i miss you badly.

"Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,

if i knew you were missing me too."

hye.

now i feel very stupid. [mencarut ke saya?]

tak. cuma menyatakan sesuatu yang saya rasa sekarang.

i just want to say that.

i miss that person. very much.

no solid reason for missing that person. but....

well..

you know.. the feeling of missing someone that always be by your side..

that always care about how you feel..

even though that person make fun of you...

ahh. maybe i'm too tired to think about anything right now..

but you. :)

ja, now, i will go offline. rest. and thinking how i can use my mp3.. if there's no earphone.. geez..

old song. 2008. :) i love the lyric.

p.s ahh. the blue-falling-hearts :) eh, no.. liver?

friend of mine.

hye!.

this is what makes me feel to update today.

"name your best friend?" from Anonymous [formspring.me]

and i said in my formspring.me ; none -.- [i'm lying]

actually, i have err. best friends .

it's hard to explain.

to me. friends are....

hey, you know what.

friends doesn't need any specific label or something like that.

because, friends are just friends.

macam rossa dengan pasha ungu cakap...

"kerna sekali cintaaaaa... aku tetap cintaaaaaa....." LOL

aha! lagipon kalau nak name my best friends, macam banyak sangat. -.-

kawan kawan aku macam macam.

dan RAMAI. heee ^^

BATCH 13! :D dan awak awak kat taggies. :) dan kamu kamu di facebook... :P

so, full stop ! :)

oh dan. ini.. my other family! the Queen and the 8 princess :)

my face looks like.. a shite.. and retarded... and wth?

but yah, heyy, that's meee!

ehm. bila pertama kali kena tuka 'family' baru.

i feel so frustrated and... hate it very much..

honestly, i miss my old 'family'

-.- can't describe it into words. -.-

and sekarang. friday's night, we'll meet at somewhere in Skudai....

.. haish.. -sigh-

teramat jaoh dari rumah aku.. T^T

pastu pastu.. kena tidur rumah member...

dan saya tak suka itu.. x(

ja, ich vermisse sie alle. :((

so... ? ape aku boleh buat enn ? terima.. terima.. terima...

it's HARD. [i know you girls will read this.. but..]

whatever. i'm tired already.

FRAME.

tadi ade KRS. the first KRS yang form 4 handle.. weeeee~

gila syokk.

baju basah.. T^T

sebab hujan.. lecak.. euw.. euw..

dan form 4 buat FRAME. dari kertas..

penat gaduh dengan she.. nak pakai gam ke.. nak pakai tape..

-.- haishh.

dan hasilnyaaa. WHOAA.

tapi takde gamba hehh. :P

so, ja.. KRS kene best ek lepas ni..

walaupon actually i do hate KRS !

haha, ketua seksyen yang buat bunga kertas je tao... :D

korang kena dengar lagu friend of mine - lily ellen cantik! :)

sangat sarkastik. :P

p.s SANTHIEYYY. asal tak boleh gune youtube ni?? asek tak jadi je... T^T tolong la girlfriend you ni... HAHA...

ice flowers.

4 days ago; last update.

i've been very busy. with err. the same things i mentioned before. -sigh-

homeworks. school. everything. conclusion; i'm exhausted! never feel like this before.

even when i was 15, PMR, i felt very relax and... not so busy like NOW.

anyway, ice flowers by eisblume.

whoa, i like. beautiful. song. singer. lyric.

what's more? i just love this song.

i put it on my tagged account.

see? HAHA, feeling je dengar! romantic. :P

beautiful? YES she IS! :D

Eisblume :)

with her band i guess?

she does look 'NORMAL' right? YES, she's NOT.

she cover this song too. ah, both; SUPERB! :D

ah, someone ask me how i know her.

geez, youtube :)

my hobby is youtube walking. :P

lyric Ice Flowers by Eisblume

The day flies hasty from the sky

I watch the people walking by

The loneliness grows a moment

I wonder what you're hiding from

The evening's changing color now

Like a chameleon knows how

Another shape is safe to tell us

That we can't feel safe here

We know that in is time when

The moon appears all covered by the clouds

We are like ice flowers

We blossom in the night

We are like ice flowers

Beauty faded in the light

We are like ice flowers

Darkness is on our side

Ice flowers blossom in the night

The day comes back

We say goodbye

The hard like in my eyes

It's cold and silence is gone

I know we have to carry on

I'm longing for the nights disguise

It comes to take away our live

Another shape is safe to tell us

That we can't feel safe here

We know that in is time when

The moon appears uncover by the clouds

We are like ice flowers

We blossom in the night

We are like ice flowers

Beauty faded in the light

We are like ice flowers

Darkness is on our side

Ice flowers blossom in the night

Ice flower

We are like ice flowers

In the night

We are like ice flowers

We blossom in the night

We are like ice flowers

Beauty faded in the light

We are like ice flowers

Darkness is on our side

Ice flowers blossom in the night

p.s weewwiitt. mama and my sisters bought some kain for our baju raya! :) yeah, i have two. both is BLUE. and black and white. geez. EMO ! HAHA.

i forgot when was the last time i wear blue-baju kurung. xD

mind.

hey, it's good to be back. :)

and today topic. MIND.

everyone can think what's right for themselves.

but, sometimes, they make mistakes right?

why can't you forgive them?

is it necessary for insulting them just because they made a mistakes?

i mean REALLY? o.o can you imagine your FRIENDS, say anything bad behind your back?

geez, i just can't accept it.

for god sake,

it's a sin to say all the stuff you said to them.

it's unacceptable.

if you can't accept what they did to you, what about you just confront with them?

it's simple as that. :)

i think i agree with this post.

"some people don't know what they're talking about, right? I feel like shooting some thought bullets inside their mind! Talking and advising doesn't seems good and nice for them. Maybe bullets would do. Yeah, I think bullets are the best. Bullets are fast, small and sharp. Yeah, maybe it's the best."

I know it's hard to forgive and forget just like that.

but at least, try to accept their opinions.

THINK OUT OF THE BOX lahh!

don't think that this LIFE IS ALL ABOUT YOU okay?

be realistic and cool.

i think i should stop before i make that person mad.

but please, somethimes, you have to be a humble person so that everyone will love you.

ja, the old song.

my advice ; MIND YOUR WORDS okay darling? yeah, me too i guess. i make mistakes too. so, I'm sorry ! :)

p.s 2 days left! okay okay. i will stop now. eh NO, EISBLUME is AWESOME!

key.

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tick... tock... tick... tock.. time is passing by...

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wait, why i type ' that? geez.

i'm thinking and wondering something.

type deviantart.com on search engine.

and i type.. 'key'.. on deviant.

then i found this. it's wicked!

i want that too.

actually, i did copy many pictures of key.

and talk about key..

key 1.

i love the wings!

as you know, i always draw wings in my sketches.

eh NO, you don't know.

key 2.

love the colour.

red red :) and the sword :O

wicked!

key 3.

love the design.

looks like a cardcaptor sakura's sword thingy. xD

key 4.

for some reason i do love stars :)

maybe because of that tragedy to her. x)

te heee. my bro he's using my YM.

then,

my bro IM with her.

"tgh makan kuaci sambil kira bintang!"

she just like... "what the heck i'm talking about"

-the rest is HISTORY.-

and whenever we talk about stars,

we'll remember this funny tragedy.

hihi^^

i think she's the only one that trust me whatever i've said to her.

lucky me to have friend like her!

even if i say i have MTV World Stage's tickets!

key . conclusion.

i am wondering .

maybe i should find the master key to unlock your master heart!

today punya lagu! auuww. sweet sgt!

*for a couple hours, i search a song that suit with this post.

and i think this is it! yeah, enjoy~

"loneliness is just a crime..." that is very TRUE!

p.s wait, lock and key ... OMG! it's biology. enzyme topic.. geez. hey, i do love biology oke? siapa kate biology ta best? HAHA.