Tuesday, June 29, 2010

ich vermisse dich :(

.i miss you.

i don't know if i can bear this.
i always think that i'll be okay there.
but, yet, i don't feel i belong there.

i just miss the old time with them.
i spent 2 years [almost] with them..

their laughters..
their stories.. i do love them. a LOT. even i don't tell.

so, tell me.. what is the benefit behind all these things?
my eyes are blind.. my heart can't feel anything.. it's empty..

i do lie in front of them.. because i don't want to break their heart.
let me lie in this beautiful fake world.. i put my body there..
but not my heart. yet.

p.s i can't accept all this new changes.

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