stop it.

PLEASE STOP THE WAR.

STOP KILLING PEOPLE, PLEASE.

PLEASE.

PLEASE.

please...

SOMEONE, ANYONE, EVERYBODY,

PLEASE, STOP THIS!!

when it will be OVER?

-the end.

piano.keyboard.

whoa. SUPERB! lonely day by system of the down. i like that song!
actually, i thought that person in this video was a man. but she's a woman anyway.
great cover. :) i like.
"such a lonely day... and it's mine......... the most loneliest day of my lifeee aaaa. and if you die... i wanna die with you.."
best betul nyanyi lagu tu. patut dengar cover toxicity yang dia main jugak. gila emotional. but best! rasa macam meremang bulu bila dengar. scary. but superb!


automatic. one of the best cover that i've ever heard.


untuk sesiapa yang berminat dengan Owl City. [dalila, muna, raihan.HAHA.]
i know you girls like it.
nyuummm~ sedap. tenang je dia main.

p.s saya update lagi hari ni.
eh, rasa pelik pula bila baca post bawah ni. macam tak percaya aku buat essay pasal bill. :)

STUDY

BELAJAR. STUDY ESOK DAN ESOK.

WEEK 2 IS TOUGHER.

DAH. NEUTRAL.

MODE : S T U D Y jangan kacau aku eh lappy. esok dan esok. and next week okay?

nice lappy. BYE.

ideal person eh?

i actually want to finish this.

350 words, about my ideal/dream person.

idea from Syifa' Mohd Aizaini.

So, here goes nothing!

i have been wondering what is the meaning of 'ideal/dream person'. I've got the idea. But to elaborate it? It's quite hard. Okay, first thing when she propose me to do this i was like 'OH!, im gonna to talk about my dream and ideal person that i really want to meet or know.'

That is my idol , oh no, im not gonna call him my idol, but the-guy-that-really-make-me-going-crazy when i look at his video or pictures that is Bill Kaulitz. i know, it may be impossible to meet him, but who know? i will get a chance to see him right? So, this is my essay about him.

If you don't know who the heck is Bill Kaulitz, just search on a google and you will see the most beautiful and gorgeous guy that really looks like a girl. But he is beautiful anyway. :)

The first reason i think he is my ideal person is because he is young and got a lot of money. He is making money by singing with his band Tokio Hotel. New Album is Humanoid that really stuck in my right now. their new single 'Automatic'. As you know, people who got this big hit

will get moneny. I LOVE MONEY. My English teacher once asked "money and man, which is the best thing to choose?" and i was like. i'm making this blurry face and raise my hand. and she asked me, why do you think money is IMPORTANT? [i was the one that raise my hand at that time. or is there

anyone else? ] i said 'because if men doesn't have money, how can i live? how can i eat?' so, i make conclusion, i love money. and he got money. well, even though he doesn't like girl that only want his MONEY, but who cares? i love his money. beside that, he is also like a girl, he love SHOPPING.He likes to spend his money. so, if i meet him, i will ask him money. MONEY MONEY and MONEY! cool.

Secondly, he is beautiful. he don't do sport, because he is skinny than i am. aha. he looks gorgeous. i love his style. especially his hair. he takes one hour just to do his hair. the mohawk style, lion style and a girlie-like style. he's really flexible i guess. :)He really really make a girl stuck on him. i just can't resist. AHAHA. SEE? what the hell he do to me. now i'm very addicted to him. Gilrs, love cute guy. oh, handsome guy. cute guy is Bill Kaulitz and handsome guy is his twin ; Tom Kaulitz. Yes, he has a twin. they does not look alike. but actually yes. that's not my point actually. GIRLS JUST LOVE HANDSOME GUY. i know this because my friends also love handsome guy. haha. and all the bloggers keep stakering with the Suju [i don't know them very well though] but people say they are cute. SEE? this is the evidence. i'm not lying. My point is he is just perfect :) LOL.

Next, he can sing. i really really love guy who can sing. yeah, everyone can sing. i know that. BUT, if their voice is bad bad bad, haha, rejected la. [ops. there's a 'la' word mr Azhar definitely will deduct my marks HAHA] Bill can sing very well. even though he does surgery to remove [what the ?? i can't remember]for his vioce :) erm, you can hear his voice by hear Automatic, the World Behind My Wall, lots more. My fav and the first song that i have ever hear from him is An deiner Seite that i thought 'is this a spanish song or what?' HAHA. LOSER. Now i know he's German. He talks fast or was it german languange that is really fast and hard to pronounce it? ahaa. i just know certain words because i don't really know how to pronounce it. it's like you have to struggling twisting your toungue. haa, nice voice, nice appearance. PERFECT MAN. But it doesn't matter if a guy cannot sing. because this is just my opinion about him. my ideal person essay. haha. OH, Evidence ; girls like guys that can sing is Lee Dwyze won AI 9 because his supporters , majority of it is FEMALE. so, there's no doubt.

the next fact about this ideal person is he is vegetarian. he got such a nice body i mean like a girl. he really unathelic [wrong verb] person because he don't like sport anyway. beside that, he is such a skinny person and he just dont need to lose weight or what. he eat candies [he fight with his brother because of the candies!] and he hates brocoli. he just love candies and i love it too. :) my ideal guy right? haha. when i know he is vegetarian i was like 'really *surprise face* oh, so, what the hell are they eating? they don't eat meatttt. and you can search on youtube, shopping madness with bill kaulitz. it's so FUNNY because he only went to the fruit, and CANDIES . . . oh, FUNNY.

In a nutshell, [haha, konklusinya] bill kaulitz is listed as my ideal person. ideal person means someone that really inspiring you. yeah, i like him. i fond him. but i will never love him. i'm just his humble fan, and i just want his to be succeed in all works that he does. oh, and _______________. [ask me if you want to know the blank sentences.] argh, how can i get this above 350 words? oh, BYE LAH. tired and lazy to type.

feel free to comments because this is just for fun. don't take it serious okay?

the end. :) the actual one. the old one, simpan dalam draft.

AI 9.

Adam Lambert season 8.

even though he's not the winner,and he's gay but i still like him. :)

i actually like this season the most because Kris Allen and Adam Lambert are the most talented.

so, i don't mind Kris Allen won this.

LEE Dwyze. season 9.

see? he's the winner. :D

superb, shy, and cool.

-aku perasan dia waktu top 24. ei, unpredictable. i love his smile. HAHA.

p.s Simon Cowell, dah takde dah next season. nanti, siapa lagi nak bagi critic yang sarkastik lagi?

p.s.s post nih senanya nak satukan dengan post bawah, tapi tetiba gambar tak boleh nak disusun dengan cara yang aku nak. so, post baru lahh.

crow zero.

crow zero 2.

see ? ada haruma miura! must watch. muna, jen peminat setia dia kena tengok cerita nih!

the shortest is Serizawa yang cool gila dalam cerita nih!

p.s cis! mentang mentang lah esok cuti, jadi saya tengok cerita ni. hua.

tak patut.

hari ni. tak patut bangun dari tidur au.

ni semua hajar ngan nadiah punya pasal.

aku dah kata dah aku malas nak pergi sekolah.

[tapi aku bangun jugak. sebab 'The World Behind My Wall - Tokio Hotel kejut aku!]

aku memang patut get ride of this obsession lah! bill bill bill :)

wtHECK!

tengok! hari nih tension je jadi.

HELL YEAH. macam nak mati je jawab kertas soalan BAT.

BAHASA ARAB. atau nama glamour dia 'Allughatul 'Arabiah'

kesian aku. :(

oh. dan memang sangat malang.

lepas habis paper 1, terus tidur. ngantuk lah.

sebab waktu aku sedang lena dibuai mimpi, hajar kacau.

soh aku bangun pergi sekolahahahahh. dem.

oh, malangnya sebab enche I yang jaga kelas waktu tu.

dan. malang lagi.

beliau memang suka mendengki.

dia nampak aku tengah syok tidur atas meja,

dia pergi ambil paper aku.

pastu baca dan sengih2 sorang. CIS!

haha. [tapi nih tak seteruk tahun lepas la. haru la beyb kena kacau ngan enche I dan enche A]

zaynab :) my angel :D [waktu tu la dia selamatkan aku] terharu tak jen?

huaa! paper 2 macam. tett. really. bad bad bad questions.

oh hard questions. [surat khabar yang kat kelas tuh ada tulis "pose hard questions"] anda takkan faham. tapi aku terbaca bnde alah tu waktu jawab pekse arab nih. hua perli. CIS.

dan malu lagi. sorang lagi yang jaga kelas waktu pun attack aku.

baca kertas jawapan aku. ish! aku benci tu. lalala.

bad day. bad day.

perut pun meragam hari nih. LAPAR JER memangjang.

ngahahaha.

p.s ESOK SEJARAH :D my fav. and QTH. oh. murajaah @ American Idol. LEE! LEE! LEE! :P

update lagi.

sejak hari semalam ; Sabtu.

semalam memang tak study apa lah.

serious!. i tak main2.

i duduk depan lappy sambil blog walking.

haish. aku dah nampak.

aku realize yang dunia blog - kejam, pathetic sebenarnya.

YEA. i read a lot of things.

macam blog orang bercinta - dia cerita pasal dia punya kisah cinta -CONCLUSION ; bosan. i tak minat. baca satu post je. terus ngantuk. [i wonder macam mana ramai gila dia punya follower.

ada jugak blog yang macam - suicide. problematic. hypocrite people. can't tell. mystery gilaa. tapi best. dia macam ada soamething yang dia nak selesaikan, tapi dia tak boleh. HAHA. gila punya observation yang aku buat.

oh. dan aku dah jadi pembaca setia blog lelaki ni. aku tak kenal dia. tapi isi blog dia. haish. pedas. tapi cam best je cara dia menyampaikan. oh! dia jugak suka kutuk kaum aku! kaum perempuan. duhhh.

tajuk intresting. and it's kinda remind me to someone. [cara penulisan dia sama dengan j!] yada. yada.

macam macam orang dan blog orang aku jelajah.

HAHA. pelik beyb manusia. semua rasa PERFECT.

semua nak PERFECT. kalau semua benda dah perfect, so buat apa kita hidup?

aiyo. manusia. semua tak puas hati.

blog - . orang salah guna. entah untuk apa dia cerita segala benda yang jadi kat hidup dia.

pastu ada pulak yang cerita benda yang tak patut cerita. and i was like euwww. tu pun nak cerita ke? haha. aku pulak yang teremo.

tapi serious lah. manusia pelik.

p.s aku pernah terfikir. budak2 yang aku nampak cam nerd kat sekolah tuh kan, [ala, budak yang selalu kena buli jadi kuli orang blah blah blah etc..] diorang takde perasaan ke nak fight back eh? pelik.

ah! pelik lagi.

btw, nak exam tomorrow. ngaa.

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deleted. sesiapa yang follow blog aku akan perasan yang satu post dah hilang. aku save dalam draft. sebab tetiba jer rasa nak save je. buat kain buruk kat draft. and moga tenang sikit blog tanpa lagu yang automatically play bila bukak web nih. ngaa. aku baru perasan lagulagu yang ada kat blog orang akan mengganggu focus membace aku pada entry mereka. so, kalau nak letak lagu, pakai yang boleh pause/stop or so what so ever you call it. heh. bye. exam for 2 weeks. but, tak semestinya aku tak online. wahaha. maybe aku tak akan focus 100% study for this week. because ada american idol on wednesday. so, got to watch it to know who is the winner for this season. but i kinda like the last season because of adam lambert and kris allen. but this season, i vote for lee. because he really looks like a winner for this season. so BYE! pray for me for best result!.

*tettt* gamba ni kena kecik. sebab hiasan je~

i like this photo.

okey, gamba atas hanya perhiasan.

BTW, he IS beautiful.

muahaha. eish, sebenarnya, aku dah stres sikit je dengan exam.

okeyyy. BANYAK la jugak stres.

so, aku perlu fokus dan concentrate. ahaha..

chemical formulae, stages of mitosis, ax + by + c, gravity force free fall, manasik haji, qiyamullail, hadith 37 38 39, mode mean upper boundary.. etc... blah blah blahhh...

name it. semua benda tuh kena khatam before next week. XD

i'm dying.

ohhh! i'm DEAD.

tqvm!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

dari aku kecik, sampai la sekarang, mereka yang berjasa mendidik aku, terima kasih banyak .

dari yang muda sampai yang tua.

guru-guru tadika,

guru-guru sekolah rendah,

teachers secondary school,

friends yang selalu menegur dan mendidik aku jugak :D

tak lupa jugak my parents.

mama yang ajar addmath sampai tengah malam, tapi ida masih tak faham.

abah yang waktu kecik kecik dulu suka sangat tolong ida buat pendidikan seni bagi dapat A.

huaaa~

i love you all~ i owe you so much.

p.s tak lupa jugak dia yang mengajar aku erti kehidupan yang sebenar. ecewwah~ [ini ayat skema]

worried

THINGS ARE EASIER SAID THAN DONE!~

maybe you can say, don't give up, everything will be alright.. etc..

HELLO? what are you thinking huh?

be on my place lahh.

you will understand this dmna thing~

p.s whatcha say! watch what you say. don't ever blame to anyone but you.

hipokrit?

oh,

saya rasa.

saya semakin;

HIPOKRIT!

mengapakah?

perlukah aku behave begitu?

grrr.

i don't have any answer for that.

salah sayakah?

ngaaa. :(

english class.

hi!

in the morning, wake up ; lazy.

because SATURDAY, i should stay at home.

but no.

kena pergi sekolahahahaha.

[macam tak biasa pulee.]

hehh.

YPJ-OUM program tuh macam nice.

-learning english. communication blah blah blahhh.

and the drama that we WILL insyaAllah play ; The Beauty and The Beast.

and watch Narnia in the next class...

also, debating-thingy will goes to the guy group..

because drama, fully play by the girls group....

[who will be the BEAST huh???]

and tadi, buat presentation about emblem.

and mine : Free Fallers. [ni name band inggeris yg malam semalam baru jumpa kat youtube..]

i love the Free Fallers group~

~The Frenzy 4

~Equlibrium

~Pentagonis

~TNT

balik ingat nak pergi angsana. sua rasa...

wakakaka.. tapi HUJAN dan driver dah ngntuk..

so, balik rumah terus..

balik rumah tengok cerita nih...

KAIJI. besstt!

tengok dekat dramacrazy.net.

ni semua muna punya pasal.. siapa suruh bagitau kita...

kan dah TER-habis tengok!! ngeee..

p.s esok makan kat luar jom!!! sambut hari mama~ BYE!

photoshop

aisssh..

maaf. murshida tak boleh siapkan KERJA KOMPUTER.

sebab tetiba je photohop kat rumah nih macam tetttt.

tak nak bagi kerja sama langsung.

yeah, one more.

mawaddah, kasik la gamba2 tuh kat kite.

ehhee~

BYE.

HELLo.

HI! ADDMATH!

aku nak kau tahu, aku benci kau.

HELLo PHYSICS!

kenapa kau masih WUJUD?

DEAR MATHEMATICS,

kau pelik duhhh. dulu lain, sekarang lain.

HYE, my darling CHEMISTRY!

susah la nak selesaikan masalah yang awak timbulkan. :(

I'M C R A Z Y now. because of you you you and you.

aku kena TAG.

lama tak buat TAG.

so bosan2 nih, buat jugaklah.

What is your name? : Murshida

A four letter word : muak?

A boy's name : Matsuyama Kenichi! [death note!!]

A girl's name : Megan Fox eheh. :)

An occupation : mother? kerja jugak kan tu?

A color : Merah

Something you'll wear : mp3's earphone.

A type of food : Mi Goreng. nyumnyum. Mi rebus pon sedap gakkk. lapooo.

something you found in the bathroom : mozek!! wakakaka.

A place : Mesir [alhamdulillahhh] hak3.. Malaysia? banyak sgt! Manchester?

A reason for being late : malas . hek3..

Something you'd shout : My GOD!!

A movie title : My Boss, My Hero! niceee~

Something you drink : Melon juice.

A musical group : Meet Uncle Husin. :)

A animal : M O N K E Y . eja monkey bukan nonkey ye najihah? hik3.

A type of car : Mercedes Benzzzzz. kah3.

A type of fruit : Mango.

haha. sebat je la apa apa..

p.s awakkkkkkk. ngeee.

i'm not okay.

aku perlu tidur yang cukup.

yeaahh. memang tak patut tidur pukul 3 setgh pagi,

semata-mata nak gossip dan main ice waterr. -_-''

tak patut jugak tengok cerita korea sampai tak tidur satu malam sedngkan esoknya sekolah.

aku perlu belajar.

mata otak fikiran aku, dah tak boleh menerima isyarat nombor.

fizik, mathematics, chemistry and even math and add math.

I REALY DON'T UNDERSTAND what i've learnt.

semua tak masuk kepala. naik fed up.

aku perlu sesuatu.i don't know what.

maybe some space for me to think.

why i'm behaving like this.

huhh. sebab aku dah rasa semua yang aku buat, IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT.

macam nak give up semua benda.

p.s i'm not okay. listening to i'm not okay by My Chemical Romance. - -"