tired.

lately, i kinda feel tired.

yeah, with homeworks and classes.

not only the normal class ~ plus the night class too.

and what the hell i think i might dying because getting too tired.

sometimes i feel i want to quit everything.

and just sit and stare at those people who is busy with their life.

to be honest, i feel so empty and Zero.

i'd feel that my life is so meaningless. [sometimes]

i'm on the edge of broken.

need to fall down and get back.

but i don't think i want to get over it.

just leave me in my own world.

because i want to live in it.

being so care less about other people can makes me happy.

doesn't need to make a BAD THOUGHT ABOUT ANYONE.

just think about yourself. [the selfish in me said it.]

oh, this is what i really look like when i feel tired.

so miserable.

so tired.

so not nice :(

i just need this.

rest. sleep.

for a long time. maybe for a month to regain myself. i wish i can do that.

sleep for a month. :)

i need some time to finish and settle all these things.

to clean up the mess that i've done before.

to be a normal AGAIN.

okay, i should go to bed now. seriously, i'm very tired.

before that;

this song suit my mood now.

p.s dia memang suka perli aku. yelah, aku je lah yang selalu kena.

i lost my soul.

honey,

'emotional breakdown' need to get over.

if not, i will be sad and frust all the time.

so, smile :)

oh, and this is new picture.

i edit it.

when i have some money,

i want to make my eyes like THAT!

okay taK? HAHA.

this is the other me :)

p.s today, i lost my soul. tomorrow, i will lose my heart because hihi^^ SECRET LAA! :P

matter of time

hello, ,

feeling so stress out with homeworks and

getting tired with life.

i'm exhausted

:(

just listen to this song.

Here it goes again,

Put on that deserving tone

and don't forget that this was all your fault.

It's breathing down your neck,

you know you've got to let this go.

You're such a wreck and now it starts to show.

Cause all you can't deny

is held inside

And when we go, we say goodbye,

and then we run,

We run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.

And when we try to just get by

We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be

always wanting everything.

It's all the same that you can't ignore

Cause all you want is just to be more.

It's creeping up again.

(It's all been considered, it's a game and you're not the winner)

It's a haunting memory.

Cause all you can't deny

is held inside

And when we go, We say goodbye

and then we run,

We run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.

And when we try to just get by

We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be:

always wanting everything.

It's all the same, that you can't ignore

Cause all you want is just to be more.

Cause who you are is who you'll be,

and that is really everything.

It's all the same that you can relate.

Cause what you want's not what you're getting.

It's just a matter of time, It's just a matter of time.

It's just a matter of time, It's just a matter of time.

It's just a matter of time,

'til you know you'll be somebody tonight.

It's just a matter of time (where you are is where you'll be)

It's just a matter of time (and that is really everything)

It's just a matter of time (it's all the same that you can relate)

'Til you know you'll be somebody tonight. (cause what you want's not what you're getting)

It's just a matter of time

It's just a matter of time

italic font makes sense.

it's just a matter of time.

p.s let the music tell everything :(

'let it go murshida. . Allah is always by your side. sila tabahkan diri anda! .'

chemistry :)

cuak en tengok tajuk?

aku suka chemistry au sekarang.

:P

i'd love it :) ich liebe dich! :)

hihi^^ aku suka :)
Kimia - Melda Ahmad.

cute voice lah sayang oii. muah muah sikit! =))

[ayat muah muah tu aku nak perli seseorang snanye.]

but beyb, bukan nak perlekehkan kau tau,

cuma lawak gila write cmtu kat blog kau! :)

oh, this song is so cute.

"aku mula jatuh hati padamu.. setelah kau kata cinta padaku..."

BHAHAHA, no, i'm not in love with anyone right now.

because i don't think 'couple' can makes me happy.

i have my families.

i have my friends.

it's enough to have them by my side. :)

p.s mohd kat mentor :) haha, he's actually sekolej ngan my bro dherr. x) nani hancuss! aku lagi suka si ila :D

o.O

hey, what's up girls? [memang kena type girls je.]

haish, i feel like i'm going to DIE soon. YES i Am.

but well yeah,

i Quit.

i Give up.

i Hate.

i Frust.

i'm speechless for no reason.

today is weird actually.

i don't know why my junior ask me about my weight today?

girls, you really want to KNOW THAT?

i feel so NOT going to tell you the answer. xD

and, that person delete their tagged. xD oh so gonna miss them. x(

and.

i feel weird today. can't describe it into words. or letters.

p.s hate me please.