Rain

hye,

do you know that my favorite weather is RAIN?

oh, i just love it!

H2O ,

thunder ,

dark skies ,

and i love how it sound like ,

must hear

what a song.
i asked ermm, jamie who wrote this song.
yeah, it's about 'family problems'

i want to run away from this house.

somewhere to hide.. and wishing for the conflictS to solve itself.

i almost believe that all these things will solve. by itself.

but.. it almost impossible..

they're getting worse..

my wishing stars can't grant my wish.

thanks stars, i will leave you.. BYE.

things are easier said than done eh?

i feel like giving up.

can we be just a normal family?

can we?

do we need to blame everyone else?

do we?

i'm not transparent at all.

you can't see me. i mean ME, MYSELF, inside of me.

precious HEART. because i lost my soul.

just a past few years ago..

it just me who wants to hide it from everyone..

i know i'm hypocrites.. so what?

there's no one care right..

so;

sorry for the fake smiles.

sorry for all mistakes that i've done to anyone, you and haters, and lovers.

p.s i feel pathetic. it just making the situation getting worse and worse. where did i go wrong?

bf.

dear blog,

hye everyone!

i miss someone.

friendS , ich vermisse dich!

someone. called friend.

someone who makes me annoy

we actually, argue many things

for the past few years,

when we were 14, i still remember you,

made some noise in class,

and i did actually scold you to shut the hell up

and then we started arguing . how silly we ARE!

but you've changed a LOT, i like you, the old ones .

i hate that how you have changed THIS much!

and.

someone. who's very very energetic person,

she got a LOT of energy,

always gave me advice ['gave' because now, she rarely talk to me now -.-"]

she IS VERY OPTIMIST person,

just so not like me,

who always think about 'dark side'

PESSIMIST ? i am.

i miss her laughters, geeez

and..

i miss you !

you yang duduk kelas sebelah i dulu.

tapi dah pindah kelas hujung sana..

yang dulu2 kacau budak pendrive sama2. x)

haha, APA LAGI?

balas2 komen kat tagged?

send2 email sebab entah kenapa tak terfikir nak guna YM je?

how silly we are.

how HAPPY we are.

but now. i don't think we can do the same things again.

you've changed.

i don't.

it seems so awkward to hang out with you.

but well, i miss you THREE.

-____, [ego lah katekan!]

-qilah

-____ alaa, korang tau punya lahhhhh.

p.s hahha, stop ketawa dengan tak ikhlas ye diri. kesian orang buat lawak tapi awak gelak 2 dekah je. -.-" MISKIIN!! = kesian.

sick

hye,

salam,

i'm counting days now.

school is not the best place now.

except for the gossips and friends.

argh, i'm getting so stress out about homeworks,

teachers, people, weather etc etc. .

weather? yeaah, so hot until i can't bear it anymore.

i want to move out, somewhere, ice, snow? maybe.

homeworks? they are a LOTS.

i'm not enjoyed doing that things anymoreeee.

i lose my focus, and concentration in class,

because i'm too tired,

and people around me who made me feel like this.

teachers? more teachers, more homeworks.

well, i need to do my best?

but how?

i always fall asleep in class.

i love to sketch things on paper while teachers do explanation about how this elements bond with other elements?

sorry, i don't understand a THING. a SINGLE THINGS. sheessh!

i'm getting worse worse.

worse year ever.

-emotional breakdown,

-i'm sick of everything that happened in this house, or actually, it's my family.

-seniors are suck. [certain of you] i dislike you and you. sorry.

-people love love and love to judge me? back off you haters!

-i'm getting more lazy and lazy and lazyy. x( damn you.

-i think i lost something but i don't know what is it.

thank you for everything.

i think i want to delete this thing [my blog]

maybe SOMEDAY.

p.s welcome to my life *singing* ade chords tak? jom search....

no you don't know what it's like... to be like ME.

my friend once said..

' i don't want any best friendS '

me

' yeah, me too '

i tried, but i failed. so, i'm better off on my own. don't try to find me anywhere.

i wish

hye everyone.

hum.. where should i start?

okay, let's see... [thinking]

today, i went to school,

for YPJ-boring-class-sometimes?

i did fall asleep in the class.

since i haaaaatteeee to hear people read books, while i can read it myself.

hee, sorry.

i end up,with, so-not good looking [SLEEPY]

and... the last person that went back home, geez

i wish they were punctual -.-"

and..

currently, learning how to play a guitar.

they don't like it anyway. i think so laah.

and i don't know why..

'did i grow up according to plan?'

i wish, they understand me more.

next..

i wish, i can turn back time when i was in form 3.

because i begin to hate that i'm form 4 now.

and it's hard. . actually, school is really HARD, because we have to do our homeworks

like FOREVER? until next year actually . yeaa. and then no schools ;D

the most annoying thing is i have to meet them, those hypocrites everyday.

so,

the next thing is,

i wish, i am not Myself.

it's hard to be ME,

while i have to pretend in front of them.

p.s mandi malam2 pukul 12 best seyyh, sejuk je air ;)

Sam Tsui - Don't Want An Ending

hye,
today was totally a BORING DAY ever.
neopets, facebook, formspring, blogger.... the same things go around. everyday..
i need something.. to explore..

so, YOUTUBE WALKING time!! ;D

type 'hey monday' HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW is cool ;)
enough dancing with paramore songs and hey monday..
and yeah, 'nothin' on you' :D ;D
*dance dance* ;D

tired... need to chill..
slow songs.. J'lostein. :)

and then..

pop summer medley :) BEST! SUPERB! i'm abusing the replay button!! hee :)
and then.. click click.
i found this cute?, beautiful? song! SWEET !

you've got to hear this! :D

Lyrics :

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Ooohhh…

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don’t ask me how
I don’t know
We’ll be home tomorrow
But a thousand miles too far away
Say you won’t forget and i’ll be okay

At least tonight
It’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything i need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Till the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

Don’t want an ending…

The days turn to hours
And it’s just a moment before they go
I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

As the years look past us
If we lose track,
Or lose the fight,

I will search forever
To find a way back..

To tonight
Where it’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything I need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

We said “see ya later”
But I know there’s no where we’re
Around here again (yeah)
And every until next time
Feels like one bad punch line
And I don’t want that again

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around

(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
(Noo) I
Don’t want an ending
(All out of time)
Don’t want an ending
Don’t want an ending

yes, i don't want an ending.
for something beautiful, happy moments i've ever had.
let's stop now. :)

p.s god, my homeworks need to be settle. ASAP! and yeaah, i need to find my wallet too. WHERE ARE YOU?!

cerite saya!

hye, dah 6 hari tak update awak!

so, my hari raya takde la se-BEST korang punya.

everything, NORMAL sahaja.

except - AMIN yang takde jer la.

takpe, semua ni akan mengajar awak erti pengorbanan kaaann? :)

this is me. tembam dah. ;))

here my journey from JOHOR

-Perak - Kedah - Perlis - Perak - Kuala Lumpur - Johor (HOME!)

secara rasminya,

saya dah jelajah seluruh semenanjung Malaysia. :))

it takes 16 years laa nak jelajah.

perlis memang negeri yang paling akhir saya jejak ;)

the best damn thingS waktu raya

-FOODS!

damn, waktu Ramadhan, perghh, punye la liat nak makan..

waktu Raya, everything depan mate semua nakkk!!

one fact; aku sakit perot sebab makan banyak sangat. pastu mengamuk kat perot sendiri. x)

-PHOTOSHOOT!

-RELATIVES. [meet them setahun sekali dherrr]

and... ape lagi?

-DUIT RAYA is not the best thing though. sebab..

dah bape tahun sey duit raya tak cecah RM 50?

believe me... :(( sad. pathetic! geez.

okay. i think tu jer la.

yang the worst ever yang terjadi waktu kat negeri orang tu..

JALAN SESAK GILAAA!.

hari ahad rasenye.

waktu tu dari perlis ke Perak.

gerak dalam kol 3 PM. arrived 12 AM.

bape jam seyh stuck.. around.. 9 hours? on the road....

no RnR.

sampai ade orang tu dia tak tahan sangat nak pegi tandas,

dia pergi tepi jalan, buang air kat situ.. x)

aku takkan lupe seyh . .

1 jam on the car, 1o km je gerak.

masuk tv beyb sesak jalaaan ni. JAMMED.

semuanya sebab ade bas park on the road tuuu. wth.

eishh, lepas ni aku takkan pergi RnR Sg. Perak. HAAAA.

da la tak makan sejak tengah hari tu. sheesh. sabar je laaa.

okay. saya rasa tu je ;)

BYE!

p.s jenn, snanye enn, kterang mmg nak pegi pon rumah awak,

tapi sebab jammed ni la kterang lambat sampai and tak jadi nak pergi! :((

i want II

i want this album!!

PARAMORE - Brand New Eyes.

:D

haha, i'm ABUSING the replay button on youtube !

Lyrics:
I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

Well, I can see behind the curtain
(I can see it now)
The wheels are cranking, turning
It's all wrong, the way we're working
Towards a goal that's non-existent
It's not existent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off
Just turn it off
Again, again, again

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom (x2)

p.s haishh, bila nak reti main gitar ni? HAHA. oh yeah, lagu paramore semua make sense. macam when it rains T^T

*malam ni balik kamung wooohhh~ Perak, here i come..!

kotak hati

hye everyone!

i don't know why i like this song very much. xD

sebab comel sangat lagu ni,
jadi, biar la aku post kat sini ye. HAHA.

oh yeah, btw, i put 2 pictures there. on the side bar.

ehh, well yeah, they ARE important to me. ;)

okay,

YOU GUYS MUST LIKE HIM!!

OMG!!

GAMALIEL TAPIHERU! :D :D

i like this page, on FACEBOOK!

who the heck is him?
he is my boyfriend. AHA. no, i'm kidding.

he is a youtube singer, MAYBE.

yeahh, you must watch this too.

i never heard this song.

and i check the original song,

whoa, he IS GREAT! :D

HAYLEY TOO.

OH, PARAMORE, is one of my favourite band.

but, why i love this cover MORE than i love paramore themselves? HAHA.

and THIS!

they ARE awesome!

that guy. and that girl. shesssh. murshida jeles! HAHA.

teringat SUMMER POP MEDLEY!

okay okay. enough.

credit to Syifa' sebab kasik vid ni. ;D

my BFF is YOUTUBE! :D ;D

kan kan?

did i mention that they ARE INDONESIAN?

oh, now you know! ;) talented people!~

okayy, da pukul bape ni. nak tido.

esok pergi Perak la heee.

tahun ni takde mood seyh nak raya.

Amin takde. xD

dia kat Terengganu.

and and.. i need to sleep now.

CRAP. i slept at 3 AM yesterday.

and the day before. i feel DAMN TIRED!

*yawning*

have a nice day people!

p.s suddenly, Sir Azhar cross my mind? HAHA. he always said that i shouldn't sleep late. bad for health. x) heeeem. also, he said, i like to make the confuse-face? one fact about me ; i love to make face to people. shut up, i know i'm not that cute! HAHA. janaaaaa~

i want.

HEY MONDAY - Beneath It All (Album)

Tracks :

1. Wish You Were Here
2. Wondergirl*
3. I Don't Want To Dance*
4. Hangover*
5. Mr. Pushover
6. Where Is My Head
7. Fall Into Me*

* - they stuck in my head :D :D

p.s i'm still searching for the download link. -___-"

*UPDATE-da ade semua lagu daa!! :D :D thanks aimini.net :)

*dancing-dancing*

HOLIDAY!

hye, best!

holiday. ;)

since when i hate holiday?!

NEVER.

forget about school and homeworks everyone.

they are mean to us REMEMBER?!

freak!

oh yeah,

Facebook,

she, i feel, excited when you have it!

pheww, WELCOME :D :D

and, yeaa,

cntact with, 'imur' and epul.

YM-ing with Inagaki :)

THEY ARE INSANE.

how about the 'insanity guy'? ehmmmmmm.

whooo.

it's been a long time haven't talk to them.

maybe a YEAR?

yeah. i miss you guys really.

and.. sunshine,

you are GREAT!

good luck for your PMR :)

god, i feel lucky i born first than ya~

what i've been doing for this 2 days?

oh yes, yesterday,

my house blackout.

it's already 12 midnight.

i, sisters, and munzir

hanging around kat balcony.

he played the guitar :D :D

okay, seriously dude,

you play world behind my wall just right :)

i like it even though it was not that perfect.

this makes me want to learn to play it too. :((

and then i sleep on 2 AM i guess?

watched 'The Proposal' !!

so, dah habes tengok laaa HAHA.

and then, woke up this morning. on 2 PM ?

yeaah, real LATE.

turn on the lappy, played some games,

talked with someone [i stalked him, for about 2 years]

yeah, i'm serious.

after that, go downstairs,

cook, fry, wash the dishes,

and here i am. AGAIN.

selamat berbuka everyone.

this post is boring. SORRY.

but, my mind can't process a good words and metaphor sentences. -___-"

have a good day everyone,

i did. and now, i AM. :)

cambest ;)

hi!,

semalam ade iftar, dengan kawan-kawan ;)

[iftar tu buka puasa lah awak!]

BEST!

venue : Mansion Mawaddah Fazi. [OMG, mmg besar tau! anak lord la katekaaann.]

bertolak dari sekolah, pukul 3 lebey cmtu aa.

buat cam-whore dalam kete.

jadi HYPER dan kegedikan semua terserlah laaa.

perempuan lah katekaaann.

petang we split into 2 group.

1 pegi BAZAAR,

1 pegi ANGSANA.

murshida pergi bazaar, dengan puteri, waddah, jenn, and qarie.

ohyeaah. kat situ ade plak orang kurang diajar tatasusila.

c'mon laah, ade ke kate cmni kat murshida dengan puteri,

"alaa, takyah takut, saya ni bukannya makan orang pon.. lagi ini kan, BULAN PUASA."

hello guy, you block our way,

nak jual agak2 ar beyb, aku nk elak dari langgar kau,

so, tu yang kterang teragak2 nak lalu kat sebelah kau.

haish, lelaki tu. -__-''

and then go back home,

siap2 makan..

dinner

solat and everything.

waktu nak balik dari masjid uh.

haishh. mmg aku dengan puteri asek malang je.

oh cmni ceritenye..

aku dengan puteri mmg tak bawak selipar, jadi pinjam la selipar waddah yang besar tu.

satu seliparjepun, satu sandle..

pastu biasalah.. perempuan en..

gedik, nak pakai kasut sebelah len, sebelah laen,

so, aku pon pakai lah satu selipar jepun, satu sandle, hitam dan putih., [mmg takde keje lah buat cmni]

jalan, jalan..

sekali je, adelagi la guys yang tak diajar tatasusila,

berkata begini 'hey, tengok kasut dia.. mesti hilang kene curi..'

'eh, lawa kasut, cm aku punye je..'

aku dah macam? hello? ape ni tengok2 selipar orang? takde keje la tu.

the best part issss.. diorang budak EC. cane aku kenal? rahsie laahh.

tapi mmg kurang ajar la.

lepas kterang g kedai ke patah balik nk balik umh, jumpa lagi diorang.

waktu tu da tuka pakai selipar yang betul. sebab tak nak kene ejek lagi.

'eh, dah jumpa dah kasut..' bla bla bla.

putery pandang badi je kat budak2 tu. ;)

aaa. byk sgt bnde jadi. cam-whore tengah2 jalan.

lari2 kejar budak kecik.. :))

kene tegur sebab biseng sangat jerit2..

tak senonoh la. biasalah.. perempuan..... HAHA.

sampai rumah, CIS, AMENDE TAKDE SORANG PON BAWAK KUNCI RUMAH..!!!

so, takley masuk, jalan2 kat luar rumah, maen basikal malam2..

dok dalam kete cam-whore lagi, nyanyi lagu raya...

SERONOK! tapi berpeluh jugak aa~

after satu jam lebey tunggu kat luar rumah,

dapat la jugak masuk.

pastu cam-whore lagi.

photoshoot. minum COOLBLOG!

so, ni laaa.

up from left ; jyhah, putery, jenn, waddah,

down from left ; dalila and qarie [budak dua orang ni suke gile bergossip!]

best friends ;)

muka aku yang HAPPY kat gamba ni. HAHA. :D

this is me and my angel ;)

sorang DRAMA QUEEN, sorang lagi the HYPER!

= INSANE!!

i'm not this small/tiny. effect gamba je.

baju ni membantu dalam memanaskan badan.

yeaaa. rumah waddah mmg sejok dengan angin air-cond.

aku rasa 24/7 pasang aircond!!

dan banyak lagi la gamba. ade 200++

tido lambat tengok cerite 'The Proposal'

kol 2 pagi tido.

bangun kol 5 suku camtu, SAHUR,

dan masing2 nak tido balik..

so, plan kterang, datang lambat ke sekolah.

dengan alasan ; TER-bangun lambat.

so, arrived at school at 9.15 AM.

that was very LATE.

and, everyone happy.

majlis Khatam Quran mmg superb dengan persembahan Najahan. ;)

rugi rugi rugi sape yang tak datang !

habes dalam 11 lebey camtu,

turun musollah, tiddoooo~

sampai zuhur.

-___-" lama gile. sampai lenguh badan.

and then balik, and here i am.

kawan2,

hari ni, nak post nasyid pulak ye.

haaissh. comel je lagu ni. ;)

"selamat jalan teman, tetaplah berjuang, moga kita kan bertemu kembali!"

jumpa lepas raya! dengan kantin yang dah bukak!!

koop yang dah takde.. library pon takde... dan kembali normal, balik pukul 4 PETANG!!

YAHOO! -___-"

i'll miss you darlings :'(

p.s alaa. ape ni. terima kasih kerana membaca post yang panjang ni. alaa, bukannya hari2 aku update panjang2 kan? ;)

Sept 1st

'hey Apple!'

'Hey! How are you?'

'i'm fine thank you!'

okay, stop it murshida, you should stop watching 'annoying orange' NOW, before you be the 'ANNOYING MURSHIDA'! haha.

i think i AM now.

since muna keep calling me annoying murshida. yek. that name terrible. -_-

my favourite.

i'm eating it right now.. yummy, BIG APPLE.

not that big apple the donuts la.

one fact ; murshida never eat that donuts. xD orang kate sedap..

sedap ke? *kunyah2 apple*

'lagi sedap apple aku je.. heh..'

okay, today; as we [my classmate -girls] expected, bajet bagos ennn.

we won "KELAS TERCERIA SEMPENA MERDEKA!"

hooray! ade hikmah la menceriakan kelas.

meningkatkan kreativiti, HAHA. crayons!! watercolours!!

OKAY, SHUT UP LA murshida!

and today, tengok tarikh..

1 SEPTEMBER. haaa!!

awak yang bernama ASMA' NADZIRAH RUSLAN,

selamat menyambut hari kelahiran yang ke-16 ;)

okay, jangan lupa tanya mak awak, mmg perlu ke lahirkan awak waktu tarikh ni?

dan jugak TWIN KAULITZ YANG CANTIK TU!.

shut up murshida, you've got nothing to do with them. 'aahh. peduli hape aku..'

okay. so, esok, iftar AGAIN.

maybe tahun ni rezeki murah kot.

orang asek ajak iftar je. heh. geeez. PARTAAAAYYY!!

with alquran and tarawih ye kawan2... haha..

ouw, nak pergi cari tutorial guna dreamweaver ni..

sebab nak buat web site kann..? haha.

stop here.

oh wait.

i should post this too.

damn, this CUTIE should be MINE!

wait.. i'm not lesbian, right..? haha. let's leave that question alone.. -___-"

p.s i want to watch movies.. maybe 'vampire suck'?