XPeRT10

Hye!

(lama tak update.)

lama juga tak online.

mana pergi? pergi XPeRT.

here goes nothing.

went to Melaka,

stayed at SMTMT (Sek Men Teknik, Melaka Tengah.) pergh, asrama dia, tak boleh seyh nak describe, cukup selesa. HAHA

4 hari 3 malam.

23-26 Disember 2010

team JOHOR

(dari kanan) Firdaus, Muhaimin, Wan, Hakimi, Isyraf, Zulfadhli, Harish, Anas

Asma', Murshida, Najihah, Zaynab, Hajar (pengiring.)

1) JJCR, Jalan-jalan Cari Rezeki (23/12)

jual roti, malu2, terpaksa cakap, buat survey tentang Cinta, Abang Ismail (tu eh nama dia?) tu baik sangat dia bagi RM 10 (ehem, amaq ^^) jual air,

untung dari menjual? aaaa. adalah la tu enn.

malam ; sharing, pengajaran JJCR.

2) Berat Sama Dipikul (24/12)

went to rumah keluarga angkat, teamJohor split 2, tebang pokok terhempap atap rumah tu (ada dalam video), layan budak2, masak cekodok kobis. pelik en dengar cekodok KOBIS?!

AHAH, tapi cehs nak bajet sikit kat sini,

Murshida & Najihah berjaya masak cekodok uh ;)

(haha, masaaaakkk.)

malam ; sharing pengalaman.

3) Explorace (25/12)

Seluruh Bandaraya Melaka. buat kami masuk Muzium yang banyak, kene nyanyi, ade pelancong amek gamba dengan kami, pergh, dyerang ingat kami tengah buat persembahan apa. haish.

lari. jalan. penat. beli air. beli aiskrim. enjoy. tak tergesa-gesa. semuanya relax. enjoy habes.

kecuali last check point. berlari. uhuk, penat nak kejar.

pastu kena nyanyi lagi. lagu yang kena reka rentaknya sendiri.

jalan mudah, kami buat dikir barat je hehehe.okay hancur okay.

kterang kumpulan yang ke 5 atau 6 yang sampai KOT. tak ingat sangat.

haha, laju seyh team lain. oh lupa, ade 8 team semuanya.

lepas semua dah sampai, semua JALAN KAKI MACAM DAH NAK PATAH, pergi River Cruise.

okay, jauh la seyh. Xplorace memang paling seghonookkk! tapi paling penat. -.-"

malam ;

4) Melaka Night River Cruise

last time naik MRC ni waktu form 3.. tapi tu siang.

ni malam. pergh, jambatan dah cantik seyh. dulu pergi masik under construction.

ugh naik ni ngantuk. tertido atas boat. Zzz.. penat sangat kot satu hari berjalan berlari.

-

5) Majlis Penutup. (26/12)

Alhamdulillah, team Johor menang tempat PERTAMA. yay*

Tak sia-sia Pak Im hantar kterang ;)

walaupun dengan usaha sendiri.

Ini semua tak dijangka kot. ceh, dah la menyanyi cam hape.

lambat pulak uh.

aa, video editting pulak no.2

tapi beza dengan no.1 ,

satu markah je. diorang 90,

Johor 89. ape ntah ek kurang. ?

video uh ada je dalam lappy ni, tapi aalllaaaa, lambat sangat la nak upload. -.-"

sorry eh amaq. :) mintak kat tukang buat tu lah ehh.

6.30 pulang Johor :)

dan, dah sampai malam tadi.

p.s cis, aku balik rumah je adik aku dapat handphone baru, yang jauh lagi power dari aku punye. haish. ada yang dapat baju, sweater, KASUT. perggghhh. memang aaaa. 4 hari aku menghilang diorang pergi shopping heh. harammmm!

regret.

Hye!

i'm totally feel like a jerk.

regret? yeah, way too much.

sad? a bit, yes, honestly.

happy? duhh -sigh-

problematic? YES VERY MUCH PLEASE! !

coz i'm not totally over it. that's why. i lied.

and i regret what i've done. why did i didn't tell you? now, i'm on the edge.

p.s to be honest, i feel like a lOSER to think negatively. haish, positive soul dah keluar dari badan pastu negative soul masuk. macam cerita One Piece tadi.

atl.

Hye!
i suddenly searched for this band.

All Time Low.

haish, Alex, xD

Break your little heart. (fav song from ATL)

and of course Remembering Sunday.

this remind me to someone who i purposely tricked on that person. hehe. SORRY.

it was for FUN. and i feel HAPPY seeing you suffer.

ah, that sound quite cruel. err err

"i'm gonna break your little heart,

watch you take a fall,

laughing all the way to the hospital,

cuz there's nothing surgery can do,

when i break your little heart in two."

sorry, i purposely did that to you. idk why, but it feels great.

p.s school tomorrow, wait this post bila entah aku taip. layan jeh. kenapa tak post2 eh? dalam draft je? hish.

Tweet.

Hye!

Now i'm on Twitter.
*yeah* muna ajar. tapi cikgu dia annoying Orange.

http://twitter.com/eshida21


okay, FYI, i only have 5 accounts ONLY.

Facebook, which is, i don't really want to expose it here.
if korang perasan, i don't really update my 'status' there. because, i really don't want to. and, facebook is the best way for stalking people. hua3.

Twitter, I'm new there. ;)

Formspring, which i created for you to ask me anything, or tell me anything. huh~ i'm so kind la bg u all tanya guna anonymous. :') on the side bar, so, feel free. nak jugak orang tanya soalan pelik2. ngeee.

and Blogger, i have two. -.-"
one is for this blog. and the other one is for private blogs, and my batch's etc.

p.s games jom! :DDD

Godhand Teru

Hye!

Godhand Teru.

serius best!

okay, dah habis tengok.
uhh, Thanks Atiqah, kite masih lagi consider nak tengok Mr Brain dan Code Blue tu.
err. dan, yeah, korang semua patut tengok cerita ni jugak.

6 episodes je.

okay, Byeeee !

p.s bila nak start buat kerja sekolah yang Ustazah kasik? hua3.

FD

Hye,

jangan jadi FD. (Fashion Disaster)
sebab tak lawa.

i mean kalau nak pakai tudung tuh,
hesh tutup lah semua. (aurat)
tangan semua tuh, ish, takkan nak pakai tshirt lengan pendek tapi pakai tudung, cacat tau nampak. hesh, CACAT lah.. tak percaya? tanya saya!

tapi paling tak boleh blah pakai dress sleeveless pastu pakai tudung. ughh, so FD la honey.

and, and...
tudung jarang nampak tembus sampai leher.
cantik leher kau ;)
aku suka, aku suka! HAHAHA,

and, and..
-blank sementara-
tapi bak kata Nabil "lu pikir la sendiri!" (well tak nak bebel panjang2)

Allah perintahkan sesuatu mesti ada sebab kan?

okay ending,
sebab apa saya post ni? sebab, saya tak suka tengok fashion yang sangat disaster. tapi baguslah, kadang2 korang buat saya berfikir dan muhasabah balik diri saya.

p.s BTW i got my colour pencils!! HAHAHA! okay, lepas tu nak buat apa? bagi idea sikit. haish, rasa nak Crayon pulak. weeeeee.

NsN

Hye!

i am
currently into this
NsN is Never Shout Never. and Sudoku (i spent almost 3 hours on this), and junk foods ;DD
and so, what called 'house chores'. geez.


jana, so, let's spread the love. hate will brings you down m'dear ;)

iloveyoumorethanyouwilleverknow .. that is the most longest song's title ever. and sweeeet.

p.s bila nak habis holiday baru rasa tak rindu sekolah.

nak!!

paper + pencil = sketchs.

just being random y'know. hah, kat rumah ape jeh seyh boleh buat.

*new profile picture on facebook*

(aku jarang sekali tukar gamba kat fb kot!)

hye!

so, my holidays is full of GAMES.

Pirates Ahoy!, Battle Painters, Neopets, Restaurant City, Country Story, Nightclub City, Plock!,

okey BANYAKKKKK.

errk .

buku? satu je baru baca. sebab memang bukan genetic suka membaca.

Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella

Movie :

Despicable Me, Tokyo Dogs (running)

Baby and Me (kot lah tajuk dia.)

pastu ape ntah lagi.

Manga :

God, thanks She,

cerita Yankee-kun to Megane-chan shitt best!

LAWAK. (still running)

oh yeah.

this girl asked me on formspring,

http://www.formspring.me/eshida/q/1730125911

feel free to answer it ;)
because, yeah, kenapa eh?
orang main games = budak-budak?

okay,

1) kat Landmark, which is kedai yang banyak2 barang elektronik tu.

i-
me : maaa, belikan tablet tuh?
ma : apa tu?
me : alaa, benda tu yang boleh.... (explain macam2)

ii-
me : ma, belikan ida ni? (tunjuk kat mp4/mp3 baru dalam almari kaca)
ma : berapa harga dia?
me : tu, tu.. hehehe (sengih) yang lama dah rosak..

2) Rumah.

i-
me : ma, jom pergi beli buku yang colour2 yang macam kecik2 dulu tu.. dengan colour pencil?
ma : haish! nak buat apa?
me : bosan lah... alaaaa, colour pencel tu besar!! RM10 JE!! (serious tak tipu!! yang gedabak ada 46 batang tu RM 9.90!!)

conclusion ; SEMUA TAK DAPAT! . T^T bukan nak kata mama kedekut TAKK. cuma BEJIMAT-CERMAT!! ;)

p.s aku dah kenapa? , uh-oh..idk.. -.-"

bebelan

hye!
(sebenarnya dah bape banyak kali nak update pastu ade je benda yang kacau. contohnya macam Games.) hee ;)

so, today,
nak bebel je.

kalau tak nak baca, haish,
suka hati lah. sebab ye lah, you don't have to.

okay so, cuti aku?
crap, Bosan.
yeahh, cuma beberapa kali je keluar xD

Pergi Batu Layar,
this place suck habes.
dah masuk dalam black-list.
sebab? Resort yang aku pergi tu, EUWW gedik.
maksudnya servis tak bagus langsung. bagi bintang per 5?
setengah bintang je aku kasik. errr.

yeah, aku pergi sana sebab ade Hari Keluarga TDS.
Taman Daya School .a.k.a. SMKTD
enjoy sikit je.
cabutan bertuah, mama dapat mangkuk, mangkuk dan Oven.
OVEN?!! wth, tapi ada yang dapat peti ais??!! lagi laaa gila.

and then,
Hari Rabu, 24 November
keluar, dengan members
haish, aku dah cerita.
yeah, sedap makan kat Vivo,
sedap jugak suara korang menyanyi dekat tempat karaoke tu.
ops. fullstop.

then, i don't remember.
aku ade keluar lagi ke?
oh ade, pergi Batu Pahat.
hantar dia pergi Kolej je.
makan kat KFC then.. okay, berita tu sampai kat aku. T^T

then...

NOTHING. aku hanya stay kat rumah.

oh kejap.
ade lagi la keluar.
dengan Abah and Hajar.
Baiki Laptop Hajar,
dan ambil result kat sekolah.
ape jadi ea? Alhamdulillah. target? tak lepas. ish, aku target tinggi sangat. peratus tercapai cuma 65% je. -.-"

jadi?
haaa. aku punya azam cuti ni pon tak tercapai lagi.
jap2. aku takde azam la untuk cuti ni. ish ish. haha.
okay, banyak nya awak membebel.
aku patut berhenti. tapi entah. tak boleh2.

cuttttiiii, it's kinda boring.
bangun tido, laptop, facebook, games, tv, makan, tido, movies, addmath? HAHAHA, tak buat langsung. walaupun dah kena bebel tak buat2 jugak. ish.

bila nak berubah?

okay, waktu aku dah semakin suntuk untuk duduk dalam rumah ni.
kelas tambahan start 22nd December, kot, then, 23rd December, Melaka here i come, MAYBE LAH. InsyaAllah. BYE!

p.s december 2010. tak tahu nak rasa apa. berita itu terlalu mengejut dan buat aku freecare about everything yang terjadi around me. aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku macam tu. shit,, aku patut diam.

keluar

hye everyone!
yeaah, i'm back. :)
so, i dah boleh terima kenyataan yang i ada 1G
tapi tak kesah lah tu.

at least Physics aku tak fail.
whoa, yang paling tak boleh blah Bahasa Arab pon tak fail. xD

so, kene tunggu hari Sabtu.
lepas tu, kalau mama tengok result teruk,
hish, mesti kene brainwash ler.

agak2 boleh keluar tak, nak tengok Narnia 3?
jom budak2 YPJ, omg, rindunya kat kelas tu ;'(

Btw, thanks girls, keluar ramai2 tadi. penat nak mati okaaayy.

sampai Jusco Tebrau
'apa motif pergi sini ea?'

selepas berjalan beberapa minit.. nampak 'tempat' tu..
'nak masuk ke tempat ni?'

'aku atas pagar... boleh nak masuk, boleh tak nak..'

'makanan dia halal tak ni?'

'lain kali jangan minum air yang berais.. kan dah...'

after 3 hours kat tempat tu..
'penat aa, jom makan..'

'wey, cepat la order..'

'makanan mahal.. tak sanggup nak kuarkan duit..' (buat muka sedih+stress)

'lasagna, spaghetti, meatballs, chicken chop.. etc..'

'air dik?'

'7 mineral water..1 f&n Orange..' (kedekut habis..) -.-"

'pergh kenyang habis.. berbaloi aa bayar mahal.. makanan sedap!'

so, then kite jalan cari kedai Game, cari game untuk Xbox Adik Qarie..
pastu jalan masuk kedai Yamaha yang jumpa lelaki penebar roti tapi pakai BMW o.O
masuk situ nak cari capo dengan pick. poyo habis. malu konon. haha, sape lah tu.
masuk Reject Shop.. ini paling tak faham motif masuk kedai ni..

ambil gamba kat cermin pastu keluar balik??!!

4.30 petang..

solat, dan balik..

penat sangat.

aku sampai rumah pukul 9 lebih. sebab mama ambil lambat sikit.
snanye mama suruh tido umah Qarie tadi..
tapi sebab aku macam da penat gilaaaaa, so, balik gak aaa.

pastu sampai rumah tido balik.
bangun2 dah pukul 1
okay okay. ni nak tido dah ni..

gile apa nak tido kol 4 pagi macam semalam ? penat.

p.s okay, aku tak beli capo. she? nak belikan? takpe laa. susah2 je. kite pon tak mampu! mampu sbnrnya. tapi kedekut xD

untitled.

penat nak pikir nak letak tajuk apa..

apa eh? haha, kite tulis dulu, nnti baru fikir.

hye!

dah lama tak update.

sesak kepala..

fikiran pon buntu.. tak jumpa-jumpa dengan idea best atau menarik.

semuanya, bosan, eh tak, semuanya nampak normal.. mungkin..

seminggu.. cuti..

oh mann. cuti memang tak buat hape..

jangan tanyalah apa yang aku buat..

gemuk dah.. xD

Progress Addmath? kirim salam...

alasannya, takde kalkulator..

Munzir pinjam sebab dia nak SPM.

[ttbe terbukak e-waris kejapp!]

ade FAILEDDDD!

okay crap.. dah disangka.. markah tu.. ish..

ade failed.. cane ni..

serious, aku bengang tahap $^%#%^$^&%*

ish, tak nak tgk.. apa ni..

tetiba takde mood nak update..

senyap ahhhh...

garghhh..

p.s penat nak care tentang dia.. patut aku lupakan je dia.. dan act normal macam takde apa-apa.. sekian.. berkabung... sebab ada fail...T^T

Random

Hye,

first of all,
Happy Eidul Adha :)

cooking, nyummm, nasi himpit,
rendang daging, kuah kacang, daging masak kicap ^^
ayam goreng! haha, banyak sangat ! pergh,
esok chef kedua, Amin, haha, dia kata nak masak laksa johor
yang dia kempunan sangat waktu duduk kat pulau redang uh x)
kite tungguu...

hurmmmm, so, raya ni baru lengkap satu family. irony.
:DDD

tadi, pergi beli cincin.
cincin apa? haaaa, tu kita tak tahu x)
yang penting, dah masuk dalam buku 555 dia :) HAHA,
esoklah 'projek'nya, so, tahniah !
haha, we actually call it 'Projek Raya Haji' ;')

aku bila? x) HAHA. okay, shut up lah!

sebenarnya nak tunjuk gamba yang agak.. Hummmm,
'irony'
tapi takepelah nanti nanti.

okay, i'm speechless.
because, this holiday is BORING.

okay layan,
tak boleh tekan butang stoppp, PLAYY!
kene! kene!

lagu Linkin Park yang paling takde gentre Punk/Screamo
macam Numb, Leave Out All The Rest, Bleed it out, etc.
so, smooth, touching, lyric paling aa meaning dia T^T



Awek comel :D
haha, geli ennnnn 'awek'
perempuan laah

hey awak yang sama umur dengan aku,
awak ni comel lahhh!



dan awak pon comel juga!!



hye Charlie :) ehmmm, rambut merah dia memang sangat COOL!

hahaha, crappsss,
semua ni sebab bosan sangat tak tahu nak buat apa.. jalan2 kat youtube..

aku jumpa jugak video melayu yang agak lawak!
ni haaaaa



okay, tu je! chow!

p.s aku patut buat youtube's account ennn. [???] semua kene tengok video atas2 ni x) lawak, cool. :) jangan tengok kepada budak budak yang skema macam pembaris besi aku. you might not like it. serious, get a life lahh! heshh.

T.T

hye,

pagi tadi,
ada orang masuk rumah. x.x

apa yang hilang?
-laptop abah,
-handphone abah and mama. UGHHHHH!
-handbag mama including wallet, kad kredit, I/c, lesen.. ATM card..
-wallet abah jugak, including, Atm card, credit card x( cash around RM 400-500 ! (banyak beyb! aku tak pernah ada duit cash sebanyak tu dalam wallet aku!)

penat abah siapkan bahan untuk program malam ni.
sekali kene curiiii!!
nasib baik dia tak kebas jugak hard disc abah. kalau tak,
bahan program PASTI HILANG.

so, pagipagi pukul 5 semua orang dah bangun kecohkecoh barang hilang!
call banks haha, banyak sangat bank. ade 4 x)
batal tu, batal ni..
pastu tido balik kol 8 - 12 lebey PENATTT! lebih specific ngantuk.
paling lawak, semua orang dalam rumah tidur waktu tuhh!
report polis blah blah blah semua.

tapi abah dengan mama je lah yang kecoh.
Pencuri tu bijak sangat masuk ikut pintu verandah depan dan curi segala barang yang ada dalam bilik abah...

TAPI, dia tak curi benda lain
yang ada kat dalam rumah ni.

so, PATUT BERSYUKUR SEKARANG!

walaupun aku dah tak dapat guna handphone aku lagi . . .
T^T

sebab mama yang guna buat sementara waktu.
[okay, mungkin ada hikmah tak guna handphone kaaannn??!] haha, muna ^^,
cehs, abah aku macam nak beli beri hitam jehh? HAHAH.
kite tunggu jelaaaaa~

p.s kalau dia rompak satu rumah, ada macam2 lagi kat bilik aku, abang2 aku
ada 3/4 lagi lappy. BB lagi. handphone LAGI. dan duit lagi. x.x yang penting sekarang... that robbers patut bukak lappy abah dan tengok lahh video2 bahan program tu... mana tahu insaffff dan bertaubat!! :)

last day.

Hye,

today, is out last day of school :)
happy? sort of..
sad? nahh.
a bit weird lah because, i don't have to wake up early to gosok baju and everything!

:D so, hoorahhh! eh, bukan hooray ke?

so, pagi2 ada ceramah. aku tidur. entah kenapa.. ngantuk..

seperti biasa..

rehat, makan..

dan pergi...

hehee, KFC.

ceh, mentang kat Setia Tropika ade enn x)

thanks mak __________.

kirenya macam fly dr skolah lahahahha.

lepak 3 orang kat situ x)

ceh, skali je tak bawak banyak duit T^T

wuwuwuwuwu.

sorang bawak RM 8. sorang lagi... tak tahu... aku? lagi laa!

duit baru kene curik! adek aku tak kasik duit belanja! haishhh.

tp total smua ada Rm 15 JE!!

haha, layan2, nak jugak tuu makannn.

nasib baik ada set Jom Jimat. x)

haha, and then.. terserempak.. guru BM and homeroom teacher 4 Ind x)

CUAKK. tapi mereka sporting. lepak sama jugak dengan kterang. HAHA.

11-1 pm lepak situ.

[hari last skola takpelah buat cmni...]

then baliiikkkk! habis skola. tapi hari ni asek makan jeee. GEMOK!

pastu, disebabkan jalan highway ni jammed, [1 jamm stuck dalam bas okay. sampai umah dalam kol 4.30...] T^T

main lah bende alah ni dengan budak bas. HAHAHA!

syiiokk pula ttbe.

Uno game x)

main dengan Oman ^^, haha, dapat anugerah pengawas terbaik seyh dia ni!

Hurun Ain and Hazim.

err, err. budak2 form1 and darjah 6.

aku? errrrr. -.-"

censord lah umur aku bapeee.

p.s so, aku tengah cari cara untuk keluar dari sini... sorry kalau post bawah ni aku banyak mencarut T.T aku tengah sedih babe. x(

F

It was F day for me.
F = +uck

F, people are suck.

i know, i know, this post should not be here.

but who cares anyway?

Life isn't FUCKING EASY en Santhiey?

when ever i feel happy..

there's always 'something' that will makes me MAD or get ANGRY.

i was in the middle of something just now.

and.. and.. suddenly..

something happened

it was actually not my FAULT AT ALL!!

but.. i was the one WHO GET THAT *FUCKING WORDS.

i hate him..

I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM HERE!

he SHOULD DIE..

they should have not LOVE him anymore..

he DON'T BELONG HERE ! and US.

GO AWAY! or.. i can kill him instead..

mun, i think, i need Jade... i'm Trisy now.. but.. where can i find him?

Rooftop?

p.s there's always a chance to make i accept him again.. duhh. i LIED. NOT ANYMORE.. i give him a chance.. but this is what i've got. sorry. NOT ANYMORE. THANK YOU. YOU JUST RUIN MY FUCKING EASY LIFE.

pergi.

ia berlalu dengan pantas.

hai,

yesterday, we had netball tournament.

i'm a LOSER.

x(

but.. ENJOYED.

:D

because 2010 punye persekolahan dah nak tamat,

ni nak buat LIST

what i've Learnt from this year ;

1) Don't give a damn what they think. Just do your best ! people always can judge, but you can't stop them.

2) Be professional [ni senior yang tegur aku] Fine, terima-terima. Kau pun.

3) Don't hate your seniors and juniors, nanti you plak yang kena balik. ni senior jugak yang cakap. belajar memaafkan x)

4) jangan sombong. puhh-lizz, aku tak sombong, cuma aku tak ramah dengan orang. tak salah kan? aku bukannya tak nak bergaul, cuma aku tak suka orang mengenali aku dengan lebih dalam. CUKUP dengan apa yang aku TUNJUK je.

5) Semasa Belajar di dalam kelas ; JANGAN tidur, JANGAN berbual. Focus. kalau tak, memang akan jadi macam subjek Chemistry and Physics.

6) Don't hate you teachers. [errrmm. NO COMMENT.]

7)Segala perkara yang terjadi, mesti ada hikmah. T^T dear god, please, tunjukkan aku apa hikmahnya sekarang -.-"

8) Jangan jadi CENTER OF ATTRACTION. ROGER!

9) . be yourself . .

10) Walau kau benci mana pun dia BERUBAH, kau perlu terima dia. people do change.. me too. i hope so. even though not 100% and, i hope people can ACCEPT me. YEYE, aku tahu, aku TERUK dulu.. sorry :(

so, The rest, buat dalam diary. rasa lawak, pelik, sekolah tahun ni dah nak habis. tahun depan bakal ada bangunan baru x)

p.s aku kerap kali taip dan padam balik. sebab aku rasa blog aku BOSAN nak mati. haha, KAN? o.O rasa nak delete. . . BYE 2010/sekolah!

aku officially dah DELETE acc TAGGED. i get annoy when a guy[s] add me there. hesh, tak faham2. penat aku delete. pastu add balik. !

last.

hye.

esok last paper.

BAT .

ye. BAT.

stands for Bahasa Arab Tinggi.

takut?

mestilah.

tak nak fail.

pleaseee. so, study ye anak2 :)

tadi buat kaji selidik kat facebook.

ehem.

ye.. dan saya jumpa apa yang ingin saya tahu..

facebook memang amat berguna untuk stalk orang.

haha. i think almost everyone yang ada facebook adalah stalker.

including me ;)

..PRECAUTIONS akan diambil serta merta.

p.s i hate the pasts. but i'm crazy enough to know what will happened in the future!

Biology... boleh pass? boleh kot.

exhausted

exhausted. All i need is REST for several months... i want to hibernate.. :D

okay, just wanna say..

Congratulation! yay!

Thanks for everything.

I'm So Sorry because i didn't give my best.

uggh. i wish i can memorize all the scripts !

my act was like a rubbish.. what a shame.

humiliation!

-i felt so sad when i think back how bad i was x(

even though we got 3rd place for our drama..

for me, it was a blast! we enjoyed. right?

true. laughing so hard at the back stage..

make a weird dances.. jumping up and down..

make our own props, arts.

and all those craps things we've done..

i will forever remember this :)

so.. it's over.. i mean it's really OVER.

no more Jameel. and Ahmed.

tutup buku.

buka cerita baru.

= HOLIDAY! yay again!

p.s saya tak marah. jangan rasa bersalah sangat. stop crying. i know you are strong. Maybe it's my fault too. mungkin aku ter TER overdose gedik. haha. dah2. lupakan je.. kite pon akan tuka nombor nanti. x) i mean nanti.. sim card dah ade, no blom ade. :) Celcome mmg terhegeh-hegeh. miss FM, SMILE. and the world will SMILE back to you !

BIOLOGY AND ALLUGHATUL AL 'ARABIAH

mode ; STUDY.

KAU TAHU TAK BETAPA BAHAGIANYA AKU BILA DAPAT KAWAN MACAM KORANG!

i love you! eh, EUW la pule.

ahh, tapi, great moments seyh beberapa bulan sekelas dengan korang

aku tetiba sedih kelas ni dah TAMAT. :(

Practice makes perfect.

Hye everyone!

Friday and Saturday - ada training Drama. serious PENAT.

but quite satisfied with everything.. i guess so.. [?]

dan.. Esok adalah penentuan..

takut lupa script. ye aa.

siapa tak cuak? aku cuak!

haha. tapi tak sangat! gelabah je. x)

Drama - Treasure chests. :)

i hope.. it will end with success.

haha! i wish i was a guyyyy. haaha.. hilarious! part lelaki.. memang paling arrhh.

daripada part aku. cis. cis. nahh. part tu je slack..

i'm hyper!

i can't do that part... seriously!! kill me ! kill me!!

can't stop laughing... x( aaa. macam mana ni....

penat dah nak imitate 'Jameell'

watak dia langsung 100% bukan aku.

eh ye la. nama pon Drama.

so, pray for us :)

p.s crap. aku tak baca Biology lagi utk exam hari isnin! blame the drama.. x( OK, bye bye! nak jahit baju Jameel yang terkoyak tadi! haha. ganas betul.. nak basuh baju tadi gakk.

Damn 2.55 - 3.39 O.O

SYNYSTER GATES xD haha, lagu A7X best dengar par guitar solo je ;)

Math.

hye,

phew,
Additional Mathematics and Mathematics [which are my 'favorite' subjects evahhhh]
dah habis :)

tenang heh? boleh duduk dengan tenang! :)

I did a LOT and LOT of mistakes. x(

aa, menggigil tangan.

Otak dah macam nak naik cramp!

Hentam --- Hentam ---

tak faham kenapa orang boleh tidur waktu jawab soalan math./+math. [?!]

Tekan --- Tekan ----

Kalkulator.. kenapa tak kasik jawapan?

ughhhh..

Tinggal --- Tinggal dulu soalan ni...

Apa benda ni soalan ni nak?

relax -- Relax.. --- hakikatnya?

Nombor memang bukan dunia saya. Maaf.

:'(

so, Hmmm. let's continue with other Subjects = Phy123, Chem123, Bio123, Bat12.

Baca punya baca lah Physics.

LAtihan? aaaaa.

terkial-kial.

Penat. serius penat.

p.s going to bed... kunci jam pukul 2 Pagi.. almost setiap pagi macam tu..

Boats and Birds

hey,

urghh, i can't stop blogging. damn. tomorrow will be Addmath's paper. and Tafsir..

that need to be read and memorize.. but i don't know..

i stare at the books.. and.. walk away from it.

i just did it..

geez. there's something that make me..

feels like.. giving up.. and tired.. lazy..

plus that..

it's just makes me think about something else..

it just stuck on my head.. i can't erase it.. completely..

but i have to.. i try once.. but can't..

tett.

so my dear,

>.>

i said before, i want to study addmath with my mom..

and suddenly something came up.. and i don't why i'm still here..

in front of the computer.. duhh..

he's just did it again.. and my mom, have to go there immediately.. [so, i decided not to study [?]]

maybe he DID it PURPOSELY..

i think he is just being like that,

to attracts others.. boo.. err, i'm free care anyway..

everyone know i hate him..

even my mom and dad.. [maybe?]

who cares anyway?

Boats and Birds by

when 'metal head' change her mood into this..... layan.. layan...

LIKE.LIKE.LIKE.

p.s i LOVE my new WHITE SSSNNEEEAAKKKKERRRRR ! and.. aaa.. i can't imagine next year..

i will not stay at home.. Hostel. o.O [??!!] nanti nak tengok movie sume macam mana? kene basuh baju sendiri.. dan.. Cik T.. i hope Cik T dan anak-anak dah pindah ke tempat lain.. PLEASEEEEEE.

p.s.s lepas habis exam, memang akan buat marathon MOVIES AND belajar mainnnnn Guitar sampai powerrrr. haha, jana~

Electrolysis.

hey, today, attended chemistry class at rumah Cikgu Mahani a.k.a mak Qarie.

serious, BEST. BEST.
aku rasa kalau orang yang tak suka Chemistry tu, mesti suka dah lepas ni.
ahaha, selama ni mana suka subjek SUSAH-NAK-MASUK-DALAM-KEPALA-DAN-HATI.

TAPI, lepas ini, dah berazam TAK NAK FAIL. lagi.
err, err. :((

ehm, so, kami, dalam 14 orang gitu, Ittihad and Imtithal
belajar bersama. errrghhh.

meletup.
memeningkan.
dan macam-macam kerenah.

dari pukul 9.30 AM - 4.15 PM gitu.
belajar non-stop. eh ade lah jugak Stop.
solat, makan. tu jer.

Acid = substance that ionises in water to produce... hydrogen ion..

Base = ... sama macam acid. tapi... produce hydroxide ion kan? x)

betulah Beliau cakap.. Chemistry tak sesusah yang aku fikir.

Electrolysis yang tak pernah faham.. dan.. dah faham dah sekarang..

Daniell Cell.. Hidayah Cell. [?]

Alhamdulillah. tinggal nak revise benda2 yang perlu revise JE.

p.s well, K_h_ _n. [?]

i'm sick of that word. [noktah] i don't know what is that thing actually.

[OKay lah. tipu. kalau tak, buat apa baca Fiqh kannn?]

thinking

hye,

-tengah berehat dari study.

ye, kejap je online. tahu tahu,

kejap lagi off.

ehem, so, tajuk hari ni, 'berfikir'.

thinking

kenapa semua soalan perlukan jawapan?

bukan menolak. tetapi mahu membantu.

tetapi awak tidak mahu.

kenapa? kerana saya bukan seorang yang layak?

tidak. kerana awak orang yang terpilih.

awak dah dapat peluang, kenapa harus tolak?

saya rasa saya tidak layak berada di situ.

boleh beri pada orang lain?

tidak. awak perlu yakin.

saya tidak mampu.

tidak mampu menghadapi sesuatu di luar jangkaan.

saya hanya mampu menanti hari itu.

dan berharap yang terbaik.

kadang-kadang, saya rasa,

awak lebih layak.

suka sangat lirik ni. :(

Hayley, awak patut nyanyi lagu ini untuk saya. heee.

p.s setiap kali saya online facebook, saya akan pergi ke page awak. awak tahu kenapa? sebab saya rindu awak. HAHA. saya = stalker awak. cis. cis.

ingin tahu kenapa saya tulis bahasa baku? kerana, saya mahu cuba translate page ni kepada bahasa Inggeris.

*dah buat. lawak nak mati terjemahan blog ni. HAHAHA.

tersampuk.

hye,

"bukanlah aku sengaja, melindungi rasa di jiwa..."

"wey, dah cukup2 la tu nyanyi lagu tu."

lama2 aku pon tersampuk jugak dengar lagu tu.

-.-"

MY LOVE by WESTLIFE

this is soooo lame!

but but, WESTLIFE IS GREATTTT! :D

"An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far."

p.s okay, jangan ditanya mana pergi lagu Tokio Hotel/Cartel/Hey Monday/A7X. err, post ni. err. ERRR. j____g. :')

happy birthday to me

number doesn't matter.

cake does matter. o.O

thanks guys! for the wishes. and gifts. and skittles , lotion?! HAHA.

[skittles - eaten by munzir!! god, aku dapat makan bape ketul jee T^T]

hum, yeah, happy HAPPY HAPPY crap belated BIRTHDAY!

thank you Allah

thanks mom.

thanks dad.

thanks friends.

thanks anonymous.

thanks strangers.

thanks lovers.

thanks haters? [hey, i hate you too.]

so, no party, no cakes, YEAH NO CAKES! shesh, i longed for it! haha,

nyummy. hey, fatSSS oh crap. but but SUGAR IS THE BEST DAMN THING.

oh !

am i that happy? no, that day was miserable !

haha, tidurlah lagi pukul 3 pagi. padan muka.

p.s i wish i can know you better ;)

boo.

hye everyone.

okay, today, no more killing post.

hm, so, upcoming event, EXAM and YPJ-OUM DRAMA AND DEBATE. (final)

yes, no more YPJ class. *muka lega*

okay, saya menyeru dan memaksa diri saya.

dan kawan-kawan untuk sama-sama belajar.

day-dreaming huh? STUDY LAH WEYH!

so, macam mana?

awak dah start?

saya tidak tahu bagaimana nak start.

di mana saya perlu mula.

jadi, dah tengok jadual, saya sudah tahu :)

dan.. oh, ada komputer? *die* pernah sekali je dapat A. -.-"

addmath? -sigh- Math? -sigh-

CHem? ARGH.

PHYsics? cukup best untuk tertidur.

BAT? -usehe lagi. boleh tu. belajar dengan orang sebelah ok? HAHAH.

p.s I REALLY WANT 'TABLET!! SHESSSHHHH. NOW I KNOW HOW PEOPLE COLOUR THEIR CARTOONS ON COMPUTER. OKAY, JEALOUS!! oh, crap.

kill.

I WANT TO KILL YOU!

AND,

I REALLY MEANT IT.

killer-to-be.

I'M WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME.

i will be happier than anyone,

if i see you die in front of me..

i need to kill.

p.s -sighs-

berubah.

hye,

today, i had a little conversation with a friend.

kinda, nostalgia sikit la.
sebab dah lama tak hang out dengan dia.
bebual agak macammacam. macam berkurun tak berjumpa.
berkajang2 karangan boleh buat.

yeah, walaupon satu skola, kelas satu blok, entah,
rasa macam tak sempat nak berbicara.

okay, back to my point;

people do changed, like ME.
for good.
for myself.

why? because i need to.

for good. because it's GOOD.

i hate the old me.
i hate my school years, i mean sekolah rendah. i don't really know,
what friends for, and i don't really trust people. why?

because it was HARD.

and, i hate 2006, and 2008.
i should burn my diary o.O

i did something bad, and it really really hurts me a LOT.
and others too. maybe , that was the reason why,
i can't hardly trust anyone .

you know,
it was hard for me to blend in, because, i felt like,
they will judge me,
i will hurt them, and etc [the negative things, most]

but then,
i realized my mistakes.
and [for me] i've changed.
i'm not THAT perfect,
but i know who i am.

thank god :)

i think, macammacam kitorang bualkan.
aku harap, awak, [the one yang cakap aku emo tu]
TAKKAN cakap lagi pasal aku yang dulu.

pergh, aku memang tahap allergi gatal2 tak nak imbau perkara2 yang dah berlalu uh.
itu aku yang dulu. sekarang dah tak kot.
aku dah jadi orang yang lain daah.

okay, ni cerite lain.

aku kene act drama lagi. T^T
dulu jadi Rose, si buta, yang wataknya sgt lemah lembut dan ermm, very feminine.

dan sekarang.
si Jameel, isteri Ahmed, yang sangat garang dan menggedik macam drama queen.

how many times la aku kene 'jadi orang lain'? HAHA, ni last kot :)
so kene bagi 200% laa.

sebab kesian Sir kene bear dengan perangai kitorang yang gedik2 belaka ni. ;D

dan, amaq, aku tak terasa au apa yang kau tulis kat blog tu,
cume nak betulkan sikit je fakta,

bukan tak nak campur,
cuma you know, awak faham2 la kan,
kene la jaga hati masing2 .
ade pros and cons aa kalau nak campur pon.

awak takyah la emo sangat kat sesiapa yang awak maksudkan tu.
mungkin dia ada pendapat dia,
awak ada pendapat awak,
tak semua perkara yang kita buat akan satisfy kan orang lain.

jadi, conclusion kat sini, takyah laa nak pertikaikan apa yang orang lain buat.
sebab semua perkara yang terjadi ada sebab :)

semua ni process learning ye anak2.
redha dan terime je arahan dari Sir and the Director.
they know the best :)

and, jomlah buat sebaik mungkin ,
PROPS, COSTUMES, ACTORS and NARRATORS.

also, who debate, all the best.
betulkan niat, lillahita'ala.

p.s takziah buat eis, baru je terselamat dari accident, dengarnya masuk gaung?

rinduKAMU.

hye,
nak update tgh2 pagi nee.
sebab b o s a n HAHA.

sebenarnya nak study,

eh tak, kemas baju tuk drama esok eh tak HARI NI,

dan, umm, iftar hari ni jugak?

dah sahur, alhamdulillah.

tapi rasa malas nak pergi pule.

..jadi ke?.. kredit pule tinggal RM00.01

ades. malas nak tanya.

kamu perasan? dalam gamba ni takde Syifa'?

oh yes,

saya tak suka post ni

http://faa7.blogspot.com/2010/10/credit-to-anisa_5357.html

BENCI. BENCI.

tak, sebenarnya rindu seyh nak lepak sama2.

Raihan, PINK

awak memang selalu optimist. :)

Falah, kawan setidurrr ZzzZzz.

awak memang kawan yang paling suka KETAWA. :))

dan, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hari ni birthday awak kan?

May Allah bless you. ye, saya punya seminggu lagi.

BulanKU, [moon]

. . . . kawan yang paling best untuk dikacau? dan pelik.

Farahin,

kawan yang dah pindah. awaklah yang paling tenang dan cepat gelabah? hehe.

Hafidzah,

teman seGADUH? very true. suka buat lawak ;)

paling tak boleh lupa,

awak sangat OBSES dengan Dafi, DULU LA KAN?

Kak Long, cq pitti,

ketua KRS perempuanS nii, jangan main2. TEGAS tapi baaaiiikk. ;D

ni namanya mengampu. [haha, takdelahhh.]

Aqil, cik Anode,

selalu bajet tinggi dia guaaa. dan mulot pot pet.

Aina,

yang tak jadi2 nak pindah HAHA, tak awak murah dengan senyuman. :)

Anisa, HYE!

nak chocolate?

awak kawan yang paaaaling semangat kalau nak buat kerja dan CREATIVE

Qarie,

tak nak cakap pape pasal awak.

Sarjan GARANG! yelah, form 4 mmg suke men2. yes,

saya tgh bumping nee.

Atiq,

hey, kite tak lupa awak. LAGI,

suara nyaring macam perempuan. hihi ;)

She [yang takde dalam gamba]

:)

tu je yang saya mampu tulis.

tak lupe, waktu form 2 dulu, ade Intan Farhana dan Nabila Huda :)

CONCLUSION dari post ni,

JOMLAH BUAT JAMUAN KELAS ISLAH lagi? [dan Intisor jugak, jangan waste duit kelas tu macam tu jee kan JENNY?]

aku rasa macam nak makan pulak sekarang.

OKAY, patutt off, dan kemas2 barang.

p.s Ittihad pon best ape? walaupon poyo dan skema sentiasa. hehe. :) alaa, kelas bising susah belajar, kan? kan? :P

mukhayyam2010

hai,

saya baru je habis berkampung di Teluk Gorek, Mersing.

komen ; mukhayyam ni tak seBEST form3.

ye, group dulu lagi best. maaf, saya jujur. ada segelintir groupmates yang buat aku annoy.

so, 1st day ;

ice breakin'

sumpah menyampah dengan prog malam.

tapi bagus jugak la, at least . ade sebahagian yang terasa.

bila orang bercakap kat depan, korang tak dengar,

sakit hati kan? jadi HORMATlah ck8.

orang tegur suruh masuk kelas awal,

korang buat bodo. bg nasihat sng, terima nasihat SUSAH.

please, hidup ni, bukan pasal korang je.

,

nightwalk,

saya bersyukur kerana group dirombak.

putri - ketua kumpulan saya.

saya - penjaga api lilin.

ade hujan palsu.

tapi api kami masih kekal. sorry fasi, anda GAGAL.

,

games yang mengantuk,

tidak enjoy langsung,

kecuali part membuli orang. :D

2nd day ;

Qiamullail yang asyik mengantuk,

okay sebenarnya, waktu baca matsurat, mmg mata AUTOMATIC

nak tutup U_U

,

Pendakian Gunung Arong.

makanan, minuman kami disekat.

hanya 3 litre air , 2 choc bar [big] and 5-4 biji apples.

ye, saya penat.

,

dah sampai di kaki gunung, [habis mendaki]

perempuanS penat,

lepak kat pantai,

sebenarnya semua nak balik base camp.

tapi sebab loser sgt, kene tunggu kat situ.

nak buat aktiviti Survival tu.

penat lagi, kaki macam nak tercabut.

lapar, sebab tak makan.

sampai base camp pukul 6,

ye, kumpulan saya yang terakhir sampai.

haus, haus, minum air hujan pon jadi. [desperate sangat dah ni.]

,

malam, fortilla Gaza,

saya sangat mengantuk.

i ended up, dengan tak mendengar langsung persembahan orang lain.

saya memang suka tidur.

10.30 pm, dah bole tidur.

saya, masuk khemah, dan tanpa menghiraukan orang lain,

saya tidur.

3.00 am,

kene kejut,

jalan malam2,

betul saya menyampah dengan perempuanS yang jalan terkedek-kedek, mengada-ngada.

jerit sana sini. tak reti senyap. semua orang ngantuk, semua orang penat.

semua orang tak nampak lah,

sampai pantai,

Puan kasik tidur

jadi, tanpa membuang masa, [ngantuk beyb!]

saya pon tidur dengan nyenyaknye,

dah tak kisah pasir ke ape.

mmg nyenyak dan nyaman.

Qiam, baca matsurat, solat subuh, jalan lagi lepas tu,

sampai base camp.

3rd day ;

keLOSER-an perempuanS ,

tak tahu nak buat pertunjukan pentas BaSeD

thumb up untuk lelakiS

majlis penutup, bersurai.

tamat.

ma datang amek ida kat skola,

pastu beli cool blog,

dan makan pizza untuk dinner.

dan saya di depan lappy,

buat2 ada cuti hari Isnin. :)

maaf, saya terbangun lambat.

sakit belakang.

alhamdulillah, saya sihat,

tak melecet / ape2,

cuma ade kesan melecur kat jari T^T

p.s moga, semua peserta dapat manfaat. :) okay, nak pergi basuh kasut skolah yang kotor sangat tu.

short.

hye!

*ttbe dah tak tahu nak post macam mana*

lencana2 baju 4 blom jahit,

tudong hitam tak jahit lagi. dan,, dan. AKU MANA LAH RETI GUNA MESIN JAHIT!!

esok Camping.

-.-"

lapar lah,

dah dah.

nak off.

takde mood dah nak post bila tengok komen diorang yang EUW, YUCKS,

DISGUSTING,

IRRITATING,

ANNOYING,

okay, jangan kutok diorang lagi.

p.s ikhtilatlah lagi, dapat tambah dosa? boo. [pesanan untuk diri sendiri juga]

layan japp :)

even though aku tak sePERFECT korang,

aku masih tahu siapa aku. (:

dan, lagu ni, BEST!

hum,
this got me thinking.

october

hey,

dah masuk october rupenye.

hmmmm.

pantasnya masa berlalu.

eheem, atas demand budak ni,

ye, saya tahu saya lambat nak wish,

selamat hari lahir. yang ke 16. Nur Dalila :)

dah dah, cukop la jadi kaki lelaki yeee :P

mine, menyusul nanti.

waktu exam. huhhhh~

kene buat wishlist ke?

takyah la. dah lama tak sambut pon. [haha, sedey kan bunyinye? sobs]

'Syawal dah nak habis lah awak. dah habis puasa enam?'

'dah',

'jelousnyaa'

-.-"

'mukhayyam?? malasnyaa nak pergi'

'jangan malas, think positive'

'macam mana kalau tak boleh?'

'awak nak lepaskan peluang sekali setahun ni ke?'

'study, study, class lagi, drama lagi, macam2 nak buat'

'tapi kenapa tak start?'

p.s Murshida is tired :(

fatigué

hye, dalila, miss me huh?

hehe, takde lah, joking,

:)

this is how i feel right now.

T^T

tired.

drama,

exam,

camping,

studying,

this is all CRAP!!

i don't want to get any Gs, or Es, or Ds x)

and neither Cs. B is OKAY,

A :D :D

i'm running out of time. T^T

okay, heee, click this link.

http://www.formspring.me/eishajar/q/1213571220

okay, funny.

meh saya buat penjelasan.

i'm not EMO,

haish, i don't do label laa.

people should not to :)

and... i don't know which one gamba yang aku nampak EMO,

and, heyy, ade ke gamba EMO aku? takde kaaan?

oh, budak yang tanya tu baca blog aku ke?

okay la, if you read this.,

i just want to say, i'm not an emo kid.

cuma... i love black and white colours which , ahhh, people relate it wih emo style.. and so on..

and.. my blog.. most of the post, takde la emo mana..

cuma baru2 ni je. macam, penat, sengsara, semua ada.

so, jadi macam, orang tersalah faham plak, aku budak emo,

so, don't judge me, DONT, DON'T, DON'T :)

aku happy je kot.

cuma yelaaa, manusia, ada macam2 perasaan.

ada banyak persepsi, pendapat dan pendirian masing :)

so, i don't mind sangat la if ade orang nak cakap

'f u' kat formspring aku dulu HAHA.

orang macam tu patut get a life laa,

sibuk dengan hidop orang je tau. :)

p.s the gazette is an ART!! i started to fond them !! cassis, the invisible wall, chizuru, ape lagi huh? tapi memang best lah! credit dekat homeroom teacher :)

i love their outfits, make-ups and hair!! and of course the guitarist and the bassist!! :D

Rain

hye,

do you know that my favorite weather is RAIN?

oh, i just love it!

H2O ,

thunder ,

dark skies ,

and i love how it sound like ,

must hear

what a song.
i asked ermm, jamie who wrote this song.
yeah, it's about 'family problems'

i want to run away from this house.

somewhere to hide.. and wishing for the conflictS to solve itself.

i almost believe that all these things will solve. by itself.

but.. it almost impossible..

they're getting worse..

my wishing stars can't grant my wish.

thanks stars, i will leave you.. BYE.

things are easier said than done eh?

i feel like giving up.

can we be just a normal family?

can we?

do we need to blame everyone else?

do we?

i'm not transparent at all.

you can't see me. i mean ME, MYSELF, inside of me.

precious HEART. because i lost my soul.

just a past few years ago..

it just me who wants to hide it from everyone..

i know i'm hypocrites.. so what?

there's no one care right..

so;

sorry for the fake smiles.

sorry for all mistakes that i've done to anyone, you and haters, and lovers.

p.s i feel pathetic. it just making the situation getting worse and worse. where did i go wrong?

bf.

dear blog,

hye everyone!

i miss someone.

friendS , ich vermisse dich!

someone. called friend.

someone who makes me annoy

we actually, argue many things

for the past few years,

when we were 14, i still remember you,

made some noise in class,

and i did actually scold you to shut the hell up

and then we started arguing . how silly we ARE!

but you've changed a LOT, i like you, the old ones .

i hate that how you have changed THIS much!

and.

someone. who's very very energetic person,

she got a LOT of energy,

always gave me advice ['gave' because now, she rarely talk to me now -.-"]

she IS VERY OPTIMIST person,

just so not like me,

who always think about 'dark side'

PESSIMIST ? i am.

i miss her laughters, geeez

and..

i miss you !

you yang duduk kelas sebelah i dulu.

tapi dah pindah kelas hujung sana..

yang dulu2 kacau budak pendrive sama2. x)

haha, APA LAGI?

balas2 komen kat tagged?

send2 email sebab entah kenapa tak terfikir nak guna YM je?

how silly we are.

how HAPPY we are.

but now. i don't think we can do the same things again.

you've changed.

i don't.

it seems so awkward to hang out with you.

but well, i miss you THREE.

-____, [ego lah katekan!]

-qilah

-____ alaa, korang tau punya lahhhhh.

p.s hahha, stop ketawa dengan tak ikhlas ye diri. kesian orang buat lawak tapi awak gelak 2 dekah je. -.-" MISKIIN!! = kesian.

sick

hye,

salam,

i'm counting days now.

school is not the best place now.

except for the gossips and friends.

argh, i'm getting so stress out about homeworks,

teachers, people, weather etc etc. .

weather? yeaah, so hot until i can't bear it anymore.

i want to move out, somewhere, ice, snow? maybe.

homeworks? they are a LOTS.

i'm not enjoyed doing that things anymoreeee.

i lose my focus, and concentration in class,

because i'm too tired,

and people around me who made me feel like this.

teachers? more teachers, more homeworks.

well, i need to do my best?

but how?

i always fall asleep in class.

i love to sketch things on paper while teachers do explanation about how this elements bond with other elements?

sorry, i don't understand a THING. a SINGLE THINGS. sheessh!

i'm getting worse worse.

worse year ever.

-emotional breakdown,

-i'm sick of everything that happened in this house, or actually, it's my family.

-seniors are suck. [certain of you] i dislike you and you. sorry.

-people love love and love to judge me? back off you haters!

-i'm getting more lazy and lazy and lazyy. x( damn you.

-i think i lost something but i don't know what is it.

thank you for everything.

i think i want to delete this thing [my blog]

maybe SOMEDAY.

p.s welcome to my life *singing* ade chords tak? jom search....

no you don't know what it's like... to be like ME.

my friend once said..

' i don't want any best friendS '

me

' yeah, me too '

i tried, but i failed. so, i'm better off on my own. don't try to find me anywhere.

i wish

hye everyone.

hum.. where should i start?

okay, let's see... [thinking]

today, i went to school,

for YPJ-boring-class-sometimes?

i did fall asleep in the class.

since i haaaaatteeee to hear people read books, while i can read it myself.

hee, sorry.

i end up,with, so-not good looking [SLEEPY]

and... the last person that went back home, geez

i wish they were punctual -.-"

and..

currently, learning how to play a guitar.

they don't like it anyway. i think so laah.

and i don't know why..

'did i grow up according to plan?'

i wish, they understand me more.

next..

i wish, i can turn back time when i was in form 3.

because i begin to hate that i'm form 4 now.

and it's hard. . actually, school is really HARD, because we have to do our homeworks

like FOREVER? until next year actually . yeaa. and then no schools ;D

the most annoying thing is i have to meet them, those hypocrites everyday.

so,

the next thing is,

i wish, i am not Myself.

it's hard to be ME,

while i have to pretend in front of them.

p.s mandi malam2 pukul 12 best seyyh, sejuk je air ;)

Sam Tsui - Don't Want An Ending

hye,
today was totally a BORING DAY ever.
neopets, facebook, formspring, blogger.... the same things go around. everyday..
i need something.. to explore..

so, YOUTUBE WALKING time!! ;D

type 'hey monday' HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW is cool ;)
enough dancing with paramore songs and hey monday..
and yeah, 'nothin' on you' :D ;D
*dance dance* ;D

tired... need to chill..
slow songs.. J'lostein. :)

and then..

pop summer medley :) BEST! SUPERB! i'm abusing the replay button!! hee :)
and then.. click click.
i found this cute?, beautiful? song! SWEET !

you've got to hear this! :D

Lyrics :

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Ooohhh…

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don’t ask me how
I don’t know
We’ll be home tomorrow
But a thousand miles too far away
Say you won’t forget and i’ll be okay

At least tonight
It’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything i need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Till the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

Don’t want an ending…

The days turn to hours
And it’s just a moment before they go
I’m scared to say goodbye,
‘Cause what’s after that?
I don’t know.

As the years look past us
If we lose track,
Or lose the fight,

I will search forever
To find a way back..

To tonight
Where it’s just you and me and honestly
That’s everything I need

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
I don’t want an ending

We said “see ya later”
But I know there’s no where we’re
Around here again (yeah)
And every until next time
Feels like one bad punch line
And I don’t want that again

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

I don’t wanna fall out
But we’re all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
In one day
No way you’ll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)

Tonight’s the countdown
‘Til the day we’re not around

(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
And you’re gone
And we’re on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don’t want an ending)
(Noo) I
Don’t want an ending
(All out of time)
Don’t want an ending
Don’t want an ending

yes, i don't want an ending.
for something beautiful, happy moments i've ever had.
let's stop now. :)

p.s god, my homeworks need to be settle. ASAP! and yeaah, i need to find my wallet too. WHERE ARE YOU?!