that doesn't make me forget about TOKIO HOTEL. LOL.

nein nein nein. ich liebe tokio hotel und the ready set. BOTH.

but you can't compare their songs.

it's totally different. 100%!

tokio hotel - emo, rock, punk.... or whatever it is call.

the ready set - electronic,dance, smooth than tokio hotel.

this what makes me post this :

me : Jwitzi :D :D

waddah : what is that?

me : nama orang. jordan witzigreuter. cute. muahahaha.

waddah : wth? hey! masa cuti nih jangan curang kat bill laaaa ! ;P

the rest is history. -- bill tu lead vocal TH.

this is TOKIO HOTEL.

hey, how can i forget about them?

oh, curang? nein!! they are superb.

bill - 1#

believe me waddah. he's still in my heart. LOL.

haha. nein. i just love their songs. XD

actually, i know about them when i was 14 [2008]

that is nonsense if waddah say i curang dengan diorang!! haishh. tak bolehh.

that will make 2 years i've know their music. XD and be their fan!

so, i like different kind of music.

music make me moved. XD

aku dengar je kot semua. even dulu i mean DULU, aku dengar JONAS BROTHERS!

and sekarang aku pon dengar JUSTIN BIEBER. yg nyanyi lagu baby baby baby noooo.... baby baby baby ohhhh.... HAHA. LOL. no. i'm joking. i don't like him though.

and aku pon dengar system of the down, oasis, paramore, metallica...etc..

i just love music.

even local band. like hujan, bunkface and yuna. macam diorang ni pon best gakk. :)

tapi, aku takde lah addicted sgt en.

cuma. the point is : tolonglah. jangan judge seseorang tu sebab dia suka dengar muzik ntah pape pastu korang pon judge dia yang bukan2. please. aku pernah kena. sebab aku suka benda2 macam ni, semua nak condemn aku... pehal ntahhh.... okay. BYE.

p.s aku basuh kasut hari nih! ngaa. dah bosan sgt takde wat pape. :)

p.s.s silence has been killing you, screaming deep inside of you. :0

i love this.

2010-06-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

this web is wayy to cool.

i'm stalkering this girl. because i want to know her better.

she's cute, but yet, she's living in so uncool life. BHAHAHA.

so, i ask her whatever i want.

and she keep answering all question that i gave her.

honestly, i think she's very very honest. XD

she answer it from the bottom of her heart.

[i can see it!]

enough with her. i just want to know her better. XD

oh, the best part is we can ask anything ANYTHING anonymously!

way COOL. cool. :) i mean cool. ahaha.

i don't think i wanna create mine.

because i know, there will be no one to ask me questions. HAHA.

oh, there is? tell me.

p.s bye, i want to watch moviessss :)

i do.

2010-06-06T10:22:00.004+08:00

oh, okay. i started to get bored of this holiday..

14 days left!! oh, i should enjoy it.

but hell, i can't.

so, i am wasting my time on the computer. 24/7

even yesterday, i forgot to turn off the laptop because i sleep in front of it.

lol. at that time i was chatting with remix. XD

this is what i do on my boring holiday.

Restaurant City.

this is a game.

i love to play games. :D

and drink too much of this.

nescafe'

nyummy.

the ready set.

i hear his music. :)

for some reason, i think he's cute. muahaha.

jordan~

j lostein.

i watch her on youtube.

i see her on video. she is covering tokio hotel songs.

and i begin to like her..!

yeah, i've add her on my facebook! [actually i do not talk to her. just look at her pictures!]

lol. she's beautiful

nice hair colour! nice voice. nice song~ i love 'transparent'

she's different. from others.

oh, and she's malaysian. cool en?

friendsorenemies.com

activate - yesterday. HAHA.

remix, she's the only one that tell me about this site!

how cool.

everybody know this right?

oh, i prefer tagged. because... because...

emm... all of my family members are on facebook!!

there's hell no NO i can make crazy status... XD

like 'i love you bill!!' HAHA. no im kidding.

country story.

this is a game.

i love to play games. AGAIN! :)

chatting.

oh yes. i met a few girls on tagged.from uk.

oh, cool, they talk a lot and i think they are really obsess with TH!

yeah. same me. but actually, i love their songs. cool. emo~

oh.. and najihahahaha that always makes me laugh all the time..

remix, my backup songs. yeah, she knows a lot about music. XD and 'she' too.

this is to keep myself from bored :)

p.s i do blogging too. lol. i feel bored. i do karaoke. i walk around the house like a crazy girl! HAHA.

p.s.s i clean my mess-desk... OMG! i found my poems. :) i posted it on tagged. huu. to prevent it to gone again. hihi~

freedom.

2010-06-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

ouh, dah habis dah 2 minggu exam.

see? kejap je.

dah habis. waktu berlalu dengan cepatt.

sangat!

ingat lagi. waktu first day exam,

"waaahhhh, dua minggu!!"

"aku malas [blank] nak study!!"

"ahhh, esok subjek _____??!! MY GOD!!"

lepas habis exam.

"waaaaaahhh, dah habis!!" [sambil tekan kat kalkulator scientific ' d a h h a b i s ! '

"weyh, cuti ni nak buat apa ek?"

"yahooo~~ takbir, allahhuakbar!" [islamik sikit wat ayat camni!]

haa~ camtu la.

saya jalan pergi pondok bas, dengan muka bahagia sebab kenyang sangat makan kat koop.

huhu~ pas2 naik bas. "ahhh, budak budak sek ren ada" dengan muka kecewa.

oh, tapi saya tak kisah, sebab budak kecik yang saya suka duduk kat depan saya!

ahahaaaa. ops. tak tak tak. lagho. tapi dia memang cute. :))

dan dan dan... otw balik, little monster cakap "PAK CIKK, HARI NI PERGI ESSO!!"

lagi la aku down down down down.

aiyooo. little monster yang busuk, bising, certain yang cute, tapi nakal..

haishh...pak cik singgah je, semua turun g masuk 'kedai-tmpt-pemabaziran-duit' . . HAHA.

dasyat, semua beli maggi, amek ice percuma bape byk diorang amek per orang... pas2 keropok, jajan jajan yang tak sihat... semua diorang beli...

macam dia dalam video ni...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9va1wVNizE

otw back home,

stupid lilttle monsters ni, main baling2 ais!! damn!~ sakit laaa.

dari yang duduk depan, sampai belakang.... semua baling ice..

budak sekolah menengah je baik! haha. macam aku!~ alalala.

perang ice berlaku selama setengah jam.

it's wicked!!! insane... dah la jerit2... pas2 tajam pulak tu ice nya kalau kena baling..

sejuk pulak tu, sebab hujan, pas2 ice lagi..

dah macam ala2 parti liar.... wakakakaka... tapi, tak tak.. aku tak pernah pergi parti liar.. :)

i'm clean...

haha, tak habis lagi ujian hidup hari ni.

boleh pula sampai rumah kol 4 petang.. WAHHH. HEAVEN..

BUT! die!! aku rasa cam nak mengamuk je.

sebab kunci rumah takde!!

so, aku lepak2 kat luar rumah sampai kol 7.30 malam~

wakakaka. gila temper aku... insane... mad..

i'm mad... i'm angry with my sister the monster... ahaha

tak tak. gurau je.

haha.. bape jam ek.. kira kira dalam 3jam 30minit.

aku tidur je... sampai kol 6 terbangun. h0h0..

ape punya nasib.... :((

tapi,aku tetap rasa FREEDOM dari EXAM. yahoo. alhamdulillah.

p.s pergh, memang takde orang ek nak update blog.. tau la masing2 dah nak g bercuti.. aku tahu, aku je yang terperuk dalam umah ni.... UPDATE OKAY?

lembu~

2010-06-03T19:40:00.005+08:00

the birthday girl. 1stJUNE.

last year's.

this is my darling.

yeah, actually i have a friend, that i call 'em, 'my honey' and 'my sayang'.

the clandestine. and this is one of 'em. :)

i love you you and you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKAY?

sweet sixteen! :)

i've got no time to edit this year's picture.

so, i take this picture from 'friend's bloggie' and put it here.

have a nice year! :D :D

thanks for being my friend from form 1 until now!

even though dah sekolah dengan awak dari darjah 1, and i think the first time ever kita berbual waktu darjah 6, and awak jakun gila dapat cakap ngan kita. oh, so sweet. :)

thanks juga sebab jadi mp3 yang ke4 kita! haha.

thanks sebab layan kerenah kita selama ni.

thank you lahh.

back to the topic. actually, birthday wish tuh untuk budak yang ada sejarah 'lembu'. HAHA.

ingat tak pasal HE? kita ingat auu. fanatik sangat waktu tu. SEJARAH.

nostalgia lama. i miss you.

and oh tadi! LEMBU!!

nana-chan! teruja gila kan dengar suara lembu tu. mooo~ moo~

dia kata lembu comel. cute. tapi aku tak nampak pun kekiutan ia...

haha. cite dia macam ni.

alkisah, tengah buat kertas soalan 2 BIOLOGY, stres fikir jawapan.

sampai dah macam mengamuk dan actually aku dah macam malas nak BUAT!.

dan tiba tiba,

moo~

mooo~

aku stop tulis. pandang kanan. dia pandang aku sambil senyum lebarr.

ahaha. tengok sebelah kiri. dia tengah buat muka pelik! haha.

tengok belakang, eh, ada lembu ke?

sambil tengok2 belakang~

moo~

mooo~

moooO~

dan aku gelak. siapa jadi lembu? WOI!! .

sekolah aku. memang unik. lembu ada. kelapa sawit ada. kilang sebelah sekolah pun ada.

even sekolah memandu pun boleh nampak dari building tinggi sekolah tu...

unik~ lembu... lembu.. nana-chan teruja lagi?

dia memang. teruja dengan lembu.

ada kawan aku tu lagi la. dia one of the fan of katak! and i was like. euuuww. euwww.

unik. betul. walaupun sekolah aku tersorok kat ceruk kampung tu,

banyak memori kenangan yang manis, pahit... yang aku dapat.

HAHA, hilang stres dengar lembu menge'moo'. :)

dulu dulu waktu sekolah rendah aku duduk berdekatan dengan sekolah.

dari darjah 1 aku jalan kaki g skola... sorang sorang. tak takut. dah biasa. sampai darjah 5. pastu pindah rumah sekarang ni.

dekat dengan rumah lama aku tuh, ada gak kandang lembu!

muahaha. aku suka pergi tengok lembu lembu tu.

sebab waktu kecik kecik. sume benda nak cuba.

aku sangat suka kacau lembu lembu tu.

kasik lalang dan bila dah masuk dalam mulut dia, aku tarik balik lalang tu.

ehehe! memang jahat, nakal but cute. aku lah katakan! cewwah.

ahaha. kisah si lembu.~

p.s she said that she loved how the life she's in now. but i'm very worry about her being too far away when i used to know her. even though aku tak rapat dengan dia, tapi aku still care about her. miss you baby!

stop it.

2010-05-31T19:21:00.002+08:00

PLEASE STOP THE WAR.

STOP KILLING PEOPLE, PLEASE.

PLEASE.

please...

SOMEONE, ANYONE, EVERYBODY,

PLEASE, STOP THIS!!

when it will be OVER?

-the end.