Sunday, October 31, 2010

Boats and Birds

hey,
urghh, i can't stop blogging. damn. tomorrow will be Addmath's paper. and Tafsir..
that need to be read and memorize.. but i don't know..
i stare at the books.. and.. walk away from it.
i just did it..

geez. there's something that make me..
feels like.. giving up.. and tired.. lazy..

plus that..
it's just makes me think about something else..
it just stuck on my head.. i can't erase it.. completely..
but i have to.. i try once.. but can't..

tett.

so my dear,
>.>

i said before, i want to study addmath with my mom..
and suddenly something came up.. and i don't why i'm still here..
in front of the computer.. duhh..

he's just did it again.. and my mom, have to go there immediately.. [so, i decided not to study [?]]

maybe he DID it PURPOSELY..
i think he is just being like that,
to attracts others.. boo.. err, i'm free care anyway..

everyone know i hate him..
even my mom and dad.. [maybe?]
who cares anyway?

Boats and Birds by
when 'metal head' change her mood into this..... layan.. layan...

LIKE.LIKE.LIKE.



p.s i LOVE my new WHITE SSSNNEEEAAKKKKERRRRR ! and.. aaa.. i can't imagine next year..
i will not stay at home.. Hostel. o.O [??!!] nanti nak tengok movie sume macam mana? kene basuh baju sendiri.. dan.. Cik T.. i hope Cik T dan anak-anak dah pindah ke tempat lain.. PLEASEEEEEE.

p.s.s lepas habis exam, memang akan buat marathon MOVIES AND belajar mainnnnn Guitar sampai powerrrr. haha, jana~

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Electrolysis.

hey, today, attended chemistry class at rumah Cikgu Mahani a.k.a mak Qarie.

serious, BEST. BEST.
aku rasa kalau orang yang tak suka Chemistry tu, mesti suka dah lepas ni.
ahaha, selama ni mana suka subjek SUSAH-NAK-MASUK-DALAM-KEPALA-DAN-HATI.

TAPI, lepas ini, dah berazam TAK NAK FAIL. lagi.
err, err. :((

ehm, so, kami, dalam 14 orang gitu, Ittihad and Imtithal
belajar bersama. errrghhh.

meletup.
memeningkan.
dan macam-macam kerenah.

dari pukul 9.30 AM - 4.15 PM gitu.
belajar non-stop. eh ade lah jugak Stop.
solat, makan. tu jer.

Acid = substance that ionises in water to produce... hydrogen ion..
Base = ... sama macam acid. tapi... produce hydroxide ion kan? x)

betulah Beliau cakap.. Chemistry tak sesusah yang aku fikir.

Electrolysis yang tak pernah faham.. dan.. dah faham dah sekarang..

Daniell Cell.. Hidayah Cell. [?]

Alhamdulillah.
tinggal nak revise benda2 yang perlu revise JE.

p.s well, K_h_ _n. [?]
i'm sick of that word. [noktah] i don't know what is that thing actually.
[OKay lah. tipu. kalau tak, buat apa baca Fiqh kannn?]

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

thinking

hye,
-tengah berehat dari study.
ye, kejap je online. tahu tahu,
kejap lagi off.

ehem, so, tajuk hari ni, 'berfikir'.

thinking
kenapa semua soalan perlukan jawapan?

bukan menolak. tetapi mahu membantu.
tetapi awak tidak mahu.
kenapa? kerana saya bukan seorang yang layak?
tidak. kerana awak orang yang terpilih.
awak dah dapat peluang, kenapa harus tolak?

saya rasa saya tidak layak berada di situ.
boleh beri pada orang lain?
tidak. awak perlu yakin.
saya tidak mampu.
tidak mampu menghadapi sesuatu di luar jangkaan.

saya hanya mampu menanti hari itu.
dan berharap yang terbaik.
kadang-kadang, saya rasa,
awak lebih layak.

suka sangat lirik ni. :(
Hayley, awak patut nyanyi lagu ini untuk saya. heee.


p.s setiap kali saya online facebook, saya akan pergi ke page awak. awak tahu kenapa? sebab saya rindu awak. HAHA. saya = stalker awak. cis. cis.

ingin tahu kenapa saya tulis bahasa baku? kerana, saya mahu cuba translate page ni kepada bahasa Inggeris.

*dah buat. lawak nak mati terjemahan blog ni. HAHAHA.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

tersampuk.

hye,

"bukanlah aku sengaja, melindungi rasa di jiwa..."

"wey, dah cukup2 la tu nyanyi lagu tu."

lama2 aku pon tersampuk jugak dengar lagu tu.
-.-"




MY LOVE by WESTLIFE
this is soooo lame!
but but, WESTLIFE IS GREATTTT! :D



"An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far."


p.s okay, jangan ditanya mana pergi lagu Tokio Hotel/Cartel/Hey Monday/A7X. err, post ni. err. ERRR. j____g. :')

Saturday, October 23, 2010

happy birthday to me

number doesn't matter.
cake does matter. o.O

thanks guys! for the wishes. and gifts. and skittles , lotion?! HAHA.
[skittles - eaten by munzir!! god, aku dapat makan bape ketul jee T^T]

hum, yeah, happy HAPPY HAPPY crap belated BIRTHDAY!

thank you Allah
thanks mom.
thanks dad.
thanks friends.
thanks anonymous.
thanks strangers.
thanks lovers.
thanks haters? [hey, i hate you too.]

so, no party, no cakes, YEAH NO CAKES! shesh, i longed for it! haha,
nyummy. hey, fatSSS oh crap. but but SUGAR IS THE BEST DAMN THING.
oh !

am i that happy? no, that day was miserable !
haha, tidurlah lagi pukul 3 pagi. padan muka.

p.s i wish i can know you better ;)