Saturday, September 25, 2010

Rain

hye,
do you know that my favorite weather is RAIN?
oh, i just love it!
H2O ,
thunder ,
dark skies ,
and i love how it sound like ,

must hear


what a song.
i asked ermm, jamie who wrote this song.
yeah, it's about 'family problems'

i want to run away from this house.
somewhere to hide.. and wishing for the conflictS to solve itself.
i almost believe that all these things will solve. by itself.
but.. it almost impossible..
they're getting worse..

my wishing stars can't grant my wish.
thanks stars, i will leave you.. BYE.
things are easier said than done eh?

i feel like giving up.
can we be just a normal family?
can we?
do we need to blame everyone else?
do we?

i'm not transparent at all.
you can't see me. i mean ME, MYSELF, inside of me.
precious HEART. because i lost my soul.
just a past few years ago..

it just me who wants to hide it from everyone..
i know i'm hypocrites.. so what?
there's no one care right..

so;

sorry for the fake smiles.
sorry for all mistakes that i've done to anyone, you and haters, and lovers.

p.s i feel pathetic. it just making the situation getting worse and worse. where did i go wrong?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

yes. things easier said then done. i might not know what u've been through. but what i knew... everything happens for a reason and no problems can't solve. so,live your life! ;)

murshida said...

arigatougozaimasu :)