Sunday, August 1, 2010

big event.

new profile picture at tagged.

the big event is choral speaking and readers theater :D
glad it was OVER.
but now i miss to practice the CS.
so, the tournament held at Open University, Johor.
in front of the sea :)

we got 2nd place for choral speaking,
and 3rd place for our readers theater.

okay, honestly, it was nerve-wrecking!
especially the readers theater.
ah, i don't think i do my best :(

and for the choral speaking,
whoa! i'm so surprised that everyone in the hall were so QUIET!
ehem. it was very, VERY fast choral speaking ever!

i guess, all of us, did our BEST!.
thanks for the compliments. :)
EC, SDARY, MP, and SMKA you guys rock too :)

and Hajar, y'know what, i did actually told your juniors [form 4 students from ur school now]
that you're my sister, and they said they know you! hah, they actually form 1 and you're form 5 at that time. :) you're old now. blehh!~ :P

ah, i think i do love choral speaking from the champion!
even they DO made an excessive movements, so what right?
they are the best. i think la.
the best part is... nanana(happy tree friends) [oh god, so cutee!]
i will remember that. :))

well, YPJ-OUM choral speaking and readers theater are done.
the next big event is Drama and Debate. :) hopefully we can do better!

to cameramen, teachers [Sir Azhar, U Fazliaton, U Mawa, U Ahmad], suppoters :)
thanks a LOT. oh. important peoples, my classmate!
danke schon!

okay, lagu yang paling best tuk decribe how we feel when we was doing our performance!


p.s i will never forget my script! "hey you know what?! Lady Gagah is actually a GUY!"
bleh, my voice gone for 3 secs : i did forget the last part -.- huhh.
whatever. we still won it :P

Friday, July 30, 2010

lies

the truth is. . .


i do lie. to. .
myself
you.
them.

because truths is so painful.
they bite. they kick me out from myself.
i wish.
i am a fairytale.



reality is so strange. . .

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

scream!

HOMEWORKS.
esp add math :(

i wish you don't exist in my life.

TIRED,
exhausted.

i hope i can get over you.

YOU.
him. my monster,

i should forget about you too.

INTERNET,
laptop.

i do HATE you. because you keep calling my name!

LAZY,
sleepy head.

i wish you're gone.

MONEY,
materialistic.

please don't make me obsess to you lah!

p.s SCREAM, till you feel it. SCREAM, till you believe it. and when it hurt you SCREAM it out loud.


babe, i do miss this song very much!
i don't have earphone to use my mp3. x(

the old voice of Bill Kaulitz. :) still, great!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

strange.

BILL kaulitz. oh. murshida should get over him. but.
-sigh- i can't. xD
hye. today.
i found something very. very intresting song.
i love the lyric actually. and the singer.
guess who..?
Kerli feat Tokio Hotel. :D :D i love both !



it's strange. yeah. i feel strange.
with my situation now.
i feel so sick of everyone. and myself.

yeah. myself.
the one who wants her dreams comes true. but yet.
she doesn't do anything to achieve it.

she keep blaming herself for everything that goes wrong.
even though. it's not her fault.

she feels very afraid to face the reality.
she locks her heart in empty cold room. just for keep herself safe from the obstacles.
but yet.
she feels very lonely.

and it's strange.
yeah. strange.

she doesn't want to face her fears.
the fears keep haunting her. but she doesn't do anything.

okay. let the truths hid behind all these words.

p.s i feel so strange in your perfect world. sorry. but i don't want to change.

prefect and narrator.

hye.

yesterday.
ada kelas English-YPJ tu.
dan yeah. best. because. kami hanya berlatih choral speaking dan readers theater!
whoa. so excited :D

but well. . .
we need to practice a LOT.
bacause, nanti ada yang kene hiccup!

we had so much FUN!
and.. Tired too. :( and sleepy. [me ONLY!]
tu laa. tidur lagi lambat semalam.

actually, bukan tidur lambat. [ttbe teringat budak bahasa baku tu!!. imy! MUAHAHA.]
can't sleep. because of the black shadow is haunting me.. geez. crap!
well, now, kinda... err. sleepy.. but tu la.. tak tidur lagi.. :D

lepas update ni tido eh...

Readers Theater :)
The King and Merchant are reading their their script

and me. the black red one, be the Narrator 2.
Sir Azhar aways picks me!

Choral Speaking :D

"hey YOU! i want complete silence NOW! stop talking NOW!!"
haha. my script. -.-"
penat berdiri!

ni apa yang akan terjadi bila Sir kasik rehat sebentar.
semua bukak facebook. :)
termasuk saya.

tapi dalam gamba ni.. budak ni tgh chattng ngan aku. HAHA. sedangkan aku duduk depan dia je.
look, how excited she IS!

well, that's all for now. ops.
ja. The Great Escape! wohooooo~




p.s i feel like... i want to kill him. i wonder. . why i do hate him very much..