another madness.

enjoy. so, this song makes me move.a LOT.

this song is very fast. xD

chorus best!

xD me with him. BHAHAHAA...

comment from she.. it's in deustch.. oh, she said something about Bill Kaulitz.

okay, maybe i can tell that i'm in love with Jordan now. teheeee. :)

now, i'm in pressure. so, this song make me even more better.

i do tell you, if you don't like me like this, back off.

i'm insane. so bear me.

i do love pressure.

i do love insults.

i do love lies.

i do love nightmares.

["i do love" and "i love" is the SAME.]

so, people, be more kind-hearted to me.

ANONYMOUS in my formspring really make me laughtoday . xD 'tickle me to death'

[girls from 4 itt, the principle LAUGH about my answer on the functions of eyes. because i was the one who wrote "function of eyes beside seeing is crying~"]

you wanna be famous?

.... see it on my formspring. .... [i take a lot of time to answer this!]

p.s i'm a BIG LIAR now. so, what do you want from me?

ich vermisse dich :(

.i miss you.

i don't know if i can bear this.

i always think that i'll be okay there.

but, yet, i don't feel i belong there.

i just miss the old time with them.

i spent 2 years [almost] with them..

their laughters..

their stories.. i do love them. a LOT. even i don't tell.

so, tell me.. what is the benefit behind all these things?

my eyes are blind.. my heart can't feel anything.. it's empty..

i do lie in front of them.. because i don't want to break their heart.

let me lie in this beautiful fake world.. i put my body there..

but not my heart. yet.

p.s i can't accept all this new changes.

randomly

hello all facebook-ers,

tagged-ers, bloggers, and whatever anonymous.. silent readers...

duhh..

-sigh-

i think i might die soon. xD

this pain really kills me.

p.s when i die, this blog will stop update.

ohh craps! i makes mistakes today. duhh~

OMG it was so so ARGHH.

FIFA world cup :)

hey, olaa~

i'm backk! ^^

today, i skipped school.

becausee.. err. to many reason...

let me keep it as a secret..

oh oh. i've been waiting for this match. PORTUGAL vs BRAZIL.

hihi^^ CR!

haaa. both is strong. nice match. sangat sengiit beyb!

slame ni aku takde plak nak tengok bola.

tapi sebab match ni ade orang hensem, so kene tengok...

CR sgt cool. :)

and i saw Kaka too. ^^ he look very frustrated ~ because he was suspended from this match.

poor youu. xD

hey hey... Argentina will win this FIFA ~

idk why. but yeahhh. this is my opinion~

oh, this is my love too.

OMG!! he sing it very FANTASTIC ! ngaaa.

aku tengok video ni, sampai tak perasan mak aku panggil byk kali.

so, KORANG PON KENA TENGOK! hihi^^

people, isn't that amazing? HAHA.

video takley kecik lagi ennn.

p.s girls watch football because of handsome player. YEAH RIGHT!

some updates.

okay.

as you know,

my results are real bad.

but hey, i don't want to talk about that now.

oh look on the side bar. formspring.me.

hello :)

i've got my own account.

maybe if you want to ask me anything,

just ask.

or maybe you hate me, just insult.

or maybe you love me, just pour it. HAHA. :D

i don't care.

i am nice. :)

oh man. [did i really just said that i AM NICE?]

i think it's a lie. muahaha.

BTW, have a nice day everyone. grr.

p.s ADDMATH FAILED AGAIN. my mom said "huh?! how can that be? the questions is too hard eh?" HAHA. i just laugh. because yeahh. i'm the one who really know the real reason why my results are BAD.

p.s.s freethinker is bad huh?

results

oh man. it's suck.

yeahh. i think this is the worst ever result that i've achieve!

YEAY FOR ME~!

p.s i need a s a v i o u r ~ BYE!

waving flag!

hello! UPDATE lagi.

tengok. ni la kegunaan blog.

taip je apa yang kita nak..

wehuu.

okay, aku addicted sikit ngan lagu ni.

WAVING FLAG!.

dengar ni. version arab!

haish. nancy is beautiful! i like. hehehehe...

ngaaa.

sambil2 tu improve bahasa arab ye?!

ehe. aku tahu 'habibi' je!! dalam video nih~

oh and.....

aku addicted jugak ngan lagu ni. saviour by j'lostein! :D

and also. i made this for her.

the singer :) hahahaaaaa. obsession baru aku. j'lostein! LOL

murshida tak boleh tido pagi nih. dah tido kol 2 am tadi. but terjage kol 3.30 am.

pastu duduk kat meja blaja ni... nampak marker.. dan pencil box yang terbengkalai.

so apa lagi. conteng2 sketch2.. :)

dan hasilnya... ni laaa! eh. haha. tipu jer la.

ni bukan aku lukis. kartun je aku lukis. tulisan semua picnik.com

:D

oh, ayat tuh lirik lagu saviour. :)

p.s murshida malas nak pegi KL. aku nak dok rumah. nak basuh kasut SEKOLAH. kemas bag SEKOLAH. gosok baju SEKOLAH.

semuanya pasal SEKOLAH. okay lah. gtg! BYE. enjoy the vid.

leaders 2010.

in the picture:

isyraf|anas|zulfadhli|anasR|AkhAlif|hakimi|muhaimin

amaq|me|azzah|syifa'|jenny-chan|jyhah|cempaka|kIman

oh yes. leaders BEST.

gmba tuh TEAM JOHOR.

sorang pengiring takde. dan sorang lagi fasi sibuk.

haha.

okay.

aku rasa aku la budak yang paling suka tido waktu program ni.

waktu perasmian.. tidur.

waktu perasmian karnival palestin... tidur jugak..

waktu kuliah subuh... walhualam. memang tidur lagi.

oh, i tell you what.

aku bukan tidur dalam tmpt ceramah@ talk tu.

aku masuk dorm kunci dan tidur.

bukan tidur biasa. tapi tidur lama. mati. sampai tak dengar orang ketuk pintu. call aku. blah blah2. etc. just for kejut aku soh bgn.

my god. apa nak jadi ngn murshida? huaaa...

jungle trekking - OKAY. 7.5 km. :) walking walking and walking.......

motivation untuk sampai resort tuh balik

'BILL KAULITZ TENGAH TUNGGU MURSHIDA KAT RESORT' wakakaka!

and berjaya sampai kat resort tu balik :) dan aku antara orang terawal sampai! YEAY for me~

cp je tak best sgt. but okay laa. still dapat point yang nak disampaikan. xD

and aku tak rasa rugi langsung tak pegang turtle tuuu.

aku macam geli nak pegang. even orang cakap haiwan tu comel.

tapi bagi aku euww. xD

okay. BYE. jumpa kat EXPERT! akhir tahun ni.

p.s aku memang suka tiduur kan? even dalam kelas pon aku tidur. xD

i'm back!

i went to

PERAK -PULAU PANGKOR.

family vacation :)

and

TERENGGANU-RANTAU ABANG.

.L.E.A.D.E.R.S.

ich liebe sie! Es ist furchteinflößend. voller Glück. Ich liebe meine Familie und Freunde.

i need photos. :) jen, sila upload gambar~

gambar Pangkor dah ada orang upload kat fb.

p.s HAHA. aku TAK suka air laut. main pasir je BESSTTT! kempunan lah korang tak dapat tanam aku! :D :D

no time left.

hallo an alle!

today, i will not make this in german language.

because, yeah, there's someone that doesn't like it. XD

so, okay then.

ohhh. now i'm in perak.

family vacation. but nadiah and insyirah are not here.

because they are BUSY.

today, we will go to Pangkor.

and Sunday we will go to Terengganu~

yeah. LEADERS. damn. ich bin faul jeztz!!

and my family will go home on monday,

and me, will arrive in JB on wednesday.

yeah, wth. thursday -stay at home.

friday until sunday.

maybe we are going to kuala-la-la-la Lumpur~

AND. MONDAY.

honestly, I HATE MONDAY.

yeah. back to school!!

aisshh. RESULT~ sengal.

okay then! bye. . . .

german

before i start typing in german, let me translate the sentences under my picture on the side bar.

it means

"Hello everyone, my name is Murshida. i'm 16 years old. this is my blog. i'm full of insanity so bear with me!" that's that.

1..

2..

3..

ja. = yes.

Hallo, heute mir und meinem Freund Deutsch lernen Sprache zusammen.

Ich bin kein Experte, dass in Deutsch. aber ich möchte es so schlimm zu lernen.

Ich beginne diese Sprache zu lernen, wenn ich Tokio Hotel Fan geworden.

Ich denke, dieser Sprache sind viel zu niedlich und schön

Ich bin wirklich in diese Sprache jetzt besessen. Es ist so süchtig.

Google hilft mir sehr. Vielen Dank. Ich schulde Ihnen groß!

mein Freund, sollten Sie es auch lernen. Schau, wie besessen mir und meinem Freund und Zaynab Izza eine andere Sprache sprechen auf Facebook! Es ist nur böse!

By the way, jetzt fühle ich mich sehr faul, um zu Terengganu [leaders] go!

Vielen Dank für Lesen! Abschied jedermann.

p.s aku takkan ikot budak johor g terengganu nanti. so, budak johor, kita jumpa di sana!~ eh, lupa pulak. thanks jihah. for this post. click here.

Auf Wiedersehen!

TRS vs TH.

before i begin my babblings about TH and TRS,

i just want to tell you.

i need a new earphone. or headphone.

haish. i need some cash. XD to buy it.

of course, my mom will say, 'as long as you can use the old one,

don't ever ask me for some money to buy the new one.'

aiii, i need a new one.

sebab dah nak putus. LOL. dah nak sampai masa dah.

heyy, i use the cheap one now okay? it cost me about RM 7 ONLY.

believe me. i'm not lying.

oh, my fav headphone is RM 80++ aisshh.

see? money is IMPORTANT. everything need money. XD

okey. this is THE READY SET.

the lead vocal is Jordan Witzigreuter.

haha, waddah said he's not cute. hell no. he's adorable.

they are cute. all of them. Andy, Travis and KEEGAN!

HITsSONG : Love Like Woe.

other : Spinnin'.

i know them since this year, on april i guess.

HAHA. i know them because of 'All Time Low'

and pete wntz [FOB] produces their song XD

that's why i hear their music. :)

but that doesn't make me forget about TOKIO HOTEL. LOL.

nein nein nein. ich liebe tokio hotel und the ready set. BOTH.

but you can't compare their songs.

it's totally different. 100%!

tokio hotel - emo, rock, punk.... or whatever it is call.

the ready set - electronic,dance, smooth than tokio hotel.

this what makes me post this :

me : Jwitzi :D :D

waddah : what is that?

me : nama orang. jordan witzigreuter. cute. muahahaha.

waddah : wth? hey! masa cuti nih jangan curang kat bill laaaa ! ;P

the rest is history. -- bill tu lead vocal TH.

this is TOKIO HOTEL.

hey, how can i forget about them?

oh, curang? nein!! they are superb.

bill - 1#

believe me waddah. he's still in my heart. LOL.

haha. nein. i just love their songs. XD

actually, i know about them when i was 14 [2008]

that is nonsense if waddah say i curang dengan diorang!! haishh. tak bolehh.

that will make 2 years i've know their music. XD and be their fan!

so, i like different kind of music.

music make me moved. XD

aku dengar je kot semua. even dulu i mean DULU, aku dengar JONAS BROTHERS!

and sekarang aku pon dengar JUSTIN BIEBER. yg nyanyi lagu baby baby baby noooo.... baby baby baby ohhhh.... HAHA. LOL. no. i'm joking. i don't like him though.

and aku pon dengar system of the down, oasis, paramore, metallica...etc..

i just love music.

even local band. like hujan, bunkface and yuna. macam diorang ni pon best gakk. :)

tapi, aku takde lah addicted sgt en.

cuma. the point is : tolonglah. jangan judge seseorang tu sebab dia suka dengar muzik ntah pape pastu korang pon judge dia yang bukan2. please. aku pernah kena. sebab aku suka benda2 macam ni, semua nak condemn aku... pehal ntahhh.... okay. BYE.

p.s aku basuh kasut hari nih! ngaa. dah bosan sgt takde wat pape. :)

p.s.s silence has been killing you, screaming deep inside of you. :0

i love this.

this web is wayy to cool.

i'm stalkering this girl. because i want to know her better.

she's cute, but yet, she's living in so uncool life. BHAHAHA.

so, i ask her whatever i want.

and she keep answering all question that i gave her.

honestly, i think she's very very honest. XD

she answer it from the bottom of her heart.

[i can see it!]

enough with her. i just want to know her better. XD

oh, the best part is we can ask anything ANYTHING anonymously!

way COOL. cool. :) i mean cool. ahaha.

i don't think i wanna create mine.

because i know, there will be no one to ask me questions. HAHA.

oh, there is? tell me.

p.s bye, i want to watch moviessss :)

i do.

oh, okay. i started to get bored of this holiday..

14 days left!! oh, i should enjoy it.

but hell, i can't.

so, i am wasting my time on the computer. 24/7

even yesterday, i forgot to turn off the laptop because i sleep in front of it.

lol. at that time i was chatting with remix. XD

this is what i do on my boring holiday.

Restaurant City.

this is a game.

i love to play games. :D

and drink too much of this.

nescafe'

nyummy.

the ready set.

i hear his music. :)

for some reason, i think he's cute. muahaha.

jordan~

j lostein.

i watch her on youtube.

i see her on video. she is covering tokio hotel songs.

and i begin to like her..!

yeah, i've add her on my facebook! [actually i do not talk to her. just look at her pictures!]

lol. she's beautiful

nice hair colour! nice voice. nice song~ i love 'transparent'

she's different. from others.

oh, and she's malaysian. cool en?

friendsorenemies.com

activate - yesterday. HAHA.

remix, she's the only one that tell me about this site!

how cool.

everybody know this right?

oh, i prefer tagged. because... because...

emm... all of my family members are on facebook!!

there's hell no NO i can make crazy status... XD

like 'i love you bill!!' HAHA. no im kidding.

country story.

this is a game.

i love to play games. AGAIN! :)

chatting.

oh yes. i met a few girls on tagged.from uk.

oh, cool, they talk a lot and i think they are really obsess with TH!

yeah. same me. but actually, i love their songs. cool. emo~

oh.. and najihahahaha that always makes me laugh all the time..

remix, my backup songs. yeah, she knows a lot about music. XD and 'she' too.

this is to keep myself from bored :)

p.s i do blogging too. lol. i feel bored. i do karaoke. i walk around the house like a crazy girl! HAHA.

p.s.s i clean my mess-desk... OMG! i found my poems. :) i posted it on tagged. huu. to prevent it to gone again. hihi~

freedom.

ouh, dah habis dah 2 minggu exam.

see? kejap je.

dah habis. waktu berlalu dengan cepatt.

sangat!

ingat lagi. waktu first day exam,

"waaahhhh, dua minggu!!"

"aku malas [blank] nak study!!"

"ahhh, esok subjek _____??!! MY GOD!!"

lepas habis exam.

"waaaaaahhh, dah habis!!" [sambil tekan kat kalkulator scientific ' d a h h a b i s ! '

"weyh, cuti ni nak buat apa ek?"

"yahooo~~ takbir, allahhuakbar!" [islamik sikit wat ayat camni!]

haa~ camtu la.

saya jalan pergi pondok bas, dengan muka bahagia sebab kenyang sangat makan kat koop.

huhu~ pas2 naik bas. "ahhh, budak budak sek ren ada" dengan muka kecewa.

oh, tapi saya tak kisah, sebab budak kecik yang saya suka duduk kat depan saya!

ahahaaaa. ops. tak tak tak. lagho. tapi dia memang cute. :))

dan dan dan... otw balik, little monster cakap "PAK CIKK, HARI NI PERGI ESSO!!"

lagi la aku down down down down.

aiyooo. little monster yang busuk, bising, certain yang cute, tapi nakal..

haishh...pak cik singgah je, semua turun g masuk 'kedai-tmpt-pemabaziran-duit' . . HAHA.

dasyat, semua beli maggi, amek ice percuma bape byk diorang amek per orang... pas2 keropok, jajan jajan yang tak sihat... semua diorang beli...

macam dia dalam video ni...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9va1wVNizE

otw back home,

stupid lilttle monsters ni, main baling2 ais!! damn!~ sakit laaa.

dari yang duduk depan, sampai belakang.... semua baling ice..

budak sekolah menengah je baik! haha. macam aku!~ alalala.

perang ice berlaku selama setengah jam.

it's wicked!!! insane... dah la jerit2... pas2 tajam pulak tu ice nya kalau kena baling..

sejuk pulak tu, sebab hujan, pas2 ice lagi..

dah macam ala2 parti liar.... wakakakaka... tapi, tak tak.. aku tak pernah pergi parti liar.. :)

i'm clean...

haha, tak habis lagi ujian hidup hari ni.

boleh pula sampai rumah kol 4 petang.. WAHHH. HEAVEN..

BUT! die!! aku rasa cam nak mengamuk je.

sebab kunci rumah takde!!

so, aku lepak2 kat luar rumah sampai kol 7.30 malam~

wakakaka. gila temper aku... insane... mad..

i'm mad... i'm angry with my sister the monster... ahaha

tak tak. gurau je.

haha.. bape jam ek.. kira kira dalam 3jam 30minit.

aku tidur je... sampai kol 6 terbangun. h0h0..

ape punya nasib.... :((

tapi,aku tetap rasa FREEDOM dari EXAM. yahoo. alhamdulillah.

p.s pergh, memang takde orang ek nak update blog.. tau la masing2 dah nak g bercuti.. aku tahu, aku je yang terperuk dalam umah ni.... UPDATE OKAY?

lembu~

the birthday girl. 1stJUNE.

last year's.

this is my darling.

yeah, actually i have a friend, that i call 'em, 'my honey' and 'my sayang'.

the clandestine. and this is one of 'em. :)

i love you you and you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKAY?

sweet sixteen! :)

i've got no time to edit this year's picture.

so, i take this picture from 'friend's bloggie' and put it here.

have a nice year! :D :D

thanks for being my friend from form 1 until now!

even though dah sekolah dengan awak dari darjah 1, and i think the first time ever kita berbual waktu darjah 6, and awak jakun gila dapat cakap ngan kita. oh, so sweet. :)

thanks juga sebab jadi mp3 yang ke4 kita! haha.

thanks sebab layan kerenah kita selama ni.

thank you lahh.

back to the topic. actually, birthday wish tuh untuk budak yang ada sejarah 'lembu'. HAHA.

ingat tak pasal HE? kita ingat auu. fanatik sangat waktu tu. SEJARAH.

nostalgia lama. i miss you.

and oh tadi! LEMBU!!

nana-chan! teruja gila kan dengar suara lembu tu. mooo~ moo~

dia kata lembu comel. cute. tapi aku tak nampak pun kekiutan ia...

haha. cite dia macam ni.

alkisah, tengah buat kertas soalan 2 BIOLOGY, stres fikir jawapan.

sampai dah macam mengamuk dan actually aku dah macam malas nak BUAT!.

dan tiba tiba,

moo~

mooo~

aku stop tulis. pandang kanan. dia pandang aku sambil senyum lebarr.

ahaha. tengok sebelah kiri. dia tengah buat muka pelik! haha.

tengok belakang, eh, ada lembu ke?

sambil tengok2 belakang~

moo~

mooo~

moooO~

dan aku gelak. siapa jadi lembu? WOI!! .

sekolah aku. memang unik. lembu ada. kelapa sawit ada. kilang sebelah sekolah pun ada.

even sekolah memandu pun boleh nampak dari building tinggi sekolah tu...

unik~ lembu... lembu.. nana-chan teruja lagi?

dia memang. teruja dengan lembu.

ada kawan aku tu lagi la. dia one of the fan of katak! and i was like. euuuww. euwww.

unik. betul. walaupun sekolah aku tersorok kat ceruk kampung tu,

banyak memori kenangan yang manis, pahit... yang aku dapat.

HAHA, hilang stres dengar lembu menge'moo'. :)

dulu dulu waktu sekolah rendah aku duduk berdekatan dengan sekolah.

dari darjah 1 aku jalan kaki g skola... sorang sorang. tak takut. dah biasa. sampai darjah 5. pastu pindah rumah sekarang ni.

dekat dengan rumah lama aku tuh, ada gak kandang lembu!

muahaha. aku suka pergi tengok lembu lembu tu.

sebab waktu kecik kecik. sume benda nak cuba.

aku sangat suka kacau lembu lembu tu.

kasik lalang dan bila dah masuk dalam mulut dia, aku tarik balik lalang tu.

ehehe! memang jahat, nakal but cute. aku lah katakan! cewwah.

ahaha. kisah si lembu.~

p.s she said that she loved how the life she's in now. but i'm very worry about her being too far away when i used to know her. even though aku tak rapat dengan dia, tapi aku still care about her. miss you baby!