short.

hye!

*ttbe dah tak tahu nak post macam mana*

lencana2 baju 4 blom jahit,

tudong hitam tak jahit lagi. dan,, dan. AKU MANA LAH RETI GUNA MESIN JAHIT!!

esok Camping.

-.-"

lapar lah,

dah dah.

nak off.

takde mood dah nak post bila tengok komen diorang yang EUW, YUCKS,

DISGUSTING,

IRRITATING,

ANNOYING,

okay, jangan kutok diorang lagi.

p.s ikhtilatlah lagi, dapat tambah dosa? boo. [pesanan untuk diri sendiri juga]

layan japp :)

even though aku tak sePERFECT korang,

aku masih tahu siapa aku. (:

dan, lagu ni, BEST!

hum,
this got me thinking.

october

hey,

dah masuk october rupenye.

hmmmm.

pantasnya masa berlalu.

eheem, atas demand budak ni,

ye, saya tahu saya lambat nak wish,

selamat hari lahir. yang ke 16. Nur Dalila :)

dah dah, cukop la jadi kaki lelaki yeee :P

mine, menyusul nanti.

waktu exam. huhhhh~

kene buat wishlist ke?

takyah la. dah lama tak sambut pon. [haha, sedey kan bunyinye? sobs]

'Syawal dah nak habis lah awak. dah habis puasa enam?'

'dah',

'jelousnyaa'

-.-"

'mukhayyam?? malasnyaa nak pergi'

'jangan malas, think positive'

'macam mana kalau tak boleh?'

'awak nak lepaskan peluang sekali setahun ni ke?'

'study, study, class lagi, drama lagi, macam2 nak buat'

'tapi kenapa tak start?'

p.s Murshida is tired :(

fatigué

hye, dalila, miss me huh?

hehe, takde lah, joking,

:)

this is how i feel right now.

T^T

tired.

drama,

exam,

camping,

studying,

this is all CRAP!!

i don't want to get any Gs, or Es, or Ds x)

and neither Cs. B is OKAY,

A :D :D

i'm running out of time. T^T

okay, heee, click this link.

http://www.formspring.me/eishajar/q/1213571220

okay, funny.

meh saya buat penjelasan.

i'm not EMO,

haish, i don't do label laa.

people should not to :)

and... i don't know which one gamba yang aku nampak EMO,

and, heyy, ade ke gamba EMO aku? takde kaaan?

oh, budak yang tanya tu baca blog aku ke?

okay la, if you read this.,

i just want to say, i'm not an emo kid.

cuma... i love black and white colours which , ahhh, people relate it wih emo style.. and so on..

and.. my blog.. most of the post, takde la emo mana..

cuma baru2 ni je. macam, penat, sengsara, semua ada.

so, jadi macam, orang tersalah faham plak, aku budak emo,

so, don't judge me, DONT, DON'T, DON'T :)

aku happy je kot.

cuma yelaaa, manusia, ada macam2 perasaan.

ada banyak persepsi, pendapat dan pendirian masing :)

so, i don't mind sangat la if ade orang nak cakap

'f u' kat formspring aku dulu HAHA.

orang macam tu patut get a life laa,

sibuk dengan hidop orang je tau. :)

p.s the gazette is an ART!! i started to fond them !! cassis, the invisible wall, chizuru, ape lagi huh? tapi memang best lah! credit dekat homeroom teacher :)

i love their outfits, make-ups and hair!! and of course the guitarist and the bassist!! :D

Rain

hye,

do you know that my favorite weather is RAIN?

oh, i just love it!

H2O ,

thunder ,

dark skies ,

and i love how it sound like ,

must hear

what a song.
i asked ermm, jamie who wrote this song.
yeah, it's about 'family problems'

i want to run away from this house.

somewhere to hide.. and wishing for the conflictS to solve itself.

i almost believe that all these things will solve. by itself.

but.. it almost impossible..

they're getting worse..

my wishing stars can't grant my wish.

thanks stars, i will leave you.. BYE.

things are easier said than done eh?

i feel like giving up.

can we be just a normal family?

can we?

do we need to blame everyone else?

do we?

i'm not transparent at all.

you can't see me. i mean ME, MYSELF, inside of me.

precious HEART. because i lost my soul.

just a past few years ago..

it just me who wants to hide it from everyone..

i know i'm hypocrites.. so what?

there's no one care right..

so;

sorry for the fake smiles.

sorry for all mistakes that i've done to anyone, you and haters, and lovers.

p.s i feel pathetic. it just making the situation getting worse and worse. where did i go wrong?

bf.

dear blog,

hye everyone!

i miss someone.

friendS , ich vermisse dich!

someone. called friend.

someone who makes me annoy

we actually, argue many things

for the past few years,

when we were 14, i still remember you,

made some noise in class,

and i did actually scold you to shut the hell up

and then we started arguing . how silly we ARE!

but you've changed a LOT, i like you, the old ones .

i hate that how you have changed THIS much!

and.

someone. who's very very energetic person,

she got a LOT of energy,

always gave me advice ['gave' because now, she rarely talk to me now -.-"]

she IS VERY OPTIMIST person,

just so not like me,

who always think about 'dark side'

PESSIMIST ? i am.

i miss her laughters, geeez

and..

i miss you !

you yang duduk kelas sebelah i dulu.

tapi dah pindah kelas hujung sana..

yang dulu2 kacau budak pendrive sama2. x)

haha, APA LAGI?

balas2 komen kat tagged?

send2 email sebab entah kenapa tak terfikir nak guna YM je?

how silly we are.

how HAPPY we are.

but now. i don't think we can do the same things again.

you've changed.

i don't.

it seems so awkward to hang out with you.

but well, i miss you THREE.

-____, [ego lah katekan!]

-qilah

-____ alaa, korang tau punya lahhhhh.

p.s hahha, stop ketawa dengan tak ikhlas ye diri. kesian orang buat lawak tapi awak gelak 2 dekah je. -.-" MISKIIN!! = kesian.