Rain

hye,

do you know that my favorite weather is RAIN?

oh, i just love it!

H2O ,

thunder ,

dark skies ,

and i love how it sound like ,

must hear

what a song.
i asked ermm, jamie who wrote this song.
yeah, it's about 'family problems'

i want to run away from this house.

somewhere to hide.. and wishing for the conflictS to solve itself.

i almost believe that all these things will solve. by itself.

but.. it almost impossible..

they're getting worse..

my wishing stars can't grant my wish.

thanks stars, i will leave you.. BYE.

things are easier said than done eh?

i feel like giving up.

can we be just a normal family?

can we?

do we need to blame everyone else?

do we?

i'm not transparent at all.

you can't see me. i mean ME, MYSELF, inside of me.

precious HEART. because i lost my soul.

just a past few years ago..

it just me who wants to hide it from everyone..

i know i'm hypocrites.. so what?

there's no one care right..

so;

sorry for the fake smiles.

sorry for all mistakes that i've done to anyone, you and haters, and lovers.

p.s i feel pathetic. it just making the situation getting worse and worse. where did i go wrong?

bf.

dear blog,

hye everyone!

i miss someone.

friendS , ich vermisse dich!

someone. called friend.

someone who makes me annoy

we actually, argue many things

for the past few years,

when we were 14, i still remember you,

made some noise in class,

and i did actually scold you to shut the hell up

and then we started arguing . how silly we ARE!

but you've changed a LOT, i like you, the old ones .

i hate that how you have changed THIS much!

and.

someone. who's very very energetic person,

she got a LOT of energy,

always gave me advice ['gave' because now, she rarely talk to me now -.-"]

she IS VERY OPTIMIST person,

just so not like me,

who always think about 'dark side'

PESSIMIST ? i am.

i miss her laughters, geeez

and..

i miss you !

you yang duduk kelas sebelah i dulu.

tapi dah pindah kelas hujung sana..

yang dulu2 kacau budak pendrive sama2. x)

haha, APA LAGI?

balas2 komen kat tagged?

send2 email sebab entah kenapa tak terfikir nak guna YM je?

how silly we are.

how HAPPY we are.

but now. i don't think we can do the same things again.

you've changed.

i don't.

it seems so awkward to hang out with you.

but well, i miss you THREE.

-____, [ego lah katekan!]

-qilah

-____ alaa, korang tau punya lahhhhh.

p.s hahha, stop ketawa dengan tak ikhlas ye diri. kesian orang buat lawak tapi awak gelak 2 dekah je. -.-" MISKIIN!! = kesian.

sick

hye,

salam,

i'm counting days now.

school is not the best place now.

except for the gossips and friends.

argh, i'm getting so stress out about homeworks,

teachers, people, weather etc etc. .

weather? yeaah, so hot until i can't bear it anymore.

i want to move out, somewhere, ice, snow? maybe.

homeworks? they are a LOTS.

i'm not enjoyed doing that things anymoreeee.

i lose my focus, and concentration in class,

because i'm too tired,

and people around me who made me feel like this.

teachers? more teachers, more homeworks.

well, i need to do my best?

but how?

i always fall asleep in class.

i love to sketch things on paper while teachers do explanation about how this elements bond with other elements?

sorry, i don't understand a THING. a SINGLE THINGS. sheessh!

i'm getting worse worse.

worse year ever.

-emotional breakdown,

-i'm sick of everything that happened in this house, or actually, it's my family.

-seniors are suck. [certain of you] i dislike you and you. sorry.

-people love love and love to judge me? back off you haters!

-i'm getting more lazy and lazy and lazyy. x( damn you.

-i think i lost something but i don't know what is it.

thank you for everything.

i think i want to delete this thing [my blog]

maybe SOMEDAY.

p.s welcome to my life *singing* ade chords tak? jom search....

no you don't know what it's like... to be like ME.

my friend once said..

' i don't want any best friendS '

me

' yeah, me too '

i tried, but i failed. so, i'm better off on my own. don't try to find me anywhere.

i wish

hye everyone.

hum.. where should i start?

okay, let's see... [thinking]

today, i went to school,

for YPJ-boring-class-sometimes?

i did fall asleep in the class.

since i haaaaatteeee to hear people read books, while i can read it myself.

hee, sorry.

i end up,with, so-not good looking [SLEEPY]

and... the last person that went back home, geez

i wish they were punctual -.-"

and..

currently, learning how to play a guitar.

they don't like it anyway. i think so laah.

and i don't know why..

'did i grow up according to plan?'

i wish, they understand me more.

next..

i wish, i can turn back time when i was in form 3.

because i begin to hate that i'm form 4 now.

and it's hard. . actually, school is really HARD, because we have to do our homeworks

like FOREVER? until next year actually . yeaa. and then no schools ;D

the most annoying thing is i have to meet them, those hypocrites everyday.

so,

the next thing is,

i wish, i am not Myself.

it's hard to be ME,

while i have to pretend in front of them.

p.s mandi malam2 pukul 12 best seyyh, sejuk je air ;)

Sam Tsui - Don't Want An Ending

hye,
today was totally a BORING DAY ever.
neopets, facebook, formspring, blogger.... the same things go around. everyday..
i need something.. to explore..

so, YOUTUBE WALKING time!! ;D

type 'hey monday' HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW is cool ;)
enough dancing with paramore songs and hey monday..
and yeah, 'nothin' on you' :D ;D
*dance dance* ;D

tired... need to chill..
slow songs.. J'lostein. :)

and then..

pop summer medley :) BEST! SUPERB! i'm abusing the replay button!! hee :)
and then.. click click.
i found this cute?, beautiful? song! SWEET !

you've got to hear this! :D

Lyrics :

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Ooohhh…

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don’t ask me how
I don’t know
We’ll be home tomorrow
But a thousand miles too far away
Say you won’t forget and i’ll be okay

At least tonight
It’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything i need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Till the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

Don’t want an ending…

The days turn to hours
And it’s just a moment before they go
I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

As the years look past us
If we lose track,
Or lose the fight,

I will search forever
To find a way back..

To tonight
Where it’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything I need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

We said “see ya later”
But I know there’s no where we’re
Around here again (yeah)
And every until next time
Feels like one bad punch line
And I don’t want that again

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around

(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
(Noo) I
Don’t want an ending
(All out of time)
Don’t want an ending
Don’t want an ending

yes, i don't want an ending.
for something beautiful, happy moments i've ever had.
let's stop now. :)

p.s god, my homeworks need to be settle. ASAP! and yeaah, i need to find my wallet too. WHERE ARE YOU?!