sick

hye,

salam,

i'm counting days now.

school is not the best place now.

except for the gossips and friends.

argh, i'm getting so stress out about homeworks,

teachers, people, weather etc etc. .

weather? yeaah, so hot until i can't bear it anymore.

i want to move out, somewhere, ice, snow? maybe.

homeworks? they are a LOTS.

i'm not enjoyed doing that things anymoreeee.

i lose my focus, and concentration in class,

because i'm too tired,

and people around me who made me feel like this.

teachers? more teachers, more homeworks.

well, i need to do my best?

but how?

i always fall asleep in class.

i love to sketch things on paper while teachers do explanation about how this elements bond with other elements?

sorry, i don't understand a THING. a SINGLE THINGS. sheessh!

i'm getting worse worse.

worse year ever.

-emotional breakdown,

-i'm sick of everything that happened in this house, or actually, it's my family.

-seniors are suck. [certain of you] i dislike you and you. sorry.

-people love love and love to judge me? back off you haters!

-i'm getting more lazy and lazy and lazyy. x( damn you.

-i think i lost something but i don't know what is it.

thank you for everything.

i think i want to delete this thing [my blog]

maybe SOMEDAY.

p.s welcome to my life *singing* ade chords tak? jom search....

no you don't know what it's like... to be like ME.

my friend once said..

' i don't want any best friendS '

me

' yeah, me too '

i tried, but i failed. so, i'm better off on my own. don't try to find me anywhere.

i wish

hye everyone.

hum.. where should i start?

okay, let's see... [thinking]

today, i went to school,

for YPJ-boring-class-sometimes?

i did fall asleep in the class.

since i haaaaatteeee to hear people read books, while i can read it myself.

hee, sorry.

i end up,with, so-not good looking [SLEEPY]

and... the last person that went back home, geez

i wish they were punctual -.-"

and..

currently, learning how to play a guitar.

they don't like it anyway. i think so laah.

and i don't know why..

'did i grow up according to plan?'

i wish, they understand me more.

next..

i wish, i can turn back time when i was in form 3.

because i begin to hate that i'm form 4 now.

and it's hard. . actually, school is really HARD, because we have to do our homeworks

like FOREVER? until next year actually . yeaa. and then no schools ;D

the most annoying thing is i have to meet them, those hypocrites everyday.

so,

the next thing is,

i wish, i am not Myself.

it's hard to be ME,

while i have to pretend in front of them.

p.s mandi malam2 pukul 12 best seyyh, sejuk je air ;)

Sam Tsui - Don't Want An Ending

hye,
today was totally a BORING DAY ever.
neopets, facebook, formspring, blogger.... the same things go around. everyday..
i need something.. to explore..

so, YOUTUBE WALKING time!! ;D

type 'hey monday' HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW is cool ;)
enough dancing with paramore songs and hey monday..
and yeah, 'nothin' on you' :D ;D
*dance dance* ;D

tired... need to chill..
slow songs.. J'lostein. :)

and then..

pop summer medley :) BEST! SUPERB! i'm abusing the replay button!! hee :)
and then.. click click.
i found this cute?, beautiful? song! SWEET !

you've got to hear this! :D

Lyrics :

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Ooohhh…

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don’t ask me how
I don’t know
We’ll be home tomorrow
But a thousand miles too far away
Say you won’t forget and i’ll be okay

At least tonight
It’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything i need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Till the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

Don’t want an ending…

The days turn to hours
And it’s just a moment before they go
I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

As the years look past us
If we lose track,
Or lose the fight,

I will search forever
To find a way back..

To tonight
Where it’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything I need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

We said “see ya later”
But I know there’s no where we’re
Around here again (yeah)
And every until next time
Feels like one bad punch line
And I don’t want that again

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around

(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
(Noo) I
Don’t want an ending
(All out of time)
Don’t want an ending
Don’t want an ending

yes, i don't want an ending.
for something beautiful, happy moments i've ever had.
let's stop now. :)

p.s god, my homeworks need to be settle. ASAP! and yeaah, i need to find my wallet too. WHERE ARE YOU?!

cerite saya!

hye, dah 6 hari tak update awak!

so, my hari raya takde la se-BEST korang punya.

everything, NORMAL sahaja.

except - AMIN yang takde jer la.

takpe, semua ni akan mengajar awak erti pengorbanan kaaann? :)

this is me. tembam dah. ;))

here my journey from JOHOR

-Perak - Kedah - Perlis - Perak - Kuala Lumpur - Johor (HOME!)

secara rasminya,

saya dah jelajah seluruh semenanjung Malaysia. :))

it takes 16 years laa nak jelajah.

perlis memang negeri yang paling akhir saya jejak ;)

the best damn thingS waktu raya

-FOODS!

damn, waktu Ramadhan, perghh, punye la liat nak makan..

waktu Raya, everything depan mate semua nakkk!!

one fact; aku sakit perot sebab makan banyak sangat. pastu mengamuk kat perot sendiri. x)

-PHOTOSHOOT!

-RELATIVES. [meet them setahun sekali dherrr]

and... ape lagi?

-DUIT RAYA is not the best thing though. sebab..

dah bape tahun sey duit raya tak cecah RM 50?

believe me... :(( sad. pathetic! geez.

okay. i think tu jer la.

yang the worst ever yang terjadi waktu kat negeri orang tu..

JALAN SESAK GILAAA!.

hari ahad rasenye.

waktu tu dari perlis ke Perak.

gerak dalam kol 3 PM. arrived 12 AM.

bape jam seyh stuck.. around.. 9 hours? on the road....

no RnR.

sampai ade orang tu dia tak tahan sangat nak pegi tandas,

dia pergi tepi jalan, buang air kat situ.. x)

aku takkan lupe seyh . .

1 jam on the car, 1o km je gerak.

masuk tv beyb sesak jalaaan ni. JAMMED.

semuanya sebab ade bas park on the road tuuu. wth.

eishh, lepas ni aku takkan pergi RnR Sg. Perak. HAAAA.

da la tak makan sejak tengah hari tu. sheesh. sabar je laaa.

okay. saya rasa tu je ;)

BYE!

p.s jenn, snanye enn, kterang mmg nak pegi pon rumah awak,

tapi sebab jammed ni la kterang lambat sampai and tak jadi nak pergi! :((

i want II

i want this album!!

PARAMORE - Brand New Eyes.

:D

haha, i'm ABUSING the replay button on youtube !

Lyrics:
I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

Well, I can see behind the curtain
(I can see it now)
The wheels are cranking, turning
It's all wrong, the way we're working
Towards a goal that's non-existent
It's not existent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off
Just turn it off
Again, again, again

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom (x2)

p.s haishh, bila nak reti main gitar ni? HAHA. oh yeah, lagu paramore semua make sense. macam when it rains T^T

*malam ni balik kamung wooohhh~ Perak, here i come..!