strange.

BILL kaulitz. oh. murshida should get over him. but.

-sigh- i can't. xD

hye. today.

i found something very. very intresting song.

i love the lyric actually. and the singer.

guess who..?

Kerli feat Tokio Hotel. :D :D i love both !

it's strange. yeah. i feel strange.
with my situation now.
i feel so sick of everyone. and myself.

yeah. myself.
the one who wants her dreams comes true. but yet.
she doesn't do anything to achieve it.

she keep blaming herself for everything that goes wrong.
even though. it's not her fault.

she feels very afraid to face the reality.
she locks her heart in empty cold room. just for keep herself safe from the obstacles.
but yet.
she feels very lonely.

and it's strange.
yeah. strange.

she doesn't want to face her fears.
the fears keep haunting her. but she doesn't do anything.

okay. let the truths hid behind all these words.

p.s i feel so strange in your perfect world. sorry. but i don't want to change.